A/N- And now, for the chapter I'm sure we've all been waiting for...
I couldn't believe what I was seeing. "Mom? Sean?" I asked in a shaky voice, I wanted to die
right then and there. Sean looked up quickly, and jumped out from under my mom. "E-Emma,
oh my god, let me explain." I wanted to kill him, "Explain, how you magically got beneath my
mother, and started making out with her!!!" I yelled. My mom got up, and came toward me to
hug me, "Emma, honey please," she pleaded. I pushed her away in disgust, "How could you, I –
I loved you." I sobbed. Sean came up to me, and I slapped him across the face. He stumbled
back, I hit him hard. "Emma, please, please let me explain, please!" he cried, tears rolling down
his face. "You piece of shit!" I yelled, I had never swore before, my mom was shocked, "My
mom was better for you? MY MOM?! You, I- I can't believe I made love to you!" I shot over
to my mom, "Did he bang you too? HUH did he?!" I screamed.She looked down a begun to
sob, oh my god, she had sex with him too. "Twice, Emma I'm so sorry!" She sobbed, collapsing
to the floor. Twice, how dare he? I looked down in anger, hurt and betrayal. "Leave Sean," I
hissed. "Emma, can we just-" he stammered, but I cut him off. "LEAVE!" I pointed to the door.
I watched as he walked out, tears streaming down his face. I ran downstairs to my room, and
threw things to find that lie of a letter he had given to me. I furiously looked through drawers, and
found it, I read it once again, and then ripped it to shreds, he was nothing to me, nothing. I
screamed, and went to my bed. I picked up the sheets where we had made love, and ripped
them in pieces. I took the entire sheet set and ripped it all. I threw things, sobbed madly, and I
wanted to die. "Why?! Why did he have to break my heart again?" I sobbed. Collapsing on the
pile of my ripped sheets, I gripped them, "He said he'd changed, he said he'd changed..." I
sobbed until I finally went to sleep. I woke up the next morning; my room looked like a category
four hurricane had hit. There were ripped sheets, papers, and notes everywhere. I heard some
one come slowly down the steps, "Emma?" a voice said, but it wasn't my mom. A head peeked
out from behind the corner, Manny. "Oh my god, Emma what happened?" she gasped. I
suddenly remembered everything, and sobbed uncontrollably. "Sean, he's so, so..." I sobbed
more. Manny ran down, and carefully walked through the damage. "Emma, Emma please talk to
me, what happened?" Manny asked worriedly. I breathed in so that I could talk through my
tears. I rubbed my face, and tried my best not to cry. "Yesterday, I-I came home from
gymnastics early, and I walk in, and I see my mom and Sean, making out passionately on my
couch!" I sobbed. "Then I swear and yell at them, slap Sean across the face, and asked my mom
if he'd ever had sex with her!" I sobbed, I didn't want to continue, I collapsed into Manny. I
looked up at her, more tears coming down, "She said, that they made love twice, TWICE!" I
sobbed. Manny looked shocked, "Sean, had sex with your mom!" I nodded sobbing. Manny
and I just sat quietly, until we started talking, I explained to her how much I loved him, and how
much I thought he had truly changed. Manny left around 1, and I was left with my sheet less
piece of shit bedroom, the one I was forced to move into when Snake knocked that person that
is supposedly my mother up. I would never talk to her again, she was dead to me. I don't know
how I would go back to school; I knew I wouldn't be the same person I was. I hated myself, I
needed to change. I got up, and looked into my shattered mirror; I looked horrible, like someone
else. I punched the mirror, and yelped. A piece of the glass was deep in my knuckle, and I
ripped it out painfully. At least it felt better than the pain I was feeling. I threw the bloody piece of
glass on the floor, and looked back at the mirror; blood was now on the mirror, smeared over
my face. I felt anger, and I knew I wasn't going to be good old Emma, sure I would feel and
look the same, but with an attitude, I was tired of being hurt, I needed to stick up for myself. I fell
onto my bed and begun to cry silently, I would never forget what he did. This was by far the
lowest thing Sean Cameron could ever do to anyone. Not only had he broken my heart, he had
slept with my mom, twice. I found a pillow without a cover, and buried my head into it. It smelled
like Sean, I shot up, and took the piece of mirror that stabbed into my knuckle, and stabbed it
into the pillow, ripping it, there were feathers everywhere. I flung the pillow over to the side, and
grabbed the other, this one was fine with me, I buried my head, and begun to sob. I stared into
my pillow, then I heard someone come through my window, I didn't want to look, it was
probably just Manny. I felt the bed move, and that someone had put their hand on my back. "I
never meant to hurt you; I loved you so much it killed me." Sean, I shot up, and scooted to the
edge of my bed, I looked down in anger, my hands turning into fists. "Get out Sean, now." I
sobbed. He scooted towards me, he reached out to touch my hand, but I shoved him away,
"You don't get it!" I yelled angrily in his face, "You-you hurt me, you made me feel like nothing,
lower than nothing, and you want to know why? You slept with my mom, of all people my mom?
You had sex with her, something I thought was ours, and you did it with her, twice! I'll never
forgive you, not for this." I looked away, tears streaming down my face. Sean looked away, he
was going to cry again, he then placed something in front of me, and walked away. I looked over
at what he'd placed down; it was a picture from our very first date, ever. I gently picked it up;
this was when we were both virgins, before sex was the big thing. Then we had sex, and he had
to have more. I sobbed, and threw the picture on the ground. I heard the person formally known
as my mother move around upstairs. I heard her make her way towards my door, and open it. I
buried myself beneath my ripped sheets, and pillow. I began to sob again, remembering
everything once more, "Get out!" I screamed. She came towards me, and picked me up. "Emma
stop it was a mistake!" she yelled. I was tired of her bullshit, I slapped her across the face (I had
been doing that a lot lately.), "Don't talk to me you bitch." I hissed. She held the side of her face
in shock; she knew she'd done something terrible to make her only daughter act out like this. "E-
Emma" she sobbed, "I'm sorry, please..." she broke down "I was vulnerable; I need someone to
lean on." I looked at her in disgust, "So you decide to sleep with my boyfriend! I hate you; don't
even think about talking to me again, I will never forgive you for this!" She walked upstairs
sobbing, and tended to Jack. Eventually during the day, she left with Jack to stay with Joey. The
next day I had to go to school, to Degrassi, that's what I feared the most.
A/N- Yes, I am very proud of this chapter, and if you think it was overly-dramatic, just think about it, what if your boyfriend had slept with you mom twice, in secret, when you were going out? Right now I'm in my current writers block stage, so don't expect chpaters to come soon, I need to decide how to make this story work.