A weird fic I thought up in one of my very boooorriinngg classes. I don't own anything so don't sue me.
The class trip was supposed to be fun, I couldn't go on it because of soccer, if it wasn't for that he may still be alive. I could have saved him! He sacrificed himself, I loved him. I never got the chance to tell him that. I loved that stubborn ass boy. I loved him! No one understands that. I have wished I died along side of him, so many times, I lost count. I want to end it. I want to end the agony. I am on the edge of my sanity, and don't know how much longer I can hold on. He died in honor that is how he wanted to go. He spent years of his life saving those damn ungrateful people. He died for them for crying out loud. I just wish I was with him when he died. He was alone when his life ended.
Here I sit, wishing he could be by my side. It is selfish I know, he died saving other people, and here I am wishing he let those people die so he could be here with me. We never did recover his body, the police think it was washed away or eaten by fish or whatever. I don't believe them; I know his body was taken to the home of heroes in the underworld. He deserves to be there too. No one can thank him for his heroism as a vigilante, a leader of the team the x-men, except the few who know the secret. Like us, the x-team, the ones who suffer every day with his death, the loss of our leader, our hero. He saved us all, always risking his own life and safety in the line of duty. I LOVED HIM.
I put on my face every day, not letting on my pain. Everyone thinks I am alright. They are blind to my pain. I cry myself to sleep every night, hoping no one hears. I think they do, but they try their best to ignore it. They say time heals all wounds. Time will never heal my wound, deep in my heart. I will never love again. He was my one true love and I never had the courage to confess it to him. Now it's too late. I will never get that chance. I hope I get to see him again when I die. Even if it's for just a second, I want to see his face, hear his voice and know everything will be all right. Scott Summers died a hero to this town and its people, but he will always be my hero.
Sorry this chapter was so short, but I ment it that way. If you didn't pick it up, those were Jean Grey's thoughts. DON'T FORGET TO REVIEW. A new chapter will be up soon.