Disclaimer: A.S.P owns all the characters I'm using for this fiction.
PART 4
Every step she took towards the door was like eternity for her, shivers ran up her spine, she didn't know what to do, she knew that if she'll look into his eyes she could never resist him
The knocking stopped, she didn't move "I know you can hear me, open up" she didn't answer, she wasn't scared of him, she was just scared of what she might do if she let him in "come on Lorelai, open the door, this is stupid" her hand reached the door knob, her mind screaming for her to run up to her room, her body forces her to turn the knob and the door finely opens
"You have to go" she said through the half open door
"Let me in, why are you so scared, I'm not gonna hurt you"
"Go home, I don't want Babette to wake up and fine you here"
"She wont if you'd let me in already, come on its cold"
"Do you promise to keep your hands to your self if I let you in?"
"I'll try..."
"Jess..."
"Fine, I promise"
She let him in and locked the door
"See, that wasn't so hard..."
"What do you want...?"
"Actually, I came to talk, I figured we did other things... if you know what I mean but we haven't really talked so... lets talk..." he said sitting down on the couch
"Talk?" she looked at him with questioning eyes
"Yeah... how about that J.Lo ha, 5 husbands ha... she's on her way to break Elizabeth Taylor's record ha..."
"This is so not funny Jess... do you really think I can sit here and have a conversation with you?"
"I know it sounds crazy... but hey we did some crazy things didn't we..."
"You need to leave..." she got up
"Sit down for a minute, I need to ask you something"
"What is it...?" she asked still standing
"Did it really mean nothing to you...?"
"Jess"
"I need to know..."
"It meant nothing, I'm sorry it happened, it shouldn't have..."
"Fine" he said like he had given up
"What?" Lorelai asked
"I said fine, if this is how you feel... I'm outta here..."
He got up and started walking to the door, she followed him to lock it and he stopped at the door step turning to look at her
"Jess?" she whispered as he sent his hand to her cheek, she closed her eyes, the warm feeling sent her to a point where she couldn't resist him anymore, she moved closer and he guided her lips to his, she pinned him to the wall gently with her body pressed against his
his hands moved to her waist, hers to his hair and his rear, he moaned and started moving pushing her against the wall behind her, his hand moved to her shoulder and he slid her robe down to kiss it, allowing his warm tongue travel the curves of her neck, she pulled him up to meet her for a hot wet kiss full of passion she kept locked inside
he needed more, she didn't seem to push him away he thought, he sent his hands to her waist and started untying her robe slowly, she had only panties underneath and he was going too fast she thought, she put her hands on his and pulled back
"Jess, please... don't... its too fast..." he kissed her again and tried to untie her robe again
"Jess..." she tried in his lips and he pulled back
"Fine... I gotta go..."
"Jess, what's wrong with you?"
"Nothing, it's late, I'm tired..."
"Jess... what's going on?"
"You, that's what's going on, you tell me it was all a mistake and then you kiss me like that and then you ask me to slow down..."
"So...?"
"So... I'll tell you what so... I don't know what you're thinking, I mean one minute you call me a punk and in the next you're all over me and then you tell me to leave and now you want me to stay... what's gonna happen next... tell me cause I cant figure you out..."
"I don't know what you want to hear Jess, I'm married..."
"My turn to say, so...?"
"So... you're right, I'm confused... very, and I don't know how to deal with this... feelings... I mean look at us, you're a kid... and I'm some one who couldn't stand you... and this is weird because I'm married and I think I want this but I don't know"
"I can't deal with this... and I couldn't stand you either, but here's a news flash people change... I've changed and if you don't see it then fine... I'm outta here... see ya around..."
"Jess..." she called after him but he didn't listen, he just left her standing there looking at him walking away angry and frustrated as he was.
The next evening Lorelai picked up dinner from Luke's and went to see her daughter.
She walked into Rory's apartment to find Jess (who else) sitting on the couch alone jeez, why is this happening, and to me of all people... ok breathe...
"Hey" he said flipping through a book
"Where's Rory?" she asked not looking at him putting the food on the table
"Taking a shower" I have to get out of here she thought
"Tell her I stopped by and brought dinner, I'll just call her later"
"Whatever"
She was just about to leave when Rory stepped out of the bathroom "hey mom, where are you going?"
"Amm, honey I'm tired..."
"No you're not, will you two please grow up... this is getting old"
"Look Rory, I gotta go, I'll talk to you tomorrow..." jess said standing up
"Come on Jess not you too" he gave her a soft kiss on the cheek before saying "I really have to go, call you tomorrow" and he left
"I don't like it that he's here when you're in the shower, I'm gonna talk to Luke about that..." Lorelai commented and took her cell phone out of her purse
"Mom, I'm begging you please stop acting like a baby... why do you hate him so much...?"
"Luke... yeah Lorelai... how are you... no the food is fine... I need to talk to you... yeah now when did you think... it's about your nephew... I don't like it that he's spending so much time with Rory... I think you should keep an eye on him if you want a wife... I'm serious Luke... don't dare hang up on me... he hung up on me..." she said to Rory
"Mom, grow up..."
"Fine... don't listen..."
They sat down to eat with Rory laughing at her mother about how Luke hung up on her and after Luke arrived, Lorelai left
"Hey" a voice said from behind her when she was getting in her car
"Jeez... don't sneak up on me Jess..."
"Sorry... how's it going?"
"I need my breathing back first..."
"Sorry about that, I've been waiting here for like 2 hours..."
"Still smoking ha... so, How are you?"
"Fine, fine"
"I mean after last night... you left pretty mad..."
"I'm fine now"
"You want me to drive you to Luke's?"
"No, it's just around the corner..."
"Ok"
"Hey, do you wanna have dinner sometime?"
"Dinner?"
"Yeah, you know, eat in the evening..."
"How are we supposed to do that?"
"We could eat in Litchfield...?"
"Oh..."
"You don't want too, that's fine, I just thought I'd ask, nothing to loose..."
"I need more time Jess..."
"I'm not asking you to marry me, its just dinner..."
"Still..."
"Fine"
"You're upset..."
"No, I'm fine..."
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah, goodnight Lorelai"
"Night jess"
I need to stop doing that... I have David... then how come all I want is to feel those hands on me... god what hands he has... maybe I could call him now, tell him to come over, I cant wait any longer, I have to see him... Christ, I'm acting like a teenager... but I want him... I can't help it... don't call him, just take your time with this, you don't have to decide tonight...
She closed her eyes, in her bed where she was, all alone, thinking of him and fell asleep
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