A/N: I'm not too sure about this chapter. It's slightly... odd. I think Kel is a bit OOC as well, near the end.
Read anyway!
I was listening to the Titanic theme tune by Celine Dion and Enya ('Suicidal music' – that's what my dad calls all Enya music) while reading this so sorry if it's either really soppy, fluffy or angsty!
...Oh yeah, and I was listening to the music from 'Les Miserables' as well!
The Diary of the REAL Keladry
The Light of Love
They were in his rooms that day. Not doing anything, just tangled around each other in his bed, his arms wrapped protectively around her waist, her hands placed lovingly on top of his.
She tried to work out how they had gotten there. Last time she remembered, they had been in the mess hall, eating.
She sighed and snuggled closer to him, her back still against his front, so she couldn't see his face.
Neal rolled her over and killed her full on the mouth.
She moaned slightly, and buried her hands in his dark hair, while all the time stroking the small of his neck.
He moved away from her and stared deep into her hazel eyes. She couldn't look away, no matter how hard ahe tried. Sha was captivated by his glittering emerald eyes. You couldn't get lost in an emerald. You could in Neal's eyes.
"This can't go on forever," he sighed.
"I know."
They were both unhappy. It was like a teasing game. They could be happy with each other, but both knew, at the end of the day, that nothing could become of it when other people were involved.
So what should they do? Get rid of the other people would be the most likely suggestion. Only they couldn't. because the other people just happened to be their best friends.
So what could they do? Enjoy the time they had alone together.
With that in mind, Kel drew Neal back to her and kissed him fiercely.
To her pleasure, Neal responded and opened his mouth to her questing tongue.
A few more minutes of fiery passion endured, before both Neal and Kel broke away, gasping for breath.
To Neal's surprise- and possible horror- a tear trickled down Kel's cheek.
He quickly brushed it away and cupped her face in his large hands. "Kel? What's wrong?"
Kel waved a scarred hand around to emphasise her point, and to explain. "It's this."
Neal frowned. "This? Why? Do you have a problem with being in my company? What's wrong with it?"
Before Kel completely dissolved into tears, she managed to say, "Because we're doing this. Because we're doing this, and I know I can't have you."
A/N: I'm not sure about that. What do you think? Maybe if I get lots of reviews I'll think about writing another chapter...