Okay hi there!

The reason this is rated R is because I am in the mood to write about some kinky stuff and even though you're checking the level of maturity I want you to know that their will be some sex talk so buckle up. So if you're not 18 then turn back if you want right here!

Anyway I am writing this chapter the same time I am writing a chapter for my other fan fiction "A Sweet Refrain". I had earlier put up an author's note but a friend informed me that she did that once and they banned her, so I had to remove all three of them. Sorry about that. It was letting you know that I would be late in giving you the chapter because I my computer crashed. I had already typed out half of both of them so it was frustrating when I have to retype it. But I guess it all happened for the good because I got to rephrase what I wanted to say. There fore I am now happy with the chapters.

Disclaimer: I'm just borrowing the concept to try my hand at writing romances, I own no familiar characters.

I have one more thing to tell you. There might be two more chapters, or most probably 1 but very long. See I have another ff in mind to write and I hope you forgive me for writing so little for you.

A sweet refrain would not be as short as this, it is longer than the rest I have. But I don't know how long the new one will be. I hope you continue to read my work!!

Love yous.

Sasha

Chapter 3-Hot fantasy.

'Completely wrong?' Lily whispered.

'Yeah and I suppose I ought to apologise for that,' he said his voice lusciously hoarse. 'Or at least tell you that I don't make a habit of kissing women I just met.'

She smiled suddenly not caring who was watching. James Potter had a way of looking at her as if she was the only person in the room…or rather parking lot. It was then as there she decided that maybe it was time she let go of a life of appropriate respectability and do what she came here to do.

Relax. Enjoy life. Leave all her worries behind. For a spilt second her mind focused on what drove her to accept the trip. Shaking her head she looked up at the man who made her feel for the first time alive.

He had a hold of her pinkie and tugged it just a little but she shuffled over, closer to him. He smiled lazily and the light in his eyes was distinctly and unapologetically predatory. She knew she had a decision to make, and that she had to make it fast. In her daily routine she was accustomed to making snap decision because it can affect the rest of a person's life.

James Potter wanted her. Right here. Right now and damn if she didn't want him back. It should be more complicated than that. Her decision may affect the rest of her life. He followed a strict code of conduct and built his life around it. She could tell he was a man of boundaries and he would never cross one that she was willing to give. That was of course the question of the day.

What was she willing to give?

Everything, her body and mind screamed. At least for the next couple of hours, maybe days. Surely she could afford herself a no regret package, one that she could let go and take what she wanted.

He dropped her pinkie and reached for her hips, pulling her to him in one smooth yank, settling her weight on him, his grip just firm enough to discourage her from stepping away. Not that she would have. Everything was aligned so perfectly, so … she shuddered as she braced her hands on his chest.

'You've far surpassed anything I could ever dream up,' he whispered already lowering his head. 'Are you a dream Lily Evans? You sure taste like one.'

A shiver ran over her as he brushed her lips with his own.

'Maybe dreams aren't a bad thing to have.' She murmured as she ran her lips lightly over his sand papery jaw. And that sharp intake of breath as she moved her lips to his neck and swiped her tongue at the curve of his neck was intoxicating as well as seductive.

'Yeah.' He whispered, his voice hoarse 'because, occasionally one of them comes true.

He slid one hand behind her neck and encouraged her mouth back to his. This time the kiss was all consuming and demanding. She didn't even consider holding back letting her hands move slowly up his chest and leaned more into him.

When he finally lifted his head they stared at each other as though mesmerized. It was only when a few minutes passed that he cleared his throat. 'I was wondering something.'

'Hmm?'

'I was wondering if you would mind skipping skipping the shower and the change.' He looked directly into her eyes in that way he had and her fingers dug into his chest of their own violation. 'Because the clothes don't matter. We'll just get them dirty all over again.'

Her pulse skyrocketed and the muscles between her legs clenched. 'Are we now?' she asked slightly breathless. She was still unsure why she wanted to provoke him. Maybe it was to see just how far she could push him?

He slid his hand up to her nape and slowly pulled the soft band from her ponytail. Her fell in a gentle bob past her shoulders and he brushed the hair form her cheek with aching gentleness. 'Aren't we?'

She knew what he was asking just as she knew he already knew the answer but she liked that he wanted them both to know. 'I believe we are yes.'

'Great, we can go and get some dinner near the shore.' He said.

'What? Dinner?' Lily asked. She was already mentally undressing them.

He let out an arrogant, wolfish, sexy smile. 'It's a long night.'

Dinner was foreplay but she was impatient. She was ready now darn it because she was worried. Worried that if they took too much time she would be able to talk herself out of the thing she had been trying to talk herself into. Then a sense of anticipation caught on. The idea of getting to know him better intrigued her almost as much as the thought of his hands and mouth on her.

'Yes,' she answered. 'It is.' He had the right idea. They had to savour this, stretch it out. Because when this is over, it will be over.

…

What the hell had he been thinking asking her to dinner first? The wine hadn't been served yet and he was already thinking about getting her out of those clothes and into his bed. He had thought that they would stop at the place Sloan Chrisholm had suggested to sit, talk, watch the sunset and get to know each other better.

He needed to know if his unmanageable desire was just because she was a beautiful, appealing and willing. Or if it was because of her specifically and that he was incredibly luck to run across her when he had nothing better to do than sit and get to know her better.

That made him think about the topic that had been on his mind when he had almost run her over. His earlier conviction of when he had met the right person he would just know. He shook off his train of thought he had too much swirling around in his fevered mind as it was. He fiddled with the menu that wasn't for the recommended place. It was for the only restaurant that had an opening, the one closet to his hotel.

'Do you know what you want?' Lily asked.

He brought up his eyes to focus on her. 'I think I do.'

'Me too.' She said and her grip tightened on the menu.

'Does it have anything to do with seafood?' he said lips twitching.

She smiled and he liked the confidence he saw in her eyes. 'Only if you plan to go swimming to further draw out this torture.'

His hands slid across the table to cover hers lightly and he liked the shiver than ran over her when he let his fingertips drift over the back of her hand. 'Torture? Is it the company?'

'If it was the company I wouldn't have agreed to dinner much less…' she said trailing off and her confidence along with it. She tried to move her hand from his but he held on. 'Lily.' He waited until she looked at him again. 'Look let have dinner and maybe a walk on the beach. I'd like your company for as long as you'll allow.'

She opened her mouth then closed it before letting out a short laugh. 'Thank you. I'm not as smooth as I'd like to think I am.'

'Well suave is not exactly my middle name.'

'I don't know. You were pretty suave on the dock back there.'

'Then you didn't feel my knees knocking together.' He sat there knowing that he wanted her more than he wanted his next breath, feeling crushed by the intensity of it. And yet he would settle for dinner and a short stroll anything to keep her in his company longer.

Which obviously answered his first question. It was about her. That's it then. He'll dine her, talk to her, walk in the moonlight and then pfft.

Whatever happens he'd have that. At least.

A couple minutes later after they ordered Lily looked up and said, 'Did they really?' He was watching her all that time.

James was blank for a couple of seconds. What?

'Your knees.' She said her lips twitching.

Still he didn't understand her. After all what did he expect only staring at her mouth for the last few minutes?

'You said your knees were knocking together, did they really? It was probably mines.' She said but she was smiling now. 'You don't want fish do you?'

He swallowed and decided to answer honestly. 'Uh no, I'm not hungry for that.'

'Me either,' she said then got up, 'come on.'

'But Lily we should—

'We'll talk and take a walk on the beach, I need that much first.' She said as if sensing what he was going to say and he looked at her, he really liked this woman.

James dug in his pockets and put more than enough money on the table for the ten or so minutes they took up and they walked hand in hand down the sandy steps. They'll walk and talk and pfft, if it happens it'll be her choice.

'Looks like we missed the main event.' She said and he looked as the last of the orange faded into the night.

'Yes but another show is about to start.' He said indicating the sky as the first stars of the night made their appearance.

He held her against him lightly as she watched the stars pop out.

'Its so beautiful.' She whispered.

'Yes it is.' He replied but he wasn't watching the stars. She turned that same time and caught him watching her. He chose that time to lean in lightly and kiss her. They stood there just kissing and exploring until they heard the wafts of music coming from further up the beach where a party was being held.

The Caribbean music was intoxicating and exotic and they were swept away dancing slowly and closely to the rhythm. He smoothed the palm of his hand around so that he could stroke her jaw, then he rubbed his thumb across her lips. Her shudder of delight made his body grow hard. Harder, when she brushed lightly against his hips. It was sweet torture.

'We haven't done the talking part yet,' he said.

'We will,' she said

He could only nod and say 'yes we will.'

'I feel like…' she started then stopped and gave him a half smile before turning around. One he had noticed before. It suited her.

He turned her face back to his. 'Like we have so much to talk about … but very little needs saying right now?'

She stilled for a moment but he understood. 'Sort of terrifying isn't it?'

'Completely.'

He pulled their joined hands up and kissed the back of her hand. 'Lily—'

She shook her head. Her finger pressed to his lips. 'Later we have time.'

He wanted to ask how did she know. How could she be so sure, but he nodded instead. Wishing he had more confidence in fate.

She moved away first pulling him back up the path.

'No walk either?'

She grinned over her shoulder. 'I don't care much for getting sand in uncomfortable places.'

He laughed. 'Oddly enough I mention something of the same sentiment earlier today.'

'Something else we agree on then.' She said before continuing up the hill.

'Something else? What was the first thing?'

She turned then lifted up and took his face in her hands and kissed him. No gentle pecks, no easing come on, she flat out kissed him and a heartbeat later she was kissing her back. Things quickly escalated from there.

She broke away first but she was flushed and laughing. 'We'll not make it to the room if we do any more of that.'

'Ah.' He said smiling.

'Yes, race you to the car.' She said suddenly and took off. He caught up to her and grabbed her waist an instant before they reached the jeep. She shrieked as he spun both of them around before landing on the passenger seat. He pushed her hair back from her face with his fingers.

'And here I said I wasn't going to chase girls while I was here.'

'I can't imagine why. You're pretty good at it.'

He grinned. 'I was inspired.'

'How long did you say your hotel was?'

'About five minutes.' He said and she climbed off him then tugged his hand so that he got on his feet.

'Good. Drive fast.'

'I aim to please.' He said and grinned at the insinuated words. Then he stood there thinking he had it right all along. With the right person you just knew. The hell with pfft. Grinning like a fool he slid around to the front seat.

'Suddenly five minutes seems like a really long time.' She said and James laughed. He couldn't agree with her more.

'Well if I put my hands on you instead of the steering wheel it'll be a whole lot longer.'

'Onward then. Please.'

'I intend to do exactly that.' He said and she moaned softly, then turned to stare at the road ahead.

He made it to the hotel in record time and into the elevator doors. Luckily no one got on with them. He had her up against her walls before the doors slid shut. 'Do you have any idea what you do to me?'

She was already panting. 'Oh I think I have a pretty fair clue.'

He pushed his hips into hers. 'Do you realised I have never ever been this wired to have someone?'

She moaned softly and pressed her hips right back into his making his knee buckle a little. 'You're the one who wanted to draw things out.'

He barked a little laugh. 'Draw things out? I still don't even know you.'

She reached for his face and stroked it with her palms looking into his eyes. 'That's the oddest thing of all isn't it? I don't know you either. So explain to me why it feels so natural, so familiar? In fact it feels like the most right thing I ever done.' She said then laughed. 'Merlin I hope I don't feel like an idiot for saying that come morning.'

He leaned in and kissed her only gently this time. 'I don't want any regrets.' He said but he already knew he had a boatload. Not for making love to her. Never. He was going to regret not having more time here, where time had no meaning. He wanted time to get past making love…to see if they could fall into it.

Talk about foolish.

…

They stumbled into his hotel room, hands all over each other. Lily helped James pull his shirt over his head so she could finally put her hands on his incredibly hard chest. He captured her roved hands with his before pinning them on the wall as his lips claimed hers pillaging her mouth with his tongue, taking his sweet time so much so that she could barely remain upright.

He lifted his head and his eyes glittered into hers. 'I want to make this last, for hours, days, weeks. I want to inhale you, consume you, take you. All of you, right now.'

No, she wasn't going to regret a single second of this. 'I know.'

He slid his hands down her arms before pulling her own shirt over her head and plunged on of them in her tangle of hair. 'I need more hands.'

'You're doing well with the ones you have right now.' She said her voice in threads. And then he was kissing her again with her caressing his hard chest. He took their kiss deeper and then she was groaning when his hands slipped up her back and flicked open her bra. The very idea of his heated flesh sliding on hers made her shudder even more.

His thumbs brushed the sides of her breast, skated across her nipples, she gasped then groaned when his slid his hands once more to grip her waist and brought her closer to him.

'I could be vertically challenged soon.'

'Aurors liked to be challenged don't they.' She murmured wonderingly as she touched him. How could he be so hard, so chiselled.

'I'd rather go horizontal.' He said before back-walking her to the bed.

'Sissy.' She taunted.

'Sissy? Is that what you just called me.' He said and she could read the sexual gleam in his eyes.

She shrugged nonchalantly, which was one of the hardest things she had ever done when all she wanted was for him to take her then and there. 'That's what I said.'

He yanked her up tight against him, wrapping one arm firmly around her back. She gasped he was so hard. She wanted to absorb him preferably without the damn clothes getting in the way.

'So you want to be taken standing up then?'

'Not if you think you're not up to it.'

He raised an eyebrow. 'Back up.' Lily's eyes widened at his tone, which was pure sexual taunting. 'Over there.'

'You need something to prop me on?'

'No but you will.' He said and a little shudder worked it way up through her. She should have known better than to tease a man who had all kinds of special training.

'Pretty sure of yourself.'

'Yes.' He said keeping his hands on her; bring his half naked, rock solid body excruciatingly close but not touching her most sensitized area. 'I am.'

Her backside was now snuggled up against the overstuffed back of the couch and he placed both of her arms on either side of her. 'Hold on.' He said and she knew she was in for a hot hard ride.

Okay, hey there. LOL I know this is sort of a cliffhanger but I'm sorry. I made you wait this long for the chapter you see. Anyway I felt lazy to proof read so note that this has not been proof read and I am sorry to make you annoyed.

I love you for all your patience guys.

Luv ya.

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