Wait For Me Chapter 5: Fateful Escape, a yu-gi-oh fanfic

Wait For Me

A/N

I did have a minor writer's block, but came up with a small solution that's sort of a side story. When Yami is running from the airport. The REAL chapter 5 is going to come up, hopefully, tomorrow. If I break my word, please flame me. Because that's what I deserve. Sniffles

Warnings/Notes: Yaoi. Seto/Yami. Yami's P.O.V. SHORT CHAPTER!! Sorry!!

Summary: Yami runs away from the airport, and he leaves behind something precious; his blue eyes…

Listening while typing: Midi file, 10 years after, from 08th MS Team. Very sweet and sad, download it at GundamS.net. It only takes a few seconds to, and it's worth it.

I ran blindly as burning tears fell from my eyelashes with the force of the wind. I blinked them away as well, sending the sparkling teardrops in the air. I ran harder as I heard faint voices in my head. They were his voice, as well as mine.

'I love you' 'I don't love you back' 'Will you wait for me?' 'I promise I'll always wait for you…'

I knew he truly loved me; why'd he kissed me back? The look in his eyes that held gentleness and love betrayed his own words. So why did it hurt me? If I knew for certain that Seto loved me back, then why am I believing his words, and not the emotions that reflected the blue eyes' heart? I couldn't even understand my own emotions within my being, frusturating me to no end. I hated myself for not understanding, in fact, I hated myself, period. The only thing I was gratful for, was that I once was a person whom Seto entrusted and befriended.

Once was...

I shuddered with all too familiar pain coursing throughout my body. Once was? I clenched my eyes shut, not even caring where I ran to or into. My broken heart urged me to run more, even if my exhausted body felt numb with the tingling emotions running through my system. I accidentally tripped, sending me to the ground. I felt soft grass swaying under me, brushing my face and other exposed parts of my body. The sensation wasn't enough to heal the internal wound though, and I was glad of it. Pain is all I will experience from now on, I knew. Waiting for him to come back, waiting for a person who didn't love you back, waiting for the only person that mattered in your life; all pain… but I'll endure it. I know I can, yet, I know I can't. I wished just for a moment, that I had never met him. That he had never moved in next door to me. That I had never experienced love at first sight with him. I sounds so selfish... If I never met him, I would've never experienced love. And love is such a fragile, rare sensation. One would be crazy to never want to feel it, to never want to experience it in their life. I was just one of the few lucky ones who actually felt it at such a young age. But I never did experience it, and I fear... I fear that I never will. Not with the one I felt for, no... I know I never could... If we do so happen to meet in the future, I only wonder, I only wish, I only hope... that we would still be close friends. But, I don't even know if he even wants to be friends with me once again. So cliche, I mused. I've watched stuff happen to people this way. They're best friends, and they love each other, but one doesn't want to risk losing their friendship over a rejection, and so... they never get together. I dream that this would not happen between me and Seto. I can't bare the pain... to be friends with someone you love, while they know you love them as equally as they love you back. Why, Seto? Why did you reject me, even though you love me? Why...?

I touch my lips hesitantly, the sensation of the kiss still lingered on them, as well as in mind. And then I wondered about that kiss. The evnts that happened before it, and, even though painful, the events that happened after it. Maybe he just kissed me back, so then he can leave me in torment, I thought with the slightest hatred for him. I shut my eyes, attempting to prevent the welling of tears to shed from my eyes. I failed miserably in that hope, clasping my hand tightly around a handful of grass. No, I can't even hate him a bit, I knew full well. I guess I just said it, because I suppose if someone else was in my position, they would be too. I don't know though, I don't know anything anymore…

I heard a loud howl as a strong gust of wind blew at me. I was still close to the airport, so I knew what was causing the nature like commotion. My head hurt so much, just thinking about him.

Him…

I opened my eyes slowly, my blurry vision preventing me from seeing the plane that was already starting to lift itself up into the sky.

No…

I lift myself up with tired arms. I flinched visibly as I heard a bone pop. Casting my eyes with shade provided by my hand, I looked on with tear-filled eyes at the sky. The plane was hovering a bit in the air, just barely touching the ground before it flew off in quicker speed. A red after image following it by the streak on the plane's side. And, I didn't have any intention to, not the slightest. But I did anyways, for my heart's sake. I just wanted to hear his name, no matter how painful it was to. "Seto!"

The name rolled off my tongue with familiarly, but it felt alien to me. Somehow… I knew I would address him differently, if we shall ever meet face-to-face once again. If he should even look my way again, I reminded myself sadly.

#Normal POV#

The plane somehow, mysteriously, was followed by a dazzling glittery beauty that one would think of like a fairies'. Blankets of streaming light rainbow colors filled the sky of the sunrise. The sight memorizing all viewers, except for the one pained by it. Yami stared at the image with the same hurtful eyes he had before. The beauty of everything never crossed his mind, only the thought of loosing Seto to the cruel Fate. No… he never lost Seto… you can't loose something or someone, that you never had in the first place. He involuntarily reached out his hand into the air. His palm big enough in his prospective to crush the plane. But he didn't. He, in his mind, was leading the plane with his palm. But, he thought, he longed to lead it to somewhere else. He wanted to lead the plane that carried his love back to him instead. He thought of it as selfish, to some extent. But, all he wants is Seto. He would gladly hand over all his belongings to whoever would not permit his one true desire. He smiled through his tears, he had no idea why he did. But he smiled, just for the heck of it. "Seto…" he would always love him, even if he would not love him back. That, he swore.

A/N

Gosh!! It's soooooooo short!! I'm so sorry!!!

News: I received my laptop earlier than expected! Received it on Sunday, May 23, 2004! Now, on May 27 1:23 am, is what time it is right now for me as I type this, I got Download Crazy. Yes, there is such thing. My sister experienced it when she got her very first own laptop as well. My dad plan on buying everybody a laptop for themselves--once my brothers learn how to use one. Which means he's buying 7 laptops!! OO;;;; But I get to move this into the Home Theatre room soon! I got a Fujitsu Windows XP, and it's wonderful. My scanner works perfectly now, and 4 days of getting into it, I have downloaded about 20 Gundam clips from my newly favorite site, GundamS.net. Check it out cause it's amazing! Also check out Seed Mode On, an affiliate on GundamS.net The web mistress is excellent in Photoshop work and can transform a simple anime picture, into a wonderfully designed wallpaper or banner. Also, I plan to attend A-kon, an anime convention in Texas. The problem is, is that I have no ride. -; So I'm going to ask my older sister's boyfriend whom is also an anime fan to take me cause he says he might go.

Delay: I think I've been delaying a lot on updates, and I haven't been updating my very old ones. I plan to update most of them…

Rant: I got tackled by my old friends up in Garland. Since I can use my AIM now on my laptop, I went on my old SN cause they don't know my new one and we never exchanged e-mails. But anyways, yeah, they trampled me--mostly 10 main ones were of my concern, but then my new friends pop up, asking me where the hell I was, and then more got on and IM'ed me. And I really don't blame them, we haven't seen nor talked to each other in 1 year. I miss them greatly…End of Rant

R R!

Ja ne!

Harika Huynh

P.S. I'll try to update tomorrow... It's sunday, and I don't do anything on Sundays... so, yeah. Just, hope... If I don't, then flame me, slap me, just do anything that would cause me pain because I deserve it for making you wait and then just giving you a short chapter. Well, I'll be concentrating on this one, and on Love is in the Cafe for most of this month as well as new ones... Since, I want to quickly finish the first arc of this, ya know? Ja Bye bye!