A/N: I was listening to this story while writing another chapter and it's really depressing, so I was just like, "Hey, let's put this in!"

Hmmm. Interesting.

It's called 'Gollum's Song and is sung by Emiliana Torrini in the 'Two Towers'. (Lord of the Rings.)

The Diary of the REAL Keladry

Gollum's Song © Emiliana Torrini

"Where once was light,

Now darkness falls.

Where once was love,

Love is no more.

Don't say goodbye,

Don't say I didn't try.

These tears we cried,

Are falling rain,

For all the lies you told us,

The hope, the blame.

And we will wait to

Be so alone.

We are lost,

We can never go home."

Kel sighed. How long had she been singing that song for? She couldn't rightly remember. All she could remember was it popping into her head and she started singing it. Now it was stuck.

She thought it was quite appropriate really. It was depressing, which was actually how she was feeling at the moment.

"So in the end,

I'll be what I will be.

No loyal friend

Was ever there for me.

Now we say goodbye;

We say, 'You didn't try'.

These tears you cried

Have come too late.

Take back the lies,

The hope, the blame.

And you will weep

When you face the end alone..."

That was exactly how she was feeling. All the lies of her relationship... Her and Neal. How they had to keep their love under wraps, away from the light of day, unable to see the sun, hidden in dark, shadowy corners.

"You are lost,

You can never go home.

You are lost,

You can never go home..."

Kel groaned and curled up into a tight ball, tangling herself up in her bed sheets, exposing part of her body to the harsh, cold air in her room.

Why could she not just go to sleep?

Her mind kept on showing her a picture of Neal; his emerald green eyes glittering evilly, his dark hair rumpled in a way which made her fingers itch to settle it.

She moaned and sat up, banging her head on the headboard. With a curse, she thumped her head back down onto her pillow, falling asleep almost immediately...

A/N: Interesting. Not. I couldn't really think of anything to do so... this was the outcome... hmmm...

I was also listening to the 'War of the Worlds' on tape while writing this- a story where aliens take over the world... odd, I know.

Well, please R&R anyway... not much point, but for my sanity please do...