A/N- Hey people I'm on a roll! So r&r! I'll do my job, you do yours! Sorry it's so short, but today was hectic becuase I met LAUREN COLLINS AND STACEY FARBER!
"Emma, I'm not feeling too hot today, I think I'm gonna stay home, so don't wait for me, get my
homework for me will ya, I need to keep up for Student Welfare, thanks, ok, I love you too." I
hung up the phone slowly, the fact was, I wasn't really sick, I wanted to talk to Spike again, and
we had to end it. It was 11:23, Emma was long gone by now, and I knew Spike was home. I
slowly walked up the pathway, and knocked on the door...
It was odd, how they just stood there, like something awful had happened, Sean seemed
perfectly fine last night. My mom seemed uncomfortable around Sean, and told him to leave, I
thought it was weird; she just went straight to bed. Snake never came home that night; I kind of
figured he wouldn't. When I saw him in MI I couldn't even look at him. "Emma," I looked up,
oh great, he was talking to me now. "What do you want?" I snapped. "Emma, what's wrong,
you haven't talked to me all day, I feel shut out." I stood up angrily and slapped him across the
face, "How- how dare you?! How could you just cheat on my mom, and expect me to talk to
you?!" He just stood there, this look on his face the said "How did you know?" I caught him,
and I knew it. I ran to the washroom with tears streaming down my face, he didn't deserve
anyone after what he did. I thought he loved us, he seemed so happy. I ran into a stall and threw
up, all this drama and anxiety, I couldn't take it. I sat with my head against the stall, and glanced
at my watch, it read 11:23. I slowly got up and headed towards my locker, I couldn't stay here
any longer...
Spike looked awful, she saw me, and looked away, "Sean, wh-why are you here, you should be
at school right now." She had this look in her eyes, she needed someone, an anchor to lean on.
Then I realized, that sick feeling, that horrible realization, wasn't guilt, wasn't hate for myself and
what we had done, it was love, and I was trying to stop it. I opened my mouth to speak, but I
couldn't. Spike put her arms around my neck, and drew me in. We kissed, and went inside, we
went to the couch, the place where we had made love the night before. Not today though, today
was different, we just lay there, kissing passionately. Her hands stayed behind my neck, and I
had mine on her hips. It was romantic, I hadn't felt this way with anyone, not Emma, not Ellie,
not even Amy. "Mom?" Oh my god, Emma. I scrambled, and Spike went to go see what was
with her, I ran quietly down the stairs to Emma's room, and out her window. As soon as I was
safely outside, I ran, I ran hard all the way to my house where my dirty life was well known. I
opened the door, and went inside, slamming the door. My lungs burned, my muscles ached, but
it felt good, I was in love, but the problem was, it couldn't stay that way, I knew it was wrong,
but we loved each other.