This is a little poem I wrote a little while back and it is based on me and my life, but as I read it over, I was thinking it sounded a lot like Yuki-sama. So I decided to make it a fanfic. Poem dedicated to any Yuki-kun (besides me) who feels these things.
Pushing Away. By: Shuuichi's Kindred Spirit
Don't get too fond of me
Please just move away
I don't want to hurt you anymore
And I am not here to stay
I don't want to tell you my feelings
In case you might not like me
So I am closed to everyone
And I refuse to let them see
I refuse to let people in
I don't like getting close
Because I'm afraid I'll get hurt
Or hurt the ones I love most
So please don't ask me to open
Please don't make me do this
I just cannnot open to anyone
Even if that means I miss
Miss out on being somone special
To someone I love so much
Even if it means I'll never be held
Or never be allowed to touch
I wish everyone would leave me alone
Stop wanting to know my dark past
Because even though it's over to you
To me, these feelings will always last
I'll always feel pain within me
It won't ever go away
No matter what I do or what I feel
Things will never be okay
So let me go and watch
As I stay away from you
I really don't wish to get hurt again
Don't give me a chance to hurt you too.
