Chp.2-Goodbye to you

A/N:I do not own Michelle Branch or the song lyrics or RFR. This chapter is in Ray's POV

Of all the things I believed in
I just want to get it over with
tears form behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by

Why did Lily have to pick Swami. What dies he have that I doesn't. I guess I will have to face the fact that I will never have Lil.

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Feels like I'm starting all over again and the last three years were just pretend and I said

Well I might as well hide the feelings I have had for the last three years and pretend they where never there.

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

"Goodbye forever Lily Randall I will never ever have you." He said out.

"You still depressed about the fact that Lily and Travis are together?" Robbie asked

"Yup, I can't take it that well I mean Travis knew I liked her." Ray said.

"Well it's not Travis fault that you never acted on your feelings and he did once he realized he liked Lily he acted on them." Robbie said angerly.

"Your right." Ray said as he walked away.

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you'll chase the thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light, but it's not right

When he got to Mickeys he sat down on a chair and closed his eyes and Lily appeared and she chased all his other thought away. He thought this isn't right that she is still in my thoughts.

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I wanna be there to be the one who holds her when she is happy or sad. Well the one thing I tried to hold onto apperantly I couldn't hold on to she got away and feel into the arms of another boy.

Ohhh
and it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you, but I'm not giving in this time

Well I might as well move on and not give into the tempation of wanting to be with Lily she is happy with Swami.

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Well I just can't say goodbye to her no matter how much I love her. I have to let her go this time.

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And when the stars fall and I will lie awake
Your my shooting star

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