A/N- Hello, my lovely readers, and I know, this is very sad, but "SWBL" is over! This is the final chapter in this story, but rest assured there might just be a sequal, depending, do you want one? Thank you all who have r&r'ed I am grateful as hell you guys are here! And now, the final chapter in..."She Will Be Loved".
I walked steadily, my tears now gone; I wasn't upset anymore, just angry as hell. "Emma!" A
voice called after me, I ignored it, I didn't need anyone, anyone. I kept walking, slower now, but
I heard running steps come up behind me. "Emma, please stop!" I kept walking, he didn't
deserve my attention. "Sean, go the fuck away, I'm not in the mood." There it was my new
bitchier attitude. "Emma," he spun me around, I looked away, and roughly pulled my arm from
his grip. "Sean, don't even talk to me!" I spat in his face, and went to turn around, but his hand
flew back to my arm. "Please Emma; we never got to talk about what happened." I didn't want
to talk about what happened, it made me sick even to think about it. Then I thought about it,
what he said last year, "Got nothin' to say," I glared at him and spun around icily, walking away
satisfied.
I stood in disbelief, I was burned, the same way I had burned her. "Emma, please I don't want
us to be like this!" I still couldn't believe what she had become, se became a new Emma, and she
wasn't willing to take crap anymore. I sighed, and shook my head; I wanted her so bad right
now. I looked up and ran after her, this had to end, I loved her to much to keep it this way.
He was still running after me, he was hopeless, couldn't he see that it was done, over, finished.
Then I stopped, it would never be over, my heart still wanted him horribly, I loved him, but I
hated him. These mixed feelings, I hated them. I looked back at him, and then looked forward, I
was confused, he slept with my mom, but I loved him. I walked forward tears starting to form in
my eyes. I stopped, and looked down, he caught up to me. I looked up, and he walked over so
he could see my face. I looked at him tears coming down my cheeks, he looked distraught, like
he was about to cry too. I embraced him, and sobbed, "Why, was I not good enough?" I
collapsed onto the sidewalk, him still holding me. I curled up into his lap and sobbed. Now I
don't know how, but we eventually got to my trashed house. We talked about everything, there
were mixed emotions of tears and anger. We sat on the couch, when I looked at him, we looked
at each other, and I shook my head. We slowly got closer, and kissed. I knew me, I wanted to
stop, this was wrong, I hated him, I could taste her on him. I began to pull off, and I looked at
him, then I pulled him closer. We got up stumbling, and I begun to take off his shirt, like all that
had happened, never did. I kissed him harder, and we made our way downstairs to my room. It
was hard to forgive someone like Sean, after what he did. If Ashley could forgive Craig, the why
couldn't I forgive him. He slowly began to push me back on the bed, and he began to unbutton
my shirt. My eyes shot open, and all the emotion began to flood back. "Stop!" I yelled pushing
him away. I sighed, and looked away form him. I pulled my shirt back up, "I can't again, I won't
let you hurt me like you did, Sean that was awful." I got up and looked at him, he looked
stunned. "E-Emma, please, I love you more than life itself," he got up angry, and frustrated. "I
don't know why I did what I did," he looked away, confused and hurt. He looked up, his eyes
wet, "I, I should go, it's obvious that you hate me, you'll never forgive for what I did, and I
understand." He began to walk away, he grabbed his shirt from the foot of my bed, but I
grabbed his hand. My blouse was still open, but it didn't feel weird. "I do love you, but it's hard
to get over what you did, but I guess that's our job right, to fight over those little problems." We
sat down on my bed, and talked for an hour, it turn out that he wanted to end it the night I had
caught them, and he was trying to pull away from my mom, she was vulnerable, Sean knew that.
He didn't want to take advantage of her, Craig had caught them at his apartment, and told Sean
he should end it, that he was hurting me too much to keep it going on anymore. Sean was just
horny, and out of control, and it killed him. He thought he was in love with her, but he never felt
the same way with her, as he did with me. After our conversation, I took his hand, "Sean, I love
you." He looked at me, and he got closer again, and we kissed. I fell back onto my bed, he
stood up on his knees, and looked at me, "Emma, I hope you forgive me." I smiled and grabbed
him. We made love right then and there, I loved him, I don't know why, and you might think that
I'm insane for taking him back, but I just had to forgive him. Every time he pushed into me that
night it felt heavenly, like nothing was there but us, and my bed, we held onto each other tightly,
not letting go, our bodies in a rhythmic motion the entire time. When I woke up in his arms the
next morning, it felt like everything that had happened never did, and that everything was right
again.
The End