THANK YOU EVERYONE! Thanks for putting up with all the waiting and me complaining that I have no life (well who doesn't). For a minute I really was going to give up on this fanfic , but like I've said before you guys wouldn't let me. Your repeated stabs wouldn't let me, they always gave me the hope to try again and out of fear. I like you guys, I really do like you. I don't say love because love is for the weak minded, and yet I'm writing a romance fic…..? But also System of a Down helped me out again because they also helped me write my first chapter. So I kind of got my writing spirit back and also watching Hellsing all over again helped a lot.

I like to thank PhantomR for pointing out that Alucard only has one Jackal. I just thought the silver one was a Jackal because……well it's a long story but thanks for pointing that out.

Well I hope you enjoy this chapter (does dance).

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They clashed together with such force that the ground underneath them trembled. Seras grinned as she flapped her wings causing a huge wind to sweep over Alucard. She took flight and cracked her claw like hand, ready to strike. In god like speed, she swooped down ready to tear him to shreds. But missed as Alucard casually stepped to the side. He grinned as a dark thick strand of his pitch black hair sprung out, full of life.

Seras jolted backwards as she felt something tug onto her foot. She growled defiantly as Alucard's hair began pulling her towards him. More hairs sprung out and tightly wrapped around her. She began to fall as her wings where now trapped in hair. He pulled her towards him until they where face to face and chuckled darkly.

"Caught you," Seras grimaced as his hair squeezed her tightly. He squeezed her tighter until he felt blood seeping from his legs. Seras chuckled as thorns began to wrap around Alucard's legs, cutting his skin deeply. He felt his legs burn with pain as the thorns dug through his skin and he smirked as he brought Seras closer to him until there lips where only a breath away.

" You have know idea how pleasurable this is Police-girl," his smirk grew as he saw her eyes flame with anger. He chuckled as he let his tongue glide over her , leaving long wet trails of saliva to shine on her skin. She felt him loose his grip on her as he was lost in his continuous licking and took this as her chance. She broke free and clawed his face before he could react or wanted to.

"That felt nice," his lips somehow moved even though they were split in two. He traced the long gashes on his face with his index finger slowly. The wounds sealed themselves and disappeared as expected. Seras's thorns still remained wrapping around him like a cobra and digging there thorns deep in his skin.

"What's wrong master, you look a little tired?" she said while grinning mockingly and walked up to him slowly. His arms where now tied and only his chest and head where showing. She let her hand grasp his cheek and with her other hand moving some of his now lifeless hair from his face.

He looked at her with half lidded eyes as he felt a wave of dizziness hit him from the loss of blood. She grew confused by his now calm gaze at her.

"Your probably wondering why I'm doing this aren't you?" she said knowingly . "No," he breathed softly with surprising seriousness. " You don't need to explain, you where always so easy to read, like an open book. I knew what happened to you, I always knew. I didn't even need to look into your mind, you where to easy. And your still easy," he chuckled softly.

Picture perfect, numb belligerence

"Your also very selfish, your still holding back, to selfish to let your master see your true power. I know you can do better than just throw cheap tricks at me. You're my fledgling, I saved you because I could sense the hidden anger that could be turned into power. Now that anger is unleashed and yet you still hold back, your so selfish. If you can't show me I will make you show me."

For the first time ever his voice boomed with authority and anger, making Seras back away. His midnight hair began to pale as it filled with life once again. The thorns that held him began to wilt at his power as his hair grew paler and paler.

"You shouldn't have been so selfish Seras, you shouldn't of crossed me, you shouldn't have disobeyed your master." He walked towards her slowly with his snow white hair flowing wildly behind him, " you've been a bad fledgling Seras. So I'm going to have to punish you for your selfishness."

His right hand quickly turned into a face of a dark demon dog with a huge mouth filled with razor sharp teeth and lunged forward at her viciously. Seras took a quick step back dodging it. It's teeth ripped through the cemented ground making it into a deep wide whole. Alucard just kept walking towards her slowly while his right arm lunged forward at her again and again.

Instead of dodging she took the dog, head on, teeth and claws clashing together forcefully. Seras took flight again as she felt herself being pushed back. Alucard grinned a toothy grin as his dog arm lunged forward after her one last time with it's teeth protruding rabidly.

Seras's eyes widened as she saw sharp teeth zooming towards her. Before she could react it's teeth latched onto her wing, ripping through her skin. Alucard let go of her wing and withdrew the dog as he watched her fall to the ground.

Her fall caused a cloud of dust to form around her, shielding her from Alucard's gaze for a moment. He stood there gazing at her shadowy form in the cloud of dust. The dust eventually settled and you could see a river of blood from her wing run through the cracks of the cement.

Alucard frowned in disappointment, " how disappointing, here I thought you were a worthy opponent but you keep running away and being selfish. To think my own fledgling is holding back on her own master, how cruel you are." He took one step and with god like speed and stood in front of her.

He looked down on her with part disgust and disappointment but was soon turned into mild surprise as he felt something begin to crawl on his chest . He looked at the black liquid engulfing him slowly. Seras cocked her head to the side while smiling, she was now the black liquid that covered him with only her head and half her chest showing.

"I'm truly sorry for my selfishness, I hope this will quench your thirst for pain," Alucard's eyes widened as he felt her seep into his ears and body. He clenched his stomach as he felt Seras flow through his body like his own blood that flowed through his veins. He heard her chuckle in his mind as his stomach began to expand and stretch. He growled in pain but somehow let a smile cross his lips, this was very clever of her but he was more experienced even if this was the first time an enemy had the power to control this trick that he hardly used himself. His mouth bulged and he soon threw up the dark liquid or "Seras" onto the floor, along with a lot of his blood.

He wiped his mouth as Seras began to reform. She held her head for only moment hoping that Alucard wouldn't notice. But he could see everything and he did not miss the sign that she was becoming weak. This wasn't surprising since using that power drains you, because you have to use all your energy to get inside your victims body, let alone travel through it. She growled in rage for this was the last straw, she would let him have it now.

What'll take to get it through to you precious

Her eyes flashed a dark red as her teeth protruded almost like a threatened dog ready to attack with one false move. She charged at him with such ferociousness, that he froze for only a second before dodging her attack. She turned around quickly bringing her claw with her, he held her wrist and punched her in the stomach making her take a step back. This wasn't his most preferred fighting style , but it didn't really matter a fight was a fight. She actually caught him this time making a huge slash across his chest tearing his shirt. But this time the wound didn't reseal itself most likely from him throwing up half of his blood with her.

She came at him more and more until his whole body was left in shreds. Alucard stared at the enraged Seras and listened quietly to her breathless pants. He then realized that as he stared at her with his slashed eyes, there was no way she could ever be normal again, there was no way that she could be his fledgling again, there was no hope that she could ever be his Seras again.

" You are tainted, there is no way to bring you back, so…," he said more to himself than to her. She ignored him and roared with animosity at him. She charged at him her long blonde hair flowing behind her and red eyes glowing like cat's eyes. Her battered wing's leaving a trail of blood droplets for someone to follow. Seras ran full speed, the slapping her face while her claws tensed and pumped with her frozen blood quickly. Her claw plunged into his chest causing blood to squirt over both of them, her face covered in his and his face covered…..with someone else's.

She looked down and found a silver rod piercing her chest. He lowered his with half lidded eyes, " I release you, I release you from this world, I release you from being a vampire, and…..I release you from me." The little girl trapped in the dark branches, opened her eyes with a gasp as Alucard's words echoed in her mind. The dark branches vanished and she began falling in the dark, down and down she fell in the bottomless darkness, her eyes clutched in fear while she fear.

But instead of falling forever in the darkness, someone caught her. She opened her eyes and she could see a face, not just a face everything, she could see the moon and the rose garden that they laid in. She smiled as Alucard placed a hand on her cheek and instead of it being icy cold, it was warm. Was it because her body was so cold that it made his frozen hand as warm as the sun.

She didn't care, the silver rod that pierced her heart was now gone but left a gaping hole behind. " Did..you mean..what you said?" She whispered hoarsely while blood began to crawl up her throat slowly.

He looked at her with surprise, but smiled, " I said that as your master, but I say this as me, you have broken the wall that trapped me and you have melted the ice that was my heart." Her face glowed with happiness, " I love you too," she whispered to him as her body began to grow stiff. Darkness once again covered her eyes, but this darkness was peaceful and gave her serenity.

But before all feeling left her body something cold dropped onto her cheek. Was it just some of the blood that spilled from his wounds or was it a tear the had been melted from it icy prison, she would never know.

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Well, I know a lot of you will probably hate me for killing off Seras, but I really did feel that this is what I wanted to do. I even shed a tear while I typed this, but it might not sound like a happy ending but if you look close enough it really is. The next chapter is going to be shout outs and thank you to all the reviewers and maybe even a little epilogue. I hope that you liked this chapter because I know I do…and even if you do hate me for it and curse at me after you read this. Well I'm gonna thank you anyway.