Unfortunately I do not own the O.C but I wish I did. This is my first fanfic

but it's been bugging me so I wrote it. Read and Review.

It had rained ever since he left, but she didnt mind. It gave her comfort in

knowing everyone was just as miserable.

She hated looking in the mirror, hated what she saw, the bloodshot eyes,

no make-up, hair unwashed. She knew if he was there he would be

disapointed in her, but then again if he was there they'd be together. She

smiled at the thought of what they could be doing. Her smile didn't last long

when reality broke her thoughts. He was gone and she was, once again, alone.

She guzzled the freshly open Vodka bottle. Stinging but numbing her, taking

away all her pain. This was all she had. This was her life and she hated it.

She started to cry lightly, as she screamed "I hate this. I hate me. Why did

you have to leave me? Didn't you love me? I loved you" then she whispered

"I love you Ryan Atwood?

"I love you too Marissa Cooper" he slowly whispered. She ran sobbing

straight to his open arms, feeling his familiar warm lips upon hers.

The rain stopped and a rainbow appeared across the sun, but neither noticed.

I know its short but its my first fanfic. Now youve read it so please review