Journal Entry 4:Betrayal
This topic couldn't have come at a better time. You see after I'd written yesterday's journal assignment, I realized that Kid was my best friend, so it was wrong of me to keep my feelings a secret from him and admitted that I loved him. He laughed at me! Can you believe it HE laughed at ME. Then he said," That's a nice joke, Mush." I started crying as I quickly kissed him on the lips, "It wasn't a joke, Kid." I then ran to my next class, but I still haven't talked to him even though he's sitting right next to me. I can feel my heart slowly breaking at his betraying me, if you can even call it that. I don't know what would be better, having never told him and keeping this a secret, or knowing that my love has cost me my best friend. I guess that my life isn't supposed to be easy is it? Maybe this is my personal Hell for breaking one of God's commandments. Wait, Blink just stopped writing, that's kinda strange... His hands moving this way and it's... it's on my hand now. We are holding my hands. What was I talking about earlier? My life is the best. Well, time's
A/N: Shout-outs will be in the next chapter... sorry all...