NOTE: Evangelion is the property of Gainax (thank you, you wonderful people.
ADV Films has the rights to the English translation. Thus, I am only borrowing the characters to write a story for entertainment, thus it is non-profit.
Realization Chapter 7
Shinji sat in his study. It had been four days since he last saw Asuka. He knew that she was flying back to Germany today. "I'm pregnant" those words kept flashing through his mind. He was going to be a father, and nothing could change the fact. A feeling of worry and concern crept over him. He didn't want to become his father. A cold hearted man who abandoned his child, just so could achieve his own happiness.
Taking a sip of his tea, Shinji looked at the framed picture of him and Mitsuri, that was sitting on his desk. This was his future. His days of beening a teenager was over. For in nine months time, he will be responable for a new life. An innocentin this harsh world. He found himself becoming more determind not to let the same things that happened to him. Happen to this new life.
He reached into him wallet and removed the picture that was there. Shinji was begining to wonder why she didn't visit. "She said that she would visit before she left" He was really looking forward to seeing her again. But now realizing that whatever they could of shared together, was going to be no more. He had other prooities now. For Mitsuri was carriny his child. Any thoughts of leaving her for Asuka, Where simply unthinkable. He was going to take responsability for his actions. He wasn't going to run away from them anymore, but face them like a man.
He allowed himself to become lost in those shappire eyes one last time. As he opened the bottom draw of his desk, a single tear rolled down his cheek. he pulled out an old personal file, and placed the picture inside. He paused for a brief moment before placing it back into the draw. He had to let go. No more could he dwell on the past and what could have been. He had to look to the future and facts. He was going to be a father.
Asuka had answered the question that he'd always wanted to know. Now he could let her go. He was going to let her be a memory, and nothing more.
"Shinji dinners ready"
"Comming"
He took a deep breath, he was going to move into the future.
"Goodbye Asuka"
With that he went to the door.
Asuka found herself starring out of the window at ten thousand feet. Kyoto had fallen asleep on her lap. Looking down at her daughter, she saw herself when she was that age. A carefree child, before the mess of Eva stepped into it.
Her daughter was going to have the life, she never had. One of happiness and joy. No one was going to stop Kyoto having that life. She was going to see to that. To do that she knew she would have to leave her husband. In a way she knew it was selfish. Kyoto loved her dad. But love wasn't returned, Kyoto would feel rejected. Just like she did when her father rejected he. Rejection. Asuka knew that Shinji would now also reject her. Silent tears began to fall down her cheeks. No longer would he be waiting for her not with a child on the way. Her days in the angel war had taught her that Shinji hated his father, and would be determined not to follow his fathers footsteps. No matter how much her heart now longed for Shinji's touch. It was now out of her reach forever.
She realized now it was too late, mentally she kicked herself. Scolded herself, for not doing somethingabout it when she was fourteen and had the chance. Then perhaps she would have found herself in a happy marriage. Kyoto would have a father that loved her, and she wouldn't be lonely. Asuka voewed there and then not to let Kyoto make the same mistake she did.
She mentally laugh to herself. mankind though it achieved perfection with the evangelions, but how could it she thought. When it can't even achieve perfection with it's own life.
Well she wasn't going to waste hers, not now. For she found a new drive, she wiped her tears. She would always remember the past and what it taught her. She wasn't going to forget Shinji either, as he showed her the way to find love. But now she was going to strieve for the best in life, not for her but for her daughter. A sigh came from the child on her lap, she begun to stoke Kyoto's hair.
"It's just me and you now. and no one is going to stop us"
The End
Author's notes Sorry it taken sooooo long to finish but i've been studying hard over the last year, and it kind off took up my time. Plus this chapter was draining to write when i actually sat down and wrote it. because how was Shinji and Asuka going to let go off each other.
more stories soon well update those i started so keep your eye out Please review E-mail and website www.
ADV Films has the rights to the English translation. Thus, I am only borrowing the characters to write a story for entertainment, thus it is non-profit.
Realization Chapter 7
Shinji sat in his study. It had been four days since he last saw Asuka. He knew that she was flying back to Germany today. "I'm pregnant" those words kept flashing through his mind. He was going to be a father, and nothing could change the fact. A feeling of worry and concern crept over him. He didn't want to become his father. A cold hearted man who abandoned his child, just so could achieve his own happiness.
Taking a sip of his tea, Shinji looked at the framed picture of him and Mitsuri, that was sitting on his desk. This was his future. His days of beening a teenager was over. For in nine months time, he will be responable for a new life. An innocentin this harsh world. He found himself becoming more determind not to let the same things that happened to him. Happen to this new life.
He reached into him wallet and removed the picture that was there. Shinji was begining to wonder why she didn't visit. "She said that she would visit before she left" He was really looking forward to seeing her again. But now realizing that whatever they could of shared together, was going to be no more. He had other prooities now. For Mitsuri was carriny his child. Any thoughts of leaving her for Asuka, Where simply unthinkable. He was going to take responsability for his actions. He wasn't going to run away from them anymore, but face them like a man.
He allowed himself to become lost in those shappire eyes one last time. As he opened the bottom draw of his desk, a single tear rolled down his cheek. he pulled out an old personal file, and placed the picture inside. He paused for a brief moment before placing it back into the draw. He had to let go. No more could he dwell on the past and what could have been. He had to look to the future and facts. He was going to be a father.
Asuka had answered the question that he'd always wanted to know. Now he could let her go. He was going to let her be a memory, and nothing more.
"Shinji dinners ready"
"Comming"
He took a deep breath, he was going to move into the future.
"Goodbye Asuka"
With that he went to the door.
Asuka found herself starring out of the window at ten thousand feet. Kyoto had fallen asleep on her lap. Looking down at her daughter, she saw herself when she was that age. A carefree child, before the mess of Eva stepped into it.
Her daughter was going to have the life, she never had. One of happiness and joy. No one was going to stop Kyoto having that life. She was going to see to that. To do that she knew she would have to leave her husband. In a way she knew it was selfish. Kyoto loved her dad. But love wasn't returned, Kyoto would feel rejected. Just like she did when her father rejected he. Rejection. Asuka knew that Shinji would now also reject her. Silent tears began to fall down her cheeks. No longer would he be waiting for her not with a child on the way. Her days in the angel war had taught her that Shinji hated his father, and would be determined not to follow his fathers footsteps. No matter how much her heart now longed for Shinji's touch. It was now out of her reach forever.
She realized now it was too late, mentally she kicked herself. Scolded herself, for not doing somethingabout it when she was fourteen and had the chance. Then perhaps she would have found herself in a happy marriage. Kyoto would have a father that loved her, and she wouldn't be lonely. Asuka voewed there and then not to let Kyoto make the same mistake she did.
She mentally laugh to herself. mankind though it achieved perfection with the evangelions, but how could it she thought. When it can't even achieve perfection with it's own life.
Well she wasn't going to waste hers, not now. For she found a new drive, she wiped her tears. She would always remember the past and what it taught her. She wasn't going to forget Shinji either, as he showed her the way to find love. But now she was going to strieve for the best in life, not for her but for her daughter. A sigh came from the child on her lap, she begun to stoke Kyoto's hair.
"It's just me and you now. and no one is going to stop us"
The End
Author's notes Sorry it taken sooooo long to finish but i've been studying hard over the last year, and it kind off took up my time. Plus this chapter was draining to write when i actually sat down and wrote it. because how was Shinji and Asuka going to let go off each other.
more stories soon well update those i started so keep your eye out Please review E-mail and website www.