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I wasn't clean, I felt dirty. I had no one now, Emma was gone, Jay and Towerz were gone, no

one was left for me. As I sulked up to Degrassi, I saw Emma walking up the steps, talking to

Manny; she had tears in her eyes still. Manny then gave her hug, comforting her. She looked over

at me, and just shook her head. I broke her, her spirit, her will. Emma would now only have

hatred for those who hurt her in the future. I sighed, and slowly walked up the steps. I walked

past them, and Emma sobbed harder when she saw me. God, I was shit. As soon as I entered

the building, Craig was there. "She found out, didn't she?" he said. I slowly nodded my head; I

tried not to let any tears fall. "After what you told me yesterday, I had to tell Spike it was over," I

sighed. "She didn't want it, so she came onto me, and we started to kiss on the couch, I wanted

to stop, but he wouldn't let me. We didn't even hear the door open, but the next thing I know,

Emma's there, this horrified look on her face." I was trying so hard not to cry when I told him.

"She knows that we had sex, twice. She swore, Emma has never sworn in her life, she slapped

me really hard across the face, and her mom was sobbing after she told her. She screamed at me

to leave." A tear was now trickling down my face. "I came back the next day, I tried to talk to

her, telling her how sorry and stupid I was. When I went into her room, it was horrible; she was

rolled up, on her bed, now sheet less because she ripped them up. There were the notes we had

written to each other in pieces on the floor, there was a ripped pillow on the floor, feathers

everywhere, her mirror was shattered, and there was blood on it. I sat down and she hissed at

me to get out, she said I made her feel like nothing, lower than nothing." I was silently crying

now. "God, I didn't realize how much I loved her until now" I sighed, wiping away the tears.

"You fucked up, big time." Craig said. "No shit," I laughed. I saw Emma walk in trying not to

cry, Manny shoved into me, "Sorry, mother fucker, funny, those words really do mean something

to you, don't they Sean?" I looked away, she was right, I deserved whatever punches were

thrown at me, I broke an innocent girl, and I deserved to pay. I sulked to MI, Emma was in that

class, and the worst thing was, we sat next to each other. I sat down, and she looked away. "So,

how are you two love-birds today?" Paige came up to us. Emma started to cry, and ran out of

the room. "Oh my god, what did I say?" Paige asked worriedly. "We broke up Paige, it was

ugly, so if you don't mind, can you leave me alone?" I sighed. Paige knew it was serious, and

walked out of the room. This day, was going to suck.

He had to keep on hurting me, there was no way I could stay here, and be around him. His

looks, his presence, made me sick. I looked into the girl's bathroom mirror, and looked away. I

turned and ran into the closest stall, and vomited. I felt sick, I couldn't be here. Then I heard the

door open, "Emma, Emma hun are you in here?" Paige. She was always willing to help someone,

especially after her rape. I got up, and opened the stall. "Are you okay, what happened?" she

asked me concerned. I looked away from her, "Paige, I-he-they..." She was worried, "Emma,

what happened, was the break-up bad?" I looked at her, tears no coming down my face. "He

cheated on me...with...with..." I sobbed. Paige gasped, "Oh my god, he cheated on you?

Bastard, with whom?" I stopped sobbing and got mad, "My.....my....my mom!" Paige looked

stunned, "Your mom?! That's gross!" She turned fast, but I stopped her, "Paige, please, don't

tell anyone!" She turned, I began to sob even more, and she embraced me. "Emma, I won't, hey

after school, do you want to talk about this whole 'situation'?" I nodded, and wiped away my

tears. She helped me fix my make-up before going to class. We walked in, and Mr. Simpson

saw us, but looked away. Paige looked confused, "Don't even ask." I spent the whole day with

Paige and Ashley, who explained to me that what Sean did was awful, even worse than what

Craig did. She got back together with Craig, because she understood why he had cheated on

her, and because she loved him too much. She also explained that she felt hypocritical about the

whole situation, because when she was on ecstasy a few years ago, she made out with Sean

when Jimmy and she were still together. She chuckled uneasily, "But, yeah you can't forgive

someone for something like this, I mean I could relate, but you? You can't exactly relate to a

situation like this." She sighed, and said that she and Paige and I were going to have a long talk at

Paige's house. So we went to Craig's locker first so she could tell him that they couldn't hang

out after school. "Hey, Craig" she kissed him, and I looked away, love was bullshit I had

decided, it'll only hurt you in the end. Ashley looked at me, "Um, we can't do anything after

school, Paige and I are going to talk to Emma, about Sean, and how he cheated on her, with her

mom." I looked at her. Why did she have to tell him, what was my life now public to everyone?

Craig looked at her uneasily, and cleared his throat, "Wow. Really, I'm so sorry Emma." He

looked down, "You knew didn't you?" I asked him. He looked at me, "Yeah I did, but I knew

since last week, I saw your mom and Sean at his house, kissing, and I yelled at him, telling him

that what he was doing was stupid, and by far lower than what I did to Ash-" Ashley whapped

him on the arm, and shook her head. He looked back at me, "I'm so sorry." I got mad, "Okay

you know what? I get it now, I'm just some charity case now, and 'oh lets feel sorry for Emma,

because her boyfriend fucked her mom! Then let's go make her the schools biggest gossip

story!' Well, you know what Ashley, you can go and have you special time with Craig because I

don't need anyone!" I snatched my bag out of her hands, and walked off with angry tears

streaming down my cheeks.

I watched as Emma freaked out, and walked out of school, a broken, shattered mess. I sighed

heavily, I had done this to her. I rubbed my head mussing up my hair. I walked slowly to my

locker, when Jay came up to me. "Sean, Sean, Sean, I got to give it to you man, Tree Huggers

mom, hot stuff. I heard you banged her, twice! Man you are so good!" I clutched my locker, and

shot him a look, my hand turned into a fist, and within seconds Jay was on the floor, wiping the

blood off of his lip. "Hey, At least I'm not some drugged-out loser thug!" I spat at him. He

grinned and got up, "Oh really Mr. Smart Guy, At least I'm not a Mother Fucker!" Jay turned to

face the already gathering spectators. "That's right, Sean Cameron, your once Mr. Good Guy,

Fucked Emma Nelsons mother," he turned to me and grinned before shouting, "Twice!" The

group gasped, I looked down, and slammed my locker. "Fuck off Jay!" I shoved him before

leaving Degrassi. God, I knew this day was going to suck.

A/N- Okay, I'm thinking one more chapter, and "She WIll Be Loved" will end.. I know, I know It's tragic, but this half of the story must end. Oh, did I say 'half', which means, yes there will be a sequal, and it will be all the dramatic events that take place later on, but that will be made later on, right now I am working on another Fan Fiction right now!