Title: A
Wedding
Author: Inell
Disclaimer: Rowling owns them all
Rating:
PG
Pairing: Blaise/Hermione with mention of
Adrian/Hermione
Summary: It was a beautiful day for a
wedding
Response to Quiet Ones Weekly Challenge #12: Chocolate, "I
see your lips moving, but all I hear is blah, blah, blah.",
Sunshine, Laughter, A hugWEDDING (1/1)
It was a beautiful
day for a wedding. The sun was high above, the air was warm without
being hot, and he was certain he could probably hear birds singing if
he listened closely. As it was, he had no desire to hear birds
singing and was doing his best not to scowl at the guests who were
happy and full of laughter. He shouldn't be here, he thought for
the millionth time since arriving at the outdoor wedding.
The invitation had
surprised him, causing his heart to stop and his stomach to feel as
if someone had hit him with a horrible curse. It had been two years
since he'd seen her, remembering vividly the sweet smile on her
lips as she had kissed him that last night before ending their year
long relationship. Okay, so relationship wasn't exactly the
appropriate word for what they had shared but it sounded much more
polite than simply being honest and calling it a bit of shagging.
His eyes swept over
the crowd, finding her standing with her friends, a happy smile on
her face as she laughed. She looked so beautiful, the epitome of a
woman in love. He'd seen that smile a few times during their
affair, but he'd ignored it and it had slowly faded. He would never
again see it aimed in his direction, knowing that he was not the
cause of her current happiness. Long fingers moved through his thick
hair as he continued to watch her, wondering if there was a chance it
could have been him that made her look so beautiful if he hadn't
been intent on keeping things between them strictly sexual, if he
hadn't been so scared of falling in love. Somehow, he doubted it.
She deserved far
better than a man with commitment issues, who couldn't give her the
words or devotion she craved. And, even as his heart was breaking
from watching the woman he loved, for he had realized after losing
her that the strange feelings he had been experiencing since becoming
involved with her were, indeed, love, he couldn't keep his full
lips from curving into a slight smile as he watched her. He loved her
and that meant he wanted her to be happy, even if it was with someone
else.
It was his rough
luck that he wasn't the man to make her happy. True, a part of him
was sullen and jealous of the raven haired wizard who had just moved
behind her and received a tender kiss, but he was fortunate to have
had her for the brief time he had, knowing she was the best thing
that had ever happened to him. He'd been too stupid and scared to
take a chance at opening his heart to her so it was his own fault
she'd finally moved on. He looked away from the happy couple,
walking to the bar and getting a glass of firewhiskey and snagging a
piece of chocolate candy, which he ate as he waited for his drink.
Drinking the firewhiskey quickly, he set the empty glass down and
sighed.
"I'm glad
you came, Adrian."
Hearing her soft
voice, he turned and found the bride looking at him with an
affectionate smile. Her eyes were lit with happiness and she honestly
seemed happy that he was there. Adrian gave her a crooked smile, "I
could never refuse you anything, Kitten."
"I wasn't
sure if you'd show up," she confessed, her eyes looking over
the handsome wizard she had loved so desperately not three years
before, her heart racing slightly even now as she spoke to him
despite her sincere feelings for her new husband.
"It's an
important day for you, Hermione," Adrian reminded her with a
gentle smile, "I had to be here."
"Will you
dance with me?" she asked as she took his hand, her eyes
catching Blaise's gaze as she led her former lover to the dance
floor. Her new husband winked at her before continuing his
conversation with Pansy and Harry, secure in her feelings for him to
not be concerned that she was dancing with someone she had once
loved. Turning to face Adrian, they began to dance to the slow song.
"So,"
Adrian felt a bit awkward, relaxing as Hermione looked at him with
gentle eyes and a soft smile. He had missed her. Not just the
shagging, though that had been amazing, he'd missed talking to her,
laughing about the silliest things, just feeling as if someone
actually liked him for more than a quick shag or his looks. They had
been friends as well as lovers, and he missed having her in his life.
He glanced at the dark Slytherin who had been two years behind him at
Hogwarts before looking back at Hermione and asking, "Zabini
makes you happy?"
"Yes, he
does," Hermione practically glowed as she spoke about her
husband, "he's wonderful, Adrian. He really loves me and I
feel safe with him. I never imagined falling in love with him, but it
happened and I couldn't be happier. I know you never interacted
with him during school, but I think you'd like him."
Adrian could see
the hopeful look in her amber eyes, knowing that she wanted him to
like her new husband, possibly be friends with him. Maybe in time, he
would be ready to befriend the man that had the one thing he would
never be able to have. "He treats you well?"
"Extremely
well," she smiled, recalling her first date with Blaise three
months after she finally ended her casual affair with Adrian. Blaise
had been a bit shy, surprised that she had accepted his invitation,
and they'd spent the entire night talking, having breakfast
together the next day. She hadn't been looking for another
relationship, but it had happened and she'd soon fallen in love
with Blaise. She had broken off the affair with Adrian because it was
obvious they wanted different things in life, but she'd never
imagined finding love with the quiet Slytherin not many months
following the end of her relationship with Adrian. Two years later,
she couldn't imagine not having Blaise in her life.
She had loved
Adrian, still loved him in a way, but she had known that she wanted
to get married and have children one day and Adrian had no desire for
either of those things. They had ended their relationship amicably,
keeping in touch via owl when he began to travel and she began to
move on with her life, but this was the first time she'd actually
seen him in nearly two years. She had missed him, the two having been
friends for several months before they had become involved sexually.
It was nice seeing him again. He was smiling but she could see the
sadness in his eyes. It was that moment that she suddenly realized he
loved her, even if he had been unable to say the words. Feeling awful
for inviting him to her wedding when he obviously had some sort of
feelings for her, she said, "Adrian, I'm sorry. I didn't
realize...."
Adrian placed a
finger over her lips, knowing she must have seen how he felt when
she'd looked into his eyes, despite his intentions to keep his
secret. He did not want to dwell on his own heartache during her
happy day. Deciding that she meant more to him than sulking over
losing her, his green eyes flashed with humor as he informed her with
a slight smirk, "Kitten, I see your lips moving but all I hear
is blah, blah, blah."
"I think
you've been spending too much time reading Muggle T-shirts,"
she laughed softly, her fingers brushing through his caramel colored
hair as she pushed a stray lock back from his forehead. She knew that
there was no point in bringing up the past because, even though she
had loved Adrian and still cared about him, Blaise was her future and
she loved her new husband dearly.
"He loves
you," Adrian told her quietly, "I can see it in the way he
watches you, in how he smiles, in the way he looks at you as if
you're the most beautiful woman in the world. I'm glad you've
found someone to give you what you deserve, to make you happy. I love
you, kitten. Thank you for inviting me to share this day with you and
Zabini. Now, I need to ask you something very important."
"What's
that?" she asked softly, knowing how much it took for him to
make that sincere speech, her eyes catching sight of Blaise smiling
at her as he danced with Ginny, feeling the familiar stirrings of
desire and love as she looked at the man she married before she
looked back at Adrian.
"Where's the
cake?"
Hermione laughed as
she gave him a tight hug, whispering in his ear, "I do love you,
you know?"
Adrian nodded, a
wistful smile crossing his lips as he whispered back, "I know,"
before taking her hand and following her to join Blaise and get a
piece of wedding cake.
The End