Harpie: Oi, I'm soooooo sorry I couldn't update this sooner! Just now that school's started; I've had like no time to update my fics. I should have posted this like, what, 4 weeks ago? Ah jeez... oh well at least I finally am writing this :D. So once again, thank you soo much for all your reviews everyone! Okay, so I won't stall you anymore, here's chappie 10...
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I've been searching for a reason
And I'm running out of time
I can feel that it's the season
It's time to make up my mind
1 hour...
2 hours...
Jeez,
I've been lying on this God forsaken bed for 3 hours,
Has anyone asked how I was doing?
Nope.
It's as if a thick wall isolates me from everyone else,
Labeling me a loner.
Well maybe I don't like being loner Kai;
The greatest Beyblader the world has ever seen.
Maybe I like being happy-go-lucky Kai;
The most loveable Beyblader the world has ever seen!
O.O
What the hell am I saying!?
Happy-go-lucky Kai?
Worlds most loveable Blader??
I don't think there even is such side of me!
I'm going insane...
And it's all Rei's fault.
Maybe I don't really love him.
Love!?
I can't believe I was foolish enough to call that unbearable feeling love.
That wasn't love.
Beyblading and Dranzer;
Now that's love,
Rei isn't love.
No,
He's not.
I don't think so...
And I can't really tell you what I'm gonna do
There are so many thoughts in my head
There are two roads to walk down and one road to choose
So I'm thinking over the things that you've said
Ah... my head.
All these decisions,
All this pointless thinking,
I'm so confused!
I feel like I'm at a dead end right now,
A dead freaking end.
I can't believe I'm saying this,
But...
I'm scared,
I'm so, so scared,
I didn't mean what I said!
I need you Rei!
I need you to devour this fear,
I need you to hold my hand...
And say that everything's going to be okay.
'Cause you're here now.
Am I ready for forever?
Oh, God, show me a sign
'Cause if we're to be together
Then it's got to be divine
I hate being lonely,
I hate it,
And I hate being confused.
I'm sick of all these tears,
And I'm sick of feeling so empty.
For once I'm going to do what's right,
Screw Beyblading and family honor for a moment!
I'm going to talk to you Rei,
And I'm not going to wuss out.
I'm going to say I'm sorry and tell you how I feel whether you like it or not.
I'm going to let it all out Rei,
And it won't matter if you don't feel the same way.
At least you know now,
And I won't have to hold it in me anymore.
You're going to see the real Kai.
I'm still not quite sure what the dream meant,
But I know the answer will shine through,
As soon as I look into your eyes Rei.
I love you Rei Kon.
I really really do.
Father, which way should I go?
I cannot clearly see
Oh, I love him so
But only you know if he's the one for me
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Harpie: Yay! Finally, chapter 10! Okay read the following information because it's some-what important:
The next 3 chapters of the fic will be the FINAL chapters of the whole story!!! They will be in parts and each chapter will end with a major cliff hanger (yes I'm so mean lol).
Lol, yes, I know, boohoo, the story is ending (I had so much fun writing it too!). It's fun to mess with Kai's head lol... okay so as usual, please review! I just love reading what you guys think of my story! Until next chap.... Which hopefully I'll post soon -.-