Disclaimer: I don't own any of JKR's characters. This fic was based on a RPG that I am in on The ideas are purley fanon! Ok, they are not to be taken seirously. We just thought it would add tenshion for Lily to like Remus. We all know that she loves James. Hope you enjoy.
The Very Secret Diary of Lily Evans
Lily stared out the window until she couldn't see the station anymore. She sat quietly in the empty compartment, listening to the other students running along the corridor.
"Will the Head Boy, Head Girl and all Prefects, please report to the front of the train." A deep, low voice echoed throughout the train.
Lily got up, and pulled the door open. And headed down to the front of the train, she had forgotten that she had been appointed Head Girl. How could she forget, the letters from James "Isn't this great Evans? You and I are Head Boy and Girl!" About fifty of them to be exact; all the same. Lily still couldn't understand why Remus hadn't written to her all summer.
"Was it something I said to him lat year? Or something I did? I thought we were friends. I wrote to him... why didn't he write back to me?" She thought to herself.
"It's not you Lily, it's him. He obviously doesn't care about you." Said a voice inside Lily's head.
"He does care!"
"But why didn't he write to you then? If he cares so much about you so much."
"He was just busy that's all."
"So busy he couldn't reply to say that he missed you? That we couldn't wait to see you, or even congratulations on making Head Girl?"
"Ok, Ok, I get the point!"
Lily opened the door to the prefect's compartment and saw James and Remus talking in the corner. Lily tried to sneak past them but it was too late, because James had already walked over to her.
"Hey Evans! Did you miss me?" James asked putting his arm around Lily. Lily looked down at James and arm, and brushed his hand off her shoulder.
"If I did, I would have replied to one of letters, Potter." Lily said.
"Yea, well Sirius and Remus here replied to them!" James said. Lily stared at Remus.
"I thought you were busy this summer!" Lily said walking towards Remus.
"Uh, well yes, I was busy." Remus said.
"Ok, so you can write to your buddy James. But you can't write to me? Did you even read any of them?!" Lily argued.
"No! Well... yes. But they kind of aren't letters anymore." Remus said calmly.
"So what did you do with them?" Lily implored.
"Dog ate them." Remus said quietly. James must have found this funny because he was now laughing.
"Dog 'eh Moony, last time I was over at your place, you didn't have a dog, unless you recently got one." James said, nudging Remus in the side with his elbow.
"Shut up James, and for your information, my little sister brought home a stray during the summer." Remus snapped at James.
"Whatever you say Moony, just remember I know your secret." James said, winking at Remus.
"Just remember what I can do to you if you tell anyone, and I'm not the only one with a secret, Prongs ole buddy." Remus said, winking back at James.
"I'm still here you know." Lily said, taking a seat. Remus glared at James and sat down next Lily. James joined them sitting on Lily's other side; James put his arm around Lily and moved closer.
"Take your hand off me right now Potter." Lily said firmly. James moved his arm off Lily and pulled a Golden Snitch out of his pocket.
"Please, you still have that!" Lily sighed.
"'Course I do, have to practice you know." James said, releasing the snitch, and letting it fly about a foot away, then catching it.
"You are such a show off, you know that." Lily said not even bothering to look at him. "Well, seems like the new Prefects know what they have to do. If we're done here, I am going to go now."
"Come on Evans! Stay a bit." James pleaded.
"Shouldn't you be playing some trick on somebody?" Lily said getting up and walking to the door.
"Yea- I mean no. I have decided to give up my foolishness of tricking the younger students." James said proudly.
"Even Severus?" Remus said.
"Er no, Snape is a special exception." James added.
"Knew it." Lily muttered. "You'll always be this way, you know that." She told James and walked out, right past Sirius and Peter. Remus and James walked out and saw Sirius and Peter.
"Don't tell me you kissed her Prongs." Sirius said sarcastically. Peter and Remus laughed.
"Ha, Ha, Ha," James said, he turned and looked at Remus and Peter. "Bet you thought that was funny 'eh Wormtail. You too, Moony. You guys really need to learn the difference between funny and not funny." James added.
"We're sorry mate. It's just... you know Lily doesn't like you." Sirius said.
"Yea, maybe your right." James said sadly.
Lily made her way to the back of the train and found an almost empty compartment; the only person in it was Amelia Bones. Lily knocked on the door.
"Oh hey there Lily! Come in." Amelia said. Lily walked in and took a seat across from Amelia. "What's the matter Lily?"
"Oh nothing, James is just being a prat again." Lily said dully.
"Typical James. You like him, don't you?" Amelia said, teasing Lily.
"NO! What would make you say a thing like that?" Lily yelled.
"Just wondering... I mean, last year at all the Prefect meetings, you complained how he was the biggest trouble maker you've ever seen." Amelia said. "So, if you don't like James, then who do you like?" She added.
"Remus." Lily said quietly, blushing.
"Remus Lupin?! You can't be serious." Amelia said shockingly.
"What's the matter with Remus? He is a sweet and sensible guy. And he doesn't run around playing tricks on younger kids." Lily said.
"Yea, but he does run around with James and Sirius. So he has to have something to do with those tricks." Amelia said.
"But he is Prefect Amy. Dumbledore chose him for a reason." Lily said.
"Yea, he is, but did you notice who was made Head Boy Lily? Amelia argued.
"True, but Remus is different from them. And he doesn't call me Evans." Lily said sweetly.
"Whatever you say Lily. And that's only James that calls you Evans." Amelia said.
"Attention Students: We will be arriving at Hogwarts in about five minutes."
Amelia looked out the window and saw the village of Hogsmeade, and the horseless carriages waiting to take the students up to the school.
"Lily look, we're here! It's so beautiful, it's a shame we won't be coming back." Amelia said sadly.
"Yea, but there is one good thing about it being our last year." Lily said cheerfully.
"Does it have to do with never seeing James again?" Amelia said sarcastically.
"Yes, and also I can move out of my house. No more Vernon." Lily said.
"Who's Vernon?" Amelia asked.
"My sister's boyfriend. He is a pig though; he comes over very early, and sits in front on the television all day. Watching pointless shows." Lily explained.
"Why doesn't your sister go to his house?" Amelia added.
"Don't ask me, I think his house is a disaster zone." Lily said. Amelia laughed as the train came to a halt. They got off and saw the familiar face of Hagrid, and the smell from the nearby bakery. They made there way to a carriage and climbed in. They talked the whole way up to Hogwarts.