A/N- Ok people, for those of you who are confused, It goes from Craigs point-of-view to Sean's, not Emma and Sean's, this will be a one chapter thing. R&R!
Craig's POV
I looked over to Sean's and saw the unthinkable. Sean and SPIKE?! It was un-natural, Spike
kissing Sean so naturally, him playfully grabbing her ass like a real, normal, couple would. I had
to talk to him; it would feel weird, since we really haven't talked since grade 9. As soon as he
and Spike had stopped their tongue-wrestling, she hopped in her car and sped off. I ran across
the street to Sean's, and knocked on the door. "Just a second!" I heard him yell, good god, what
was I going to say? The door opened quickly, and Sean looked surprised to see me there.
"Craig, wow, hey man what's up, haven't talked to you in awhile," he laughed nervously, and I
sensed he knew that I knew. He cleared his throat, "So, uh, so are you still with Ashley?" I
nodded. "Yeah, she realized she still loved me, and we got back together, I vowed not to hurt
her again, isn't that funny?" I said nonchalantly. He just stared, "I-I don't know what your talking
about," he stammered, he began to sweat. I walked inside the house, Sean closing the door
behind me. I spun around, "I'm a lying dick-face bastard after what I did to Ashley and Manny,
but you? You're in deep shit man!" I yelled. He started to rub his neck, in a nervous habit. "After
the whole cheating/pregnancy/abortion thing, I thought Ashley wouldn't forgive me, and she did,
but when Emma forgave you, that was great! But now, now, you're just hurting her again. With
her mom dude, her mom! That's sick!" Sean came close to my face, "Hey man, we're in love
okay!" he yelled, I could feel his breath against my neck. "Sean, you didn't, you didn't have sex
with her..." I trailed off in amazement; I didn't think it went that far. He hung his head low, and
nodded. My mouth was open now, and I looked around, the condom wrapper on the floor, the
condom was god-knows-where, and his clothes trailed into his bedroom. Funny, I had only had
sex once, and we'd missed that tiny detail. I looked at him, and shook my head. "What about
Snake?" I asked quietly. "He's cheating on her, the night she found out, was.... The first night we
had sex." He said. "If Emma found out, she'd never forgive you, this is the worst thing, and I
thought cheating was bad." I sighed. "I love her man," he sighed. "It's not love, believe me." I
sat on his couch now, picking at the threads that hung loose. "I thought it was love with Manny,
but it wasn't, it was a lust, a lust I couldn't get with Ashley, that was a one time thing, and now
it's over. I'm back with Ashley for all the right reasons now, and I don't need that lust anymore,
because I knew what I did was stupid, and wrong, and I was and asshole to Ashley." I looked
up, mad, mad for what he was doing to Emma, because I knew what it did to a person. "Now
you're doing it to Emma, she deserves better." I spat. Sean looked up, he was getting tears in his
eyes, "I know, I know, I need to tell Spike, we have to end it." I looked at my watch, I had to
go, or Joey would kill me for being late and not watching Angela. "I got to go man, but you have
to do what's right." I walked out of his house, leaving him standing in his living room, tears rolling
down his face.
I hated that he was right, but he was, it had to stop, before I had too much on my plate. I quickly
got dressed, and ran to Spike's, it had to end, and now. Emma would be at Gymnastics, at least
I hoped she would be, she didn't miss a practice for anything. I ran up the steps, and knocked
swiftly on the door. Spike answered, saw me and smiled. She leaned in to kiss me, but I looked
away. Her smile faded, and she took my hand inside. "Sean, what's wrong honey?" she asked
gently. Tears burned in my eyes now, I took in a shaky breath, "We have to stop, I can't, I just
can't break Emma's heart again, it would kill me," a tear slipped down, and Spike took her
thumb, and wiped it away, bringing me in for a kiss. I wanted her, but this time I knew, I had to
end it. I broke the kiss, and looked away, "Spike-"she cut me off "I know Sean, I know, but I
love you, " I pushed away. "No you don't," I stepped away, "It's-It's a lust, just a lust," I cried.
She came up, and pulled me in, I kissed her hard, and we fell to the couch, caressing each other,
kissing, and moaning. "STOP, STOP!ยด I kept hearing my mind say no, stop it, I had to stop, but
the lust was more powerful than love. "Mom? Sean?" We heard a shaky voice say. That was our
mistake though, our lust got the best of us, we didn't hear the doorknob turn, we didn't hear her
walk in, all we could hear was Emma being stabbed in the heart.
