Blind Hope
(Johnny's poem)
Do you notice me?
Do you even care to?
I want you to notice me...
I need you to notice me...
I take all the abuse
And I hold it in
Because then
At least I know you notice me
Do you even love me?
Do you even know how much it means to me?
I want you to love me...
I need you to love me...
But it doesn't even seem that you care
Not even a little
So,
Why do I care?
Should I just stop caring?
Should I just give up hope?
I guess maybe I should...
Because,
You don't love me,
And you never will
You'll never notice me,
The way I want you to
I wish you'd never existed
I wish sometimes I didn't...
I wish you'd notice me...
I wish you loved me...