Harpie: After 4 weeks of doing nothing, I'm back with the final chapter! –Cries- Oh, it's so depressing! I'm sorry for making everyone wait, I've been really busy with school and all so –cough- Lazed out –cough-. For the last chapter, I decided to write it with Usher and Alicia's Keys's song "My Boo" because that song's really pretty and I think it'll suit the chapter –hint hint-. I had to change some of the words though because it's not boy/girl love as you know lol.
Now lastly, I want to thank everyone that read and reviewed my story. You've truly kept me motivated to write and post each of these chapters! Here are a few honorable mentions: black demon wolf, TNTiggris, keisan, darksaphire, HellsFireAngel, saFire flame, miriam906, and Tsunami.
Thank you to everyone else, and I hope you enjoy the last chapter of "Rei, Why Am I Gay?". Look out for future fics by me (I'll be posting some soon)!
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-Flashback-
"So you don't hate me?"
Hate?
How could I hate such a gift as you Rei?
You've understood me more than anyone I've known,
Even more than myself.
You've given me space when I needed it,
And you always told Tyson to leave me alone.
No,
I don't hate you,
I love you...
I love you,
I love you:
"I love you"
...
...
...
Oh... my... god...
Did I just say that out loud?
Oh s--t,
Oh s--t,
Oh s--t oh s--t oh s--t O.O!!!
-Flashback over-
There's always that one person
That will always have your heart
You'll never see it coming
Cause you're blinded from the start
"You... what?"
Rei asked with his eyes as wide as I've ever seen.
...
What now?
Fear is running through my body at a rapid speed,
Matching my hearts loud beating.
What have I done...
There's no turning back now,
I wish I could,
But I can't.
I... can't...
Know that you're that one for me
It's clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby ooh you'll always be my boo
I feel Rei's hand touch my frozen shoulder,
I'm way too out of it to even really care.
"...Kai?"
Rei asked with a slight shaking in his voice.
I could barely hear him,
How could I?
I've just admitted my obsessive lust to the object of my affection,
Who is none other then Rei Kon.
Do you remember boy
I was the one who gave you your first kiss
Cause I remember boy
I was the one who said put your lips like this
My body is so pale...
I've completely lost all my senses.
My eyes reflected my emotions perfectly:
Shocked, scared, speechless.
I can't believe I said it...
I should just walk away.
I'm not ready for this.
This is all a dark nightmare to me.
Rei probably thinks I'm some kind of a freak or something...
Dammit...
I just want to crawl into a hole and die.
Even before all the fame and
People screaming your name
Boy I was there when you were my baby
I've held my silence for too long.
I've got to say something to Rei...
But what?
"Oh by the way, I was just yanking your chain when I said I love you!"
Psh,
Yeah right.
If only it were as easy as that!
You have to say something Kai,
Just say whatever!
"I... I love you, Rei"
It started when we were younger
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
WHAT THE HELL!?!?
Why did I just say that again???
Oh my God...
What is wrong with me!?
Now there's nothing I can do to change the past.
It's as if I have 2 split personalities.
Am I schizophrenic or something!?
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo
I rub my hand on my sweaty neck,
Trying as best as I can not to look at Rei.
Now I'm completely speechless.
I've said all I could say.
I guess that's what I kind of wanted...
I was in love with you when we were younger
You were mine my boo
And I see it from time to time
I still feel like my boo
I finally couldn't take it anymore,
I had to glance at Rei.
I turned my head slowly so I could face him,
And then quickly turned it back.
His face looked so different;
His mouth was slightly open,
Eyebrows were raised,
And his eyes seemed to sparkle as much as the stars above us,
Yet his skin tone remained the same.
Not a blush in sight.
Great,
He probably thinks I'm a loser faggot now.
And I can see it no matter
How I try to hide my boo
Even though there's another man in my life
You will always be my boo
As my head rested on my chest,
And my eyes stared at the ground,
I felt a warm hand lift up my chin,
It's Rei's hand.
What does he want?
Yes I remember boy
Cause after we kissed
I could only think about your lips
Yes I remember boy
The moment I knew you were the one
I could spend my life with
For a minute,
We just stared into each others eyes.
Didn't say anything,
Didn't do anything.
It felt like heaven.
I didn't care what was going through Rei's head at that moment,
Probably something bad anyways.
This is the closest, physically, that I've ever been to him.
Slowly he began to lean in.
Closer,
And closer...
I can't believe I was so blind to notice what he was doing.
But most of all,
I can't believe he was kissing me.
Even before all the fame
And people screaming your name
I was there and you were my baby
There we were,
Two not-so-hearbroken-anymore boys,
Kissing each other,
Under the glorious night sky.
-Sigh-
It started when we were younger
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
It all ended so soon,
It felt like it anyways.
Before I knew it,
Rei's arms were around my shoulders,
And mine around his waist.
We both smiled at each other.
"Well I guess I couldn't keep it in me either"
He joked.
"I'm sure glad I didn't"
I responded,
And we kissed again.
For once,
It's not all a dream,
Rei Kon loves me back.
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo
End.