Hiding isn't always easy 10-
"Lala..." He started with a pet name that my mom used to call me. I didn't feel like his stupid pet names at that moment. I wanted to kill him, or myself. Or maybe both of us. YOu know semi-romeo/Juliet thing. Except for at that moment I was sooo hurt by the fact that he could cheat on me that it was pure anger that made me want to kill him.
"Save the pet names. Here's your ring back. We're thru!" I shouted thru tears as I threw the ring at him. The ring clanked on the floor as I was running to the door. He caught my arm before I could exit.
"Please, lets talk about this," He pleaded.
"There's nothing to talk about. You cheated on me, and now we're thru! Let go of my arm before I scream and have half the locker room run in here to save me from you." Before he had time to react Matt burst into the room. He grabbed Shannon forcing him to lose his grip on my arm. Matt slammed Shannon against a locker. Normally, I woulda tried to get Matt off Shannon. At that point, I wanted my big brother to play big brother and take away the pain and the hurt I was feeling.
"I WARNED YOU NOT TO HURT MY SISTER! sHANE TOLD ME ABOUT YOUR LITTLE CONVERSATION IN HERE!" Matt screamed raising his fist to Shannon.
"Matt your sister is still in the room. Are you gonna hit me in front of her." Matt didn't answer with words, he answered with his fist. He slugged Shannon. I couldn't watch him doing that, so I just ran outta the room. As soon as the door slammed behind me, the flood gates opened. I couldn't stop the tears. It had felt like someone had just stabbed me right in the heart.
"Shayla? Whats wrong?" Jeff said coming up to me and hugging me. The hug made me cry more. I couldn't even speak I was crying so hard. Matt emerged from the locker room at that time. "You okay Shay?" Matt asked. He saw me crying and grabbed me from Jeff's arms. Jeff was still completely clueless as to why I was so upset. "It's okay Shay."
"Why'd he do it?" I choked thru tears.
"Because he's an idiot who doesn't realize how great you are." Matt explained. Jeff finally pieced two and two together.
"Did Shannon cheat on you?!?" Hearing him say it out loud made me cry harder. Matt shot him a look that just said change the subject now! "Hey, Shay, are you all set for you match tonight?"
I wiggled myself free from Matts grisp and ran off. I didn't feel like being around people. I ran until I found a little closet to hide in. I walked in and found myself face to face with Brock Lesnar. "Oh, I'm sorry. I'll leave."
"No, its okay. You look like you need this closet more than I do. Are you okay? Do you want me to get Shannon or your brothers?"
"Definately NOT Shannon. That lying cheating jerk should just die."
"Aww. I'm sorry. You can do so much better than him anyway."
"Thanks Brock, but you don't need to be nice to me just because I'm crying. I know the truth is I'm stupid, and ugly, and can never get a real boyfriend who loves me and won't cheat on me, because I don't give guys what they want, but I don't because I'm afraid." I cried harder.
"Hey, hey, look at me." He lifted my face so I was staring into his eyes. "You are not ugly, and you are not stupid. Shannon was stupid for losing the best thing to ever come his way. Shayla, you're beautiful." He leaned closer like he was going to kiss me. I pulled back.
"Brock, what are you doing?"
"Shay, you said you don't give Shannon what he wants because you're afraid. The best way to get over that fear is to find out what its like. I'm willing to help you." I slapped him across the face and ran out of the closet.
I didn't know where to go. I didn't really feel like going into the women's locker room just because I didn't feel like answering any questions.
"Shayla... I'M SORRY!" Shannon yelled running up to me.
"Shannon, I thought you loved me."
"I do love you."
"No Shannon you don't. If you did, you wouldn't have cheated on me."
"IT WAS SEVEN MONTHS AGO!!! I'M SORRY. Shayla, you mean the world to me and I would never cheat on you again. I just... I just..."
"You got tired of waiting for me and needed some action so you found the first thing that would give you some."
"Well Shay, you wouldn't."
"Did you ever think I was scared. Or that I was trying to protect YOU!"
"Protect me from what?" We were having this discussion in the hallway so we had many onlookers.
"I'm only Seve..." I remembered mid sentance that I had to lie about my age. " I was only 17 when we started dating. I didn't want to see you go to jail."
"It was a chance I was willing to take."
"But don't you understand I'm scared!!!"
"You know I'd never hurt you..."
"Not that... c'mon lets go in here to talk." I was tired of the audiance so I pulled him into an empty locker room. "Shannon, I'm afraid. You would be my first. You are so much more expirenced than I am... and well... I don't think you'd enjoy it very much."
"Aww, baby thats not true." He went to hug me. I pushed him back.
"I didn't say we're back together. Shanny, you did the one thing you promised me you'd never do to me- you cheated on me."
"Shayla, how many times do I have to say I'm sorry?"
"Until you mean it. Shannon you betrayed my trust."
"If it'll make you feel better, go sleep with someone else."
"I don't want to sleep with someone else. I want to be with you..."
"I've got my own hotel room..."
"NO! Are you hearing the words coming out of my mouth. You betrayed my trust. I think you and I need a break from each other."
"Shayla, please just think about coming to my hotel room after the show. Even if we just talk like usual."
"See thats it. Shannon you're pressuring me. I told you specifically I want to wait. Might I remind you its illegal right now."
"Its only illegal if someone presses charges."
"WHO ARE YOU AND WHERE DID THE MAN I FELL IN LOVE WITH GO TO?!?" I screamed running out of the room.
Authot's note- Okay thank you everyone who reviewed. Please keep the reviews coming. Anyone have any ideas. hehe I've hit mental roadblocks with all my stories.
"Lala..." He started with a pet name that my mom used to call me. I didn't feel like his stupid pet names at that moment. I wanted to kill him, or myself. Or maybe both of us. YOu know semi-romeo/Juliet thing. Except for at that moment I was sooo hurt by the fact that he could cheat on me that it was pure anger that made me want to kill him.
"Save the pet names. Here's your ring back. We're thru!" I shouted thru tears as I threw the ring at him. The ring clanked on the floor as I was running to the door. He caught my arm before I could exit.
"Please, lets talk about this," He pleaded.
"There's nothing to talk about. You cheated on me, and now we're thru! Let go of my arm before I scream and have half the locker room run in here to save me from you." Before he had time to react Matt burst into the room. He grabbed Shannon forcing him to lose his grip on my arm. Matt slammed Shannon against a locker. Normally, I woulda tried to get Matt off Shannon. At that point, I wanted my big brother to play big brother and take away the pain and the hurt I was feeling.
"I WARNED YOU NOT TO HURT MY SISTER! sHANE TOLD ME ABOUT YOUR LITTLE CONVERSATION IN HERE!" Matt screamed raising his fist to Shannon.
"Matt your sister is still in the room. Are you gonna hit me in front of her." Matt didn't answer with words, he answered with his fist. He slugged Shannon. I couldn't watch him doing that, so I just ran outta the room. As soon as the door slammed behind me, the flood gates opened. I couldn't stop the tears. It had felt like someone had just stabbed me right in the heart.
"Shayla? Whats wrong?" Jeff said coming up to me and hugging me. The hug made me cry more. I couldn't even speak I was crying so hard. Matt emerged from the locker room at that time. "You okay Shay?" Matt asked. He saw me crying and grabbed me from Jeff's arms. Jeff was still completely clueless as to why I was so upset. "It's okay Shay."
"Why'd he do it?" I choked thru tears.
"Because he's an idiot who doesn't realize how great you are." Matt explained. Jeff finally pieced two and two together.
"Did Shannon cheat on you?!?" Hearing him say it out loud made me cry harder. Matt shot him a look that just said change the subject now! "Hey, Shay, are you all set for you match tonight?"
I wiggled myself free from Matts grisp and ran off. I didn't feel like being around people. I ran until I found a little closet to hide in. I walked in and found myself face to face with Brock Lesnar. "Oh, I'm sorry. I'll leave."
"No, its okay. You look like you need this closet more than I do. Are you okay? Do you want me to get Shannon or your brothers?"
"Definately NOT Shannon. That lying cheating jerk should just die."
"Aww. I'm sorry. You can do so much better than him anyway."
"Thanks Brock, but you don't need to be nice to me just because I'm crying. I know the truth is I'm stupid, and ugly, and can never get a real boyfriend who loves me and won't cheat on me, because I don't give guys what they want, but I don't because I'm afraid." I cried harder.
"Hey, hey, look at me." He lifted my face so I was staring into his eyes. "You are not ugly, and you are not stupid. Shannon was stupid for losing the best thing to ever come his way. Shayla, you're beautiful." He leaned closer like he was going to kiss me. I pulled back.
"Brock, what are you doing?"
"Shay, you said you don't give Shannon what he wants because you're afraid. The best way to get over that fear is to find out what its like. I'm willing to help you." I slapped him across the face and ran out of the closet.
I didn't know where to go. I didn't really feel like going into the women's locker room just because I didn't feel like answering any questions.
"Shayla... I'M SORRY!" Shannon yelled running up to me.
"Shannon, I thought you loved me."
"I do love you."
"No Shannon you don't. If you did, you wouldn't have cheated on me."
"IT WAS SEVEN MONTHS AGO!!! I'M SORRY. Shayla, you mean the world to me and I would never cheat on you again. I just... I just..."
"You got tired of waiting for me and needed some action so you found the first thing that would give you some."
"Well Shay, you wouldn't."
"Did you ever think I was scared. Or that I was trying to protect YOU!"
"Protect me from what?" We were having this discussion in the hallway so we had many onlookers.
"I'm only Seve..." I remembered mid sentance that I had to lie about my age. " I was only 17 when we started dating. I didn't want to see you go to jail."
"It was a chance I was willing to take."
"But don't you understand I'm scared!!!"
"You know I'd never hurt you..."
"Not that... c'mon lets go in here to talk." I was tired of the audiance so I pulled him into an empty locker room. "Shannon, I'm afraid. You would be my first. You are so much more expirenced than I am... and well... I don't think you'd enjoy it very much."
"Aww, baby thats not true." He went to hug me. I pushed him back.
"I didn't say we're back together. Shanny, you did the one thing you promised me you'd never do to me- you cheated on me."
"Shayla, how many times do I have to say I'm sorry?"
"Until you mean it. Shannon you betrayed my trust."
"If it'll make you feel better, go sleep with someone else."
"I don't want to sleep with someone else. I want to be with you..."
"I've got my own hotel room..."
"NO! Are you hearing the words coming out of my mouth. You betrayed my trust. I think you and I need a break from each other."
"Shayla, please just think about coming to my hotel room after the show. Even if we just talk like usual."
"See thats it. Shannon you're pressuring me. I told you specifically I want to wait. Might I remind you its illegal right now."
"Its only illegal if someone presses charges."
"WHO ARE YOU AND WHERE DID THE MAN I FELL IN LOVE WITH GO TO?!?" I screamed running out of the room.
Authot's note- Okay thank you everyone who reviewed. Please keep the reviews coming. Anyone have any ideas. hehe I've hit mental roadblocks with all my stories.