TOMORROW- BETTER VERSION!
Author's NOTES
Song is from Brandy....(I just thought it was a pretty song :D)
Im sorry if it isn't the greatest, but it is a attempt.
DISCLAIMER
Also I should warn you, it is sad and contains Yaoi, so if you don't like don't read , ok?
PLEASE REVIEW...if you could spare 2 minutes?? I want to know what you think of it.
Naruto's POV
"talking"
'thoughts'
/Song Lyrics/
'Stupid Sasuke, damn bastard! How could you do this to me? I just don't understand
why you chose that snake freak over me. You kissed him and infront of me too!
How could you?! We've been together ever since we fought Haku in the Wave
Country. Have you forgotten? How could you just go? Didn't I promise, that we
would work together to help you avenge your clan? I guess I wasn't that important,
for you to be able to stab me in the back with that knife. If it wasn't for that damn
fox I would have died. Stupid Bastard! But why did you say wait for me, just as
I was falling to the ground? I don't understand. Unless you were coming back? HA! As
if I'll wait for you, maybe I shoud go, far away.....Huh? What's this? It's from
Sakura, it's a letter and a tape?
Dear Naruto,
I'm sorry to hear about Sasuke, I never realised how much of a jerk he was.
You deserve better. Here's a song, I thought you may want to hear. It's called
Tomorrow by a girl named Brandy. Hopefully you won't get any crazy ideas.
You will find someone better, just don't give up, ok?
Your friend Sakura
Lets see what this song is all about. '
/Confused not anymore
I mean at one point I thought I wrong
You see he lied, he cheated,
he betrayed me and he left
But I won't hurt anymore
Cause now all my pain is gone
So long
So long to all my pain
Goodnight to my heartache
Goodbye sorrow
I won't cry no more
I'm leaving...leaving.../
'Wow. Thats scary it's as if she knew what I was feeling. Maybe I should go or
should I wait until he gets back and say it's over. Say that I don't want to be
with him anymore. That stabbing your boyfriend in the back and kissing
someone else isn't how love works. I know I never had something like
love before, but I still somehow know how it's suppose to be done.
Could it be that this is the was it's suppose to be because we are
both guys? No, I don't think thats why. I don't see Kakashi stabbing Iruka.
Why me and Why I should wait for someone who hurts me all the time?
Besides if I did just wait til he got back and said it was over, it would hurt
even more because I would see him all the time. No, I won't wait, I'll go.'
/If you would only treat me right
I'd stay here by your side
But I am down to my last cry
So I'm leaving you goodbye
You turned away from opportunities
To sit and talk things through
But now when I say I'm leaving you
You have so much to prove/
'He had his chances to prove he cared. But did he take them, hell no! He
just watched as they passed him by. I gave up on him a long time ago.
So, now it's time for me to leave my birth place and find somewhere,
where he can't find me.'
/So long to all my pain
Goodnight to my heartache
Goodbye sorrow
I won't cry no more
I'm leaving tomorrow/
'I am going to leave, away from Sasuke and this village. Go
somewhere, where they have never heard of the demon-fox.'
/Stop writting me sweet letters
Calling me on the phone/
'Thats the kind of stuff he did, when he first hurt me. I caught him and Sakura
together. We had to all meet at the bridge for our orders. I was hoping to get
a good mission. Sakura and him were already there, I was early I was about
to say hi until I saw them talking quietly, it was strange because Sasuke rarely
ever talked to Sakura. I went straight for the bush to find out what it was about,
but what I saw made my heart stop. They kissed. I couldn't take it so I left and
didn't go to the meeting. When Sasuke came to see me later that day and
asked why I didn't show....
"I'm surprise you even noticed"
"Why wouldn't I?"
" I just thought you would have been to busy to, that's all."
"Busy?"
"Ya, I saw you and Sakura together this morning, is this what you do to everyone?
Make them feel as if you care and then go behind their back to be with someone else?"
"No, Naru, I'm not like that and what you saw this morning, isn't what it looked like."
"Like hell it isn't. I saw you kiss her, or are you saying I imagined it?"
"No, she kissed me, I din't even know what was happening and when I did realize I-"
"Get out , and done ever come back!"
"Naruto, wait list-"
"No get out!"
After that fight he did all sorts of things to show he was sorry and to take him back.
Sadly I eventually caved after the tenth try.'
/We argued constantly when I saw you/
'Mostly he started the fights, if he wasn't so stuborn then maybe things
wouldn't have to end this way.'
/Always left in the cold/
'Not only did he leave me in the cold, but was cold to me as well. Expecially if
we were in public and sometime when our Sensei's were around. What? Was
he embarrassed to be with me or even seen with me? Why am I surprised? I should
have known this would happen, why did I have to fall for him? He is the last of his
clan and I'm a demon child, plus we are both guys. How was he going to restore
his clan if he was with me? I don't know anymore.'
/I made the choice to finally go
Cause I can't stand this pain
It's time for my last tear to fall
And me to smile again/
'It's been awhile since I did smile, a true smile. Actually I can't
remember when I did, it's been longer than I thought. When was I truely happy,
with no depression, and no mask of a fake smile? Was I ever happy? I'm mean
this type of happiness in different compared to getting ramen with Iruka-sensei,
it was just gratitude and that mask. I know it was my fault he had to grow up
alone, I- no wait the demon killed his parents, but I still feel guilty for it. I'm sorry.'
/So long to all my pain
Goodnight to my heartache
Goodbye sorrow
I won't cry no more
I'm leaving tomorrow/
'I'll leave tomorrow, no more demon-fox child village. You could all celebrate,
because I'll be gone. No one there for you to hate and to make it your daily
routine to glare or throw something at me. No one there for you to tell your
children not to play with me. No one there for you to be afraid of because
your afraid I would release it. Thus no hatred anymore.'
/Sorrows and heartache goodbye
I'm leaving you
Don't wanna meet again/
'We better not meet again or i'll hurt him just like he did to me. I'll stab him in the
back and tear up his heart. Make him feel it, feel this pain, this feeling that is so
strong that it hurts to breathe. I still don't understand to why he did this. Stupid
bastard. I hate you for what you did to me. Ouch. Damn picture frame, the edges
are too shar- huh? This is the picture of last Christmas. I didn't even know what
the true meaning of it, until Sasuke showed me. He spent the whole day with
me, it was amazing. The supper was good too, Iruka-sensei and Kakashi-sensei
came over. It was just the four of us, and I'm almost a hundred
percent sure that Kakashi was trying to seduce Iruka, it was quit funny
really. I also got a couple of interesting pictures of those two, I was going
to use them for blackmailing but they were one step ahead of me. They
had some pictures of me and Sasuke. I was able to talk them into letting
me keep one and they gave me this one. Me and Sasuke were both going
into the living room, but stopped once we were in the doorway and Kakashi
called us, we go to look and he's point to something above us. There was a
strange green and red plant there, I remember Sasuke telling me earlier of
what the meaning of that plant was, we were to kiss. I remember, looking at
Sasuke, he seemed paler than normal and he seemed too shocked to move.
So I kissed him, it's not like I haven't before. Thats when I saw a flash and
there was Kakashi standing there with a camera. I bet he planned this. He
been reading that damn book again.'
/Has got to be the end
The end....
The sun will finally shine on me
And clouds will drift away
There's something that's in store in me
That's my brighter day/
'That's a day I've always wanted, with no worries and no cares. Where I didn't have to
worry about being hated for that demon that is sealed within me. Where people will
know me as Naruto and not as the demon child. But where should I go?? I know I'm
always welcomed at the Wave Country, or prephaps go see if I can stay with Gaara.
Ever since I defeated him during the exams, he's actually be nice. He told me that
I was the only one he would ever call a friend. Probably because we know what it's
like to be truely alone and hated for something that we had no control over.'
/Now I just can't wait
Tomorrow's too late
I'm leaving you today/
'Man, this song was amazing, it's as if it was specially written for me.
I didn't even realize that I was packing my things while listening to it.
I don't think I need to leave any note here, I'll just let this song play over and over
again. If he comes back, he smart enough, he'll figure it out.
But I think I should tell Iruka-sensei and some of my friends. Just as long
as they don't tell him, everythings going to be fine. Well all packed, and time to go....
.......Goodbye Sasuke..'
THE END
Wow... done.....finally... again.. :p I took some of my reviewer's advice and made this longer,
and more understanding. The one that was here before... I was half asleep when I did it, if I
wasn't I wouldn't have spelt Iruka-sensei wrong , :P thats the last time I write in that state.
:D Well I have an idea for a sequal but thats only if you want it... if not, it will stay
in the back of my mind...and collect brain bunnies :D
Well until then, this is the end!
Danya