Hermione lay face down on her bed, tears streaming down her pale cheeks onto the tightly clutched pillow. Her two best friends, Harry and Ron, left the room quietly, there was nothing they could do, they didn't understand this…..
With a slight upwards glance Hermione's stinging red eyes met the windows cruel showing of the lonely night sky

Fed up with my destiny
And this place of no return
Think I'll take another day
And slowly watch it burn
It doesn't really matter how the time goes by
I still remember you and I
And that beautiful goodbye

Pulling out her dairy from under the pillow, her trembling fingers traced across words written so recently, and moments viewed long ago

We staggered through these empty streets
Laughing arm in arm
The night had made a mess of me
Confession kept me warm
I don't really miss you, I just need to know
Do you ever think of you and I
And that beautiful goodbye

When I see you now
I wonder how
I could've watched you walk away
If I let you down
Please forgive me now
For that beautiful goodbye
yea, yea, yeah

Harry and Ron joking at her sides Hermione walked solemnly along the now seemingly empty corridor. The door to her right swung open, cold grey, greatly missed, eyes met her still sore brown ones, and in that second  things seemed normal, everyting was back,

"WHAT ARE YOU STARING AT MUDBLOOD?"

In these days of no regrets
I keep mine to myself
And all the things we never said
I can say for someone else
Nothing lasts forever, but we always try
And I just can't help but wonder why
We let it pass us by, yeah

Running into the girls toilets, Hermione slammed the cubicle door behind her. Tears once again staining her face she hunched her knees close to her hart, as she sat atop the toilet seats closed lid. How could he go back to how he was, being so cruel and so heartless….How?

When I see you now
I wonder how
I could've watched you walk away
If I let you down
Please forgive me now
For that beautiful goodbye

Stepping out the cubicle she numbly walked over to the sinks. As the water filled in the cracked basin, she dipped her hands and brought the fast falling water to her face. As the last drops cascaded from her cheeks and foreheads, she gazed at her reflection in the murky chipped mirror, scowling at her pitiful reflection.

But what can I do?
Glass cascaded to the floor as Hermione right fist came in contact with her reflections forehead!
What I can't do to you
As her left fist connected with the already carked mirror, pain shot through her knuckles as a pice of glass slid into her skin!
And sometime I cry, yeah
Shaking, she brought her trembling hands to eyelevel!
It's a fools lullaby........
The blood streamed down her hand, and smeared across her face as she clasped her trembling fingers and palms to her face…
Sometimes I cry
As tears mingled with the crimson blood, a hand hooked under Hermione's elbow and gently pulled the crying wreck of a girl to her unsteady feet.
It's just a fools lullaby.......

As she lay asleep in the hospital wing her hand bandaged, she never saw the blonde slip in and out of the room, as he, without a crony or friend by his side, stroked her pale forehead, and lay a secret kiss atop her soft lonesome lips.

Ohh, I'm dyin inside....yeah

A/N

Ok I wasn't going to continue this but hey hen you get an idea you get an idea. For this chapter I want to thank Jennie, Jenni, Mum and Lisa for reading and giving me your opinions.

Song is Beautiful Goodbye by Amanda Marshall, so I thank her for singing it.

Ok well review and let me know whether or not its worth continuing..