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Chapter Four: Leaving Fantasy Behind.

James reached the hem of her top and skirted the skin just beneath it. Slowly he skimmed her upper body all the while drawing her top upwards. After that obstacle was out of the way he feathered small touches on the out sides of her breasts. He then slowly peeled off her bra.

She opened her mouth to speak but she knew she had goaded him enough besides she was dying to know what his plans for her were, so hyper aware of her semi naked state…and so unconcerned about it. Her level of trust was probably the height of foolishness and yet she knew his only goal was pleasure. That and she didn't think his confidence in his abilities was misplaced.

She sensed he knew everything. He leaned in an she automatically lifted her hands without thinking, wanting to run her finger through his sexy disorganized hair but he pressed them back down. 'Uh-uh.' Then he slowly traced her jaw line with the tip of his tongue, the palms of his hands simultaneously slid up her thighs to rest on her waist. 'Next time baby, we'll do it my way and then you'll be in charge.'

'Next time.' She echoed brokenly and wondered if she would survive that long. She gasped sharply and arched her back when he teased on nipple between his lips and the other between his fingers. And then when she thought she couldn't stand it any longer he moved lower. Who thought her belly button could be such an erogenous zone.

James Potter apparently.

He opened the skinny zipper on her hip with his teeth, then peeled the stretchy fabric down her hips…down her legs … with maddening slowness.

'I uh – oh.' Her panties came off with a quick snap that had her opening her eyes, only to see James putting away his wand. 'Dear lord.'

'He can't help you now.' He said grinning up at her. 'You've signed a deal with the devil.'

Lily couldn't think of a single retort, except 'Yes.'

James kissed the tender spot just below her naval. 'Don't worry I'll buy you another pair.' Lily's hips started moving, she couldn't help it. The man's tongue was everywhere. Except…and she sighed with frustration as he continued toying with her.

'If you don't finish what you started Potter I'll let to desecrate everything I own.' She said with a pleading groan.

He laughed vibrating the skin of her inner thighs. That alone was enough to make her swear. 'Such Language Ms Evans and you a healer.'

'My my Ms Evans such language isn't befitting.'

She arched back, torn between grabbing his head and directing it where she needed it most or just slide down to the floor and let him take his own sweet time.

'Whose idea was it to do this standing up anyway?' She muttered. Then James slid his hands up ... and his tongue in. A shout of rapture escaped her before she could stifle it. Her climax was instant and insatiable, ripping through her, settling in the hot pool of pleasure that quivered endlessly like ripples in a pond going forever outwards.

She barely heard it when James's trousers hit the floor and the spell he muttered after drawing his wand from his sheath when his hands grabbed her hips again. He lifted her so she was sitting on the headrest on the couch.

'Wrap your legs—' he said but she was already one step ahead of him. She grabbed his shoulders aching for him. He paused waiting for her to look at him.

'Are you certain Lily?' now it was her turn to laugh.

'You have to be joking right?'

He grinned but the humour that reached his eyes was almost voracious. 'I don't joke around with something like this.' He said his smile fading. 'Not with you.'

Something melted within her and she had a sneaking feeling that it was her heart…or part of it anyway. 'I'm very sure and thank you for trying to take care of me but don't make me get your wand and make you finish what you started.

His grin was downright wicked this time. 'I think I'm going to enjoy your turn even more than mine.' He said brining her hips closer and nudging just inside of her. 'Which is really saying something.' Then he drove into her completely startling a little squeal from her but only for a moment.

She was already locking her legs around his thighs as he brought her closer in their embrace. Together it was just a primal mating, likes of which she had just read about but never dreamed could be real.

They both reached their peaks and climaxed. Afterwards James held her in his arms faced pressed into her hair while she clung to him as the both caught their breaths. Then his belly grumbled and the both laughed.

'Now he's hungry.' She teased.

'Shower with me and then we can order room service.' He said already pulling her with him.

Lily smiled into his handsome face, wondering how could he have come to mean so much to her in a matter of hours. It was if he was meant to be hers, always has been and it had been merely the task of finding him. She should have been terrified but somehow she wasn't…she felt settled.

…

James was fairly certain he had died and gone to a heaven he never could have imagined. They teased and laughed as they'd soaped each other's bodies only to be riled up again and he'd started kissing her then tasting her letting her come apart in his arms all over again.

He felt both incredibly at peace and more scared than he ever could remember. He wanted Lily Evans, not for a week but actually wanted her in some deep unidentifiable way. He a way he would gladly try the rest of his life to figure out. A part of him knew it might just be the sex because it was insane to think that she was the one for him. A woman he knew intimately yet not at all otherwise.

He stomach chose that moment to growl, she snickered and just like that the real world was there between them. When she smiled up at him, so easily, so naturally the world didn't seem like such a scary place after all.

When room service arrived they sat on the balcony and just talked. Lily told him about her practice, her friend Laurel and her mother. The death of her father was a sad topic that she chose to only go briefly into but James understood he never really dug any deeper when he talked about his parents. They had died when he was ten.

James told Lily about his best friends, Sirius, Remus and Peter. He told her about the antics he and his friends who were called the Marauders did at their school Hogworts. He told her about his grandparents and how they were the only family he had that was alive.

They ate drank some muggle beer and ended up in bed again. This time they made slow love that had them only aching for more. It was early in the morning when they finally slept still intimately joined.

…

Lily stretched awake around late morning and the sun shone brightly into the room. She felt gloriously delicious. Before James had left that morning he'd woken her up and kissed her to the edge of her control then left reminding her that he'll meet her for dinner at six in the lobby.

Afterwards she had remained in bed and opted to get extra sleep so now as she looked up at the mid morning sun she decided that it was time she got up. So crawling out of bed naked she padded into the bathroom where she remained until she felt fresh and revived.

She was still smiling when she apparated near her hotel and started walking. Twenty minutes later she was walking past the car park where she and James had made out so hungrily yesterday. What would she go do to past the time while waiting for James?

There was always jet skiing, but she didn't feel like trying that out.

And as Lily continued to walk contemplating other sights she could see and partake in she didn't hear the first call of her name.

'Lily!' This time she heard it and stood shockingly still. She knew that voice. Please Merlin don't let it be him. She thought frantically.

She didn't turn but the male voice that called out her name came right in front of her.

'Lily.'

'What are you going here?' she asked and she hated the break in her voice but dammit how could she not be half afraid. What was Tandem Griffin doing here of all places. He had to have found out somehow.

'Well I thought we could spend some time together, you know try to get back to the way we were.' He said smiling at her.

'You know there was never nothing between us to begin with Tandem.' Lily said as she took a step back slightly.

'Yes there was Lily and I'm in time you'll see that as well.'

…

For the whole month since returning James had decided to stay away from St Mungo's. Ever since he had gotten back from St Thomas he wanted to forget the woman who up till now played in his dreams every night. He had come back to an empty hotel room that day except for a brief note.

Personal crisis, I'm sorry I need to go back home.

That was the only thing that remained of her. Of course never in a million years would he ever admit to still having that note tucked away safely in his wallet. He would have still avoided the bloody hospital if it weren't for the fact that he needed to go there. So what he was in pain his determination to say he wasn't kept him nagging Sirius Black, his best mate to turn right back around and carry him home.

He could always take that short term healing potion they kept around the Aurora's office and be happy with that. But oh no the prat who was his best mate was hell bent on dragging him off to the hospital.

James never kept anything from his best mates but after returning home he kept what happened in St. Thomas to himself. Sirius knew something was up of course the bloody bastard read him like a book but he said nothing to indicate he knew what James was going through. Which was just as well James supposed if Sirius had asked he would have told him everything.

The thing was that the closer he got to the hospital the more he wanted to see Lily. He imagined her being the one on call when they brought him in. then he could have kicked himself for fantasizing. He would go to see Lily on his terms, when he was better he'd walk and ask about where in the five floors she worked.

Convinced he wouldn't see her on this visit James settled on counting the different parts of his body that ached and there were a lot. Just as he predicted James didn't see anyone looking remotely like Lily. They poked, prodded and gave him some nasty tasting medicine before they pronounced him well enough to go home—tomorrow. James gritted his teeth. He really didn't like hospitals; he did not want to spend a night there if he could help it.

'Look I don't belong here.' He started off politely and stiffly after Sirius left him there and went home.

'I'm sure you don't Mr Potter.' The healer replied.

'Yes well I want to get out.'

'I'm sorry I can't do that Mr Potter the Healing Director of this floor said that you need to stay in here for the night.'

James glared at the man. There was no doubt he was only flowing orders but he wanted to get out of there. 'Look I have important business to do I can't afford to stay here.' James said which was partly true. Of course paperwork counted as work and all auror work was important.

'I'm sorry sir I can't help you and I have to see other people but you would not see me for the rest of today anyway my shift is over. I hope you have fun trying to convince the other healer to let you go. She has a temper and she's a stickler for rules.' The man said and grinned at James discomfort.

Scowling James just stuck his middle finger up at the man and waited until he left. After a while he looked down at what he was wearing; ugly patient clothes that made a show of his legs. Well hell if he wanted to become an underwear model he would do it for galleons. Who knows if the healer he had gotten was a weird sex freak intent on ogling him all through the examinations.

James fell asleep soon after and woke up some two hours later. He had nothing to do. He wanted to get out of there but he couldn't. In his mind he resolved to hijack the next healer to come in and make her let him leave.

The door opened a half an hour later and James sat up waiting for her to look at him. Smiling she lifted her head and look at him. Recognition shocked him to the care. Until now he had really realised how much he had missed her. He looked as the smile left her face and was replaced by shock.

All this time he had been hoping to go and talk to her on his terms but now here she was in her element.

One thing he could say about Lily Evans since their time in St. Thomas though she looked awful.

'James.' She said his names in a rushed breath. She hadn't been expecting him as well.

'Lily, how are you?' he said softly and looked into her face that was worn. The bags under her eyes were noticeable and he saw her pull in a deep breath.She looked different. There were fear in her eyes as well. Fear of him?

Something was wrong and he wasn't going to let her walk out on him again until he helped her.

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