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Crazy for Love
Chapter two
Raimundo dodged the vase and looked up at Kimiko she grabbed the nearest object and threw it at him before she started to trash the room.
"She's lost it again!" he heard the nurse's voice call before she ran into the room with two big guys as one grabbed Kimiko from behind.
"NO! GET OFF ME!" Kimiko yelled, "HE'S COMING! AND WHEN HE DOES HE'LL KILL YOU ALL" she screamed as the two guys wrestled her to the floor as she continued to kick and scream until the nurse gave her an injection and she stopped moving.
"What did you do to her?" Raimundo demanded.
"We just gave her something to make her sleep that's all!" the nurse told him.
"Let me see that!" he said snapping Kimiko's file off her.
"You can't do that!" the nurse shrieked at him just as Master Fung, Omi and Clay came in.
"Oh yes I can" Raimundo replied throwing something to her.
"Dr R. Pedrosa" she read off it and everyone gapped at Raimundo who was busy checking over Kimiko's medicine.
"This dose is way to high" Raimundo looked up at the nurse, "You're gonna end up giving her an overdose and kill her!" he looked angry.
"I well... it's the only way to calm her down!" the nurse told him.
"I don't think it is... I think kimi just needs a friend, someone to listen to her" he said staring at her limp body on the floor, he handed the folder back to the nurse and bent down lifting Kimiko up bridal style and carrying her over to the bed laying her down.
"I'll go then," the nurse said leaving the room with the two big guys.
"You didn't tell us you were a doctor!" Clay said in amazement.
"I didn't tell anyone I got my medical degree ages ago! Besides I'm studying to get a degree in psychology now!" Raimundo told them tucking Kimiko under the blankets.
"That is very impressive Raimundo" Master Fung told him.
"I agree with the Master" Omi nodded.
"Nah... I just wanna help people that's all" Raimundo muttered stroking the side of Kimiko's pale face and she wrinkled her nose, he laughed at this.
"We'd better be going partner... you staying or coming with?" Clay asked him.
"No guys it's okay I'm staying" Raimundo said sitting down next to Kimiko.
"Okay then cya buddy" Clay called walking out with Master Fung and Dojo. Raimundo watched Kimiko lying there when all of a sudden she started to stir, her eyed flickered open and she looked over at him.
"Raimundo?" she asked the brunette.
"Hey Kimi" he smiled at her.
"Rai I don't want you here!" she told him and saw the look of hurt on his face she couldn't bare it, "Rai I don't want you here to see me like this, this monster I've become!" tears started to well up in her eyes and Raimundo hugged her tight.
"Shh... its okay I'm here now... and I promise we'll get you out of here!" he stroked her hair.
"You don't understand Rai... I'm crazy... crazy as you can get I'm rarely normal! I hurt people all the time!" she cried harder into his shoulder.
"I know Kimi, I know!" he told her rocking her back and forth, "You wanna tell me what happened?" he asked.
"NO!" she yelled quickly getting up and moving away, "I... don't like talking I like to left alone!" she muttered.
"Kimi common it's me!" Raimundo said.
"Please go Raimundo," she said turning her back on him.
"Okay if that's what you want" he told her and left, Kimiko slid down the wall and hugged her knees to her chest, hurtful and hateful memories flooding back to her she started to hit her head to try and make them go away but they wouldn't. She hurt much more now that she could think clearly and felt like she was slowly dieing inside. She couldn't cope. She walked to the door and locked it before taking out her cure and she began to sing:
Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
Her breathing was heavy the tears were streaming down her face; she raised the blade in her shaking hand and dragged it across her arm. She saw the red velvety blood and cut again and again then she started to lash out cutting fast and recklessly. She stopped when she saw the gushing blood her head was light and she sunk to her knees before falling into total darkness.
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Raimundo was walking down the corridor when he heard shouting; the nurse he had been talking to earlier came rushing over to him.
"It's Kimiko she's done it again! She trying to kill herself" she yelled Raimundo's eyes became wide and he charged towards Kimiko's room. There were people trying to get in but she'd locked the door Raimundo looked in and saw her limp form on the ground surrounded in a puddle of her blood. She's gonna die! She's gonna die! I can't let her do this this! He thought desperately.
"MOVE!" he cried out shoving everyone out of the way he stood back and they flung a kick at the door sendind it crashing into the wall; he ran over to her, "Aww Kimi what have you done?" he asked taking off his shirt to try and stop the bleeding, "Don't worry girl... I'm not letting you go anywhere!" he whispered to her.
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(A:N) Dannii: hey that was kinda dark!! I never knew I could be so... so... so...
Jack: Suicidal??
Dannii: Yeah!! Man!! Okay I'm gonna have to write nice happy chapters from now on!! Well R&R please... and sorry if this chapter freaked anyone out!! And should I raise the rating to PG-13??
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