A/N: Ok guys I'm back...and im happy that i had 3 reveiws..!! even if one was from PaLM TRee 101 because i love hearing what you think about my chapters...yes i know i have a lot of mistakes (spelling wise) but the program on my computer doesnt have spell check. Can you belive that?!? that pisses me right off...anyways here is the second chapter to my story..oh yes thanks go out to MuseLynae and Abuhin for the reveiws and the very kind words..you guys rock!! luv all you.!

This story is dedicated to PaLM TRee 101...I Love your storys!!!

CHAPTER TWO

Lizzie got off work early that day, she was extreamly thankful of that. She couldn't stand being there any longer. Work usually made her think of Gordo's work which made her think of Gordo's wife which made her upset. How she wished she could spend her life with Gordo, share her dreams with him, instead of just dreaming about him. She loved him and she knew that she just wished he knew that also.

She got home and threw her purse and jacket on the side of her couch. She lived in a fairly small apartment, she always hated living in a big enviroment so she loved it there. She would always come home and throw her stuff on her couch get dressed in something more comfortable and just relax in front of her computer and once again thats what she did.

She usually didn't go into chat rooms or anything like that related, but this time she was feeling so low that she would do anything to cheer herself up. Even if that was some guy telling her that she was beautiful even if he had never seen her before and just wanted to get in her pants hopefully one day. So there she was in some radom chat room with about fifteen guys talking to her trying to find out more about her.

Then there was this one guy, Lizzie didn't mind talking to him at all. Like she knew him and he wouldn't judge her by how she looked or what she said. She felt comfortable talking to him. She could relate to him.
28andhatingit: Hey, how are you?
LostLove: I'm fine, and how are you?
28andhatingit: Fine,Fine..umm sorry but I'm not use to going onto chats so I might be a little rusty on what people usually say
LostLove: oh thats alright I can relate, im the exact same way
28andhatingit: ok so I don't feel like such a goof, anyways what do you do for a living?
LostLove: nothing important really, I'm into a magazine busniess
28andhatingit: thats cool, I guess you could say then that im into movies
LostLove: your an actor?
28andhatingit: something like that
LostLove: Wow! so you could know my old friend! Miranda Sanchez?
28andhatingit: Ya I've heard of her, actually I worked with her. Are you one of her college buddies or somthing?
LostLove: ya somthing like that, how has she been?
28andhatingit: to be honest I don't really know. We were great friends at one point in our lives but I haven't seen or talked to her in a good year or so
LostLove: Oh well it's nice to talk to someone how knows her also though
28andhatingit: ya I feel the same
LostLove: anyways...so I'm guessing you 28?
28andhatingit: ya how did you know?
LostLove: well, why do u hate it so much
28andhatingit: long story...I let this girl that I was completly in love with get away
LostLove: for me its vey similar but I made a mistake and drove him away
28andhatingit: really? well im glad I can talk to someone that understands my situation then
LostLove: ya I feel the same way
28andhatingit: well I better be going I have work to do
LostLove: alright, hey...want to meet me here again tommorow say eight pm my time?
28andhatingit: sure...where do you live?
LostLove: New York
28andhatingit: ok talk to you then
28andhatingit appears offline

Lizzie then signed out and went to get a coffee at her nearest coffee shop. While she was driving she thought to herself. "Wow this guy know's Miranda! Mine and Gordo's
Miranda! It has been so long since I last seen her, even talk to her. Why did we all have to go to different colleges? Why didn't I at least keep in contact with Miranda, call her, write her? I guess I just wanted to get rid of my old life completely, but now I see how wrong I was. I belong with Gordo, I need Miranda to talk to I just wish I could change everything. I wish I could hear her voice yell my name when shes really excited about something again. I wish I could see how much she has changed, who she is with, and what she is doing with her life right now. Then there is Gordo. What do I miss about Gordo? I miss everything about him. His hair, his smell, his eyes oh how I could just melt staring into his bright blue eyes. His kindness, his touch, and I guess just Gordo. I miss him the most out of everything I left behind. Oh how was I so stupid? To leave the love of my life, to leave the greatest life anyone could ever have?"

"There I go again!" she thought to herself. "Baggering on about how much I love Gordo. I need to stop this, I need to stop thinking about him. I need to get over him and get on with my life." Lizzie got to the coffee shop ordered her coffee and headed straight home. The rest of the night she did her work on her magazine and then went straight to bed and to sleep. Dreaming once again about how her life would be different if she just listened to Gordo so long ago. She always dreamed about Gordo, usually it was about her life with Gordo if she had to have belived him. Then there was the occassional dream where she would dream of Gordo with his wife not remembering anything about Lizzie. Those were the dreams that she usually woke up in a cold sweat from. This dream however was one of her good dreams, she was lying in a feild of flowers and Gordo comes up to her and tells her he has been looking for her for the past seven years but never could have found her.

Lizzie then awakens to the sound of her alarm clock at seven in the mourning. "Oh no, not another boring day at work." She said to herself. She got up anyways got showered, dressed, ate then headed off to work. When she got to work once again all she could think about was Gordo. "Oh not again, I'm surpose to stop this." she thought thinking people are soon going to think she was crazy cause all she does is dream of a guy who is like a dream. The day went by very slowly for Lizzie. As she got home she threw her purse and her jacket once again on the edge of her sofa and sat down to watch some t.v while she worked on some of the work she never got done today at her job. She had dinner and eventually it was eight oclock. She went upstairs to her computer room sat down and signed into the same chat she did last night. Sure enough there he was same name and everything.
28andhatingit: Hello again
LostLove: nice to talk to you again
28andhatingit: same to you
LostLove: so busy day?
28andhatingit: ya extreamly busy, how about you and your magazine?
LostLove: not as busy as you would think belive me
28andhatingit: slow day huh?
LostLove: it's hard to think when you have somthing else on your mind. you know?
28andhatingit: haha ya I get that alot
LostLove: about that girl your were in love with?
28andhatingit: ya, actually you might think this is strange but I can't help but still be in love with her. The last thought I have of her always stays in my mind so I have always loved her.
LostLove: I don't find it that strange I'm the same way actually
28andhatingit: It's because you loved the person back then, how can't you love them now when you don't know how they have changed? For all I know she could be the same person she was before. Oh I'm sorry I shouldn't be telling all this to a perfect stranger.
LostLove: Don't worry about it. I feel the same way
28andhatingit: I sometimes get ahead of myself and I can't help but say things that come to my head
LostLove: my old friend use to be like that
28andhatingit: really good then I'm not the only one that makes an ass of myself
LostLove: haha but I don't know if he still does
28andhatingit: haven't talked to him for a while huh?
LostLove: ya, and I really miss him
28andhatingit: is this the guy that you were in love with? Oh I'm sorry there I go again I shouldn't be asking you that question.
LostLove: no it's ok, ya he is the one I love.
28andhatingit: oh I see your situation is basically the same as mine
LostLove: didn't I already tell you that?
28andhatingit: sorry I probably wasn't paying attention I often do that too
LostLove: haha so did my friend
28andhatingit: Well I should be going, I'm so tired an I have a movie to work on tommorow so same time tommorow?
LostLove: you bet! night
28andhatingit appears offline

Lizze looked the screen over once more and laughed to herself "This guy has all Gordo's old habits" she thought. She then closed the conversation, turned off the computer, got changed, brushed her teeth, and jumped into bed. While in bed she dreamed once again pleasent dreams of her and Gordo being reaquanted.

A/N: There you go guys chapter 2.!! I bet you didn't actually think I would write a second chapter did you? Well your wrong. lol dont worry I will keep writing chapters..if you guys keep reveiwing. Sorry about how long it took to update a little over a week it's because I was gone away..but I'm sorry still anyways like I promised this chapter is longer...so..have fun reading and please reveiw and tell me what you think. Luv you all!!