Disclaimer: All characters belong to J.K.Rowling, Warner Bros. etc. The German lyrics belong to the band Rammstein. The translations were made by my friend, a big thanks to her! Making no money out of this.

Song fic based on Rammstein's Angel (Engel)

This is for my apprentice! Enjoy! ;P

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Engel / Angel

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They have caught us. I was a spy, but my disguise wasn't as goos as I thought it was. Obviously they were keeping an eye on me. We have been here for a while now. This little room will be the last I spend my time in before they come and get me. I sit in the corner and you stand next to the window. There aren't any bars - there is no need to. We can't escape.

Wer zu Lebzeit gut auf Erden / Who is good on Earth
wird nach dem Tod ein Engel werden / Will become an angel afer death
den Blick gen Himmel fragst du dann / After a glance over the sky you ask
warum man sie nicht sehen kann / Why you can't see them

I raise my head. It's the first time you speak after we have been thrown here. I can see the tears in your eyes. I try to speak and give you an answer, but I can't. I don't have answers. I'm afraid and I can see that so are you.

Erst wenn die Wolken schlafengehn / Once people go to sleep kann man uns am Himmel sehn / You can see us in the sky wir haben Angst und sind allein / we are afraid and alone

You tell me about your life. Things that you have done with your friends. Things that you would have liked to do but now there isn't time for anymore. Things that made you laugh and things that made you cry. How you would like people to remember you. And for the first time I start to see the person behind The Scar.

Gott weiß ich will kein Engel sein / God knows I don't want to be an angel

Then you look at me with your big green eyes and I find myself telling you about my life. What was it like to grow up in the Malfoy Manor. In the family I had been born to. How my life has always been a struggle between what I wanted to do and what I was expected to do. You seem to understand - you are the first person who does.

Sie leben hinterm Sonnenschein / They live behind the sunshine
getrennt von uns unendlich weit / Far away from us
sie müssen sich an Sterne krallen (ganz fest)/ They must hang on to the stars (very tightly)
damit sie nicht vom Himmel fallen / So they wouldn't fall from the sky

After so much talking you come and sit next to me. We just sit there in silence. It gives me comfort.

Erst wenn die Wolken schlafengehn / Once people go to sleep
kann man uns am Himmel sehn / you can see us in the sky
wir haben Angst und sind allein / we are afraid and alone

You take my hand and I look at you. You lean to me and give me a kiss. A tear runs down my cheek. My first tear since I was an infant. Malfoys don't cry is one of the rules I've lived my life by. You give me a smile and I smile back at you.

Gott weiß ich will kein Engel sein / God knows I don't want to be an angel

You seem to have found that inner peace I craved so long. You tell me that everything is going to be alright and I want to believe you, but I have accepted my fate a while ago. Maybe they come and rescue you, but I'll be gone by then. After all I matter so little to people. You promise to remember me and I know you will keep your promise.

Erst wenn die Wolken schlafengehn / Once people go to sleep
kann man uns am Himmel sehn / you can see us in the sky
wir haben Angst und sind allein / we are afraid and alone

The door opens.

Gott weiß ich will kein Engel sein / God knows I don't want to be an angel

But I guess that I'll become one.

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