My Regret

I can't believe what I have done,

All I have given up and I never won.

To win the puzzle I will play a duel,

Now that it is over I look like a fool.

Looking back at all the demands that I made,

I can't believe that they ever played.

The lives of his friends I tried to end,

His will and his spirit would not bend.

"I am a thief and a stealer of souls" I said,

hoping to fill his heart with dread.

Stealing their souls and locking them away,

I had an evil deed for almost every day.

I murdered the man that got in my way,

I warned him that he would pay.

Just to rule the world is why,

but this is not the reason I think I should die.

The worst sin I have ever done,

was to torture the one.

the one body that I am within,

the one young child that I had once been.

The one hope and the one light

the one who wanted to do what was right.

the one kindness and the one cheer,

the one that was happy all the year.

The one Bakura my sweet little hicari,

I know it is too late for me to say sorry.

I do not blame him if he does not forgive me,

Or the murdurous creature I used to be.

Every day the pain would increse,

I never gave him any peace.

I remember every tear that I caused him to cry,

And every time that he wished he could die.

Every day he trid to have hope,

But with me around he could not cope.

I forced him to fear every one that was arounnd,

He shuddered every time they make a sound.

He is not a coward, but he has been through too much,

A shiver goes down his spine at my touch.

When the gangs and asassins decide to attack,

With all that I have done, he can not fight back.

He can not run or try to get away,

he knows the consequences if he does not stay.

It is an instinct now, an automatic response,

The results of all my torture and vicious taunts.

I remember it all I hear it all,

I remember his mournful call.

I remember his blood that I spilt on the walls'

I remember his crys that I hear still in the halls.

Just to roll the world is why,

but this is not why I think I should die.

The worst sin I have ever done,

was to torture the one.