Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I Love You more and more

Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I Love You, until the end of time

-Come what may – Moulin rouge

She's not there, but she is. She knows she shouldn't. She shouldn't be watching Lucas point down a gravel path. She shouldn't be watching herself obey his command. She shouldn't be surrendering herself to him like she is some helpless kid who just wants to be loved.

She's cold.

She pulls down the sleeves on her dark blue shirt to cover her hands, and she crosses her arms a crossed her chest. Her steps are large but her breaths are short and choppy. She sees the traces of her breath in the air making clouds.

Its quiet,

Except for the sound of her whispering breathing and the sound of the angry gravel beneath her feet. She knows he's behind her but she doesn't want to look at him. She knows he's watching the ground. Just as she is, like its just gonna jump up and tell her exactly what she doesn't want to hear.

She can't feel his eyes on her.

Neither one of them want to say anything. But everything is screaming silently by them, there's no one, except the trees. Streaks of tears stain her face. She wont let him see her. She can't let him know that every second he doesn't say something the more he's hurting her.

She can feel the weight of his eyes on her now; the feeling sends shill coldness through her body. The tears start to freeze onto her cheeks; she can't let them get too far from her. That's just more tears that she sacrifices for him. It hurts for her to walk. The weight is making her want to sit and cry, but she wont. She wont let him win.

The gravel road seems to go on forever and she watches how the ends of her new jeans are fraying.

Her edges are fraying.

How much Brooke wants to tell him, but she knows in her heart she knows.

So much she wants to take back. So much he hurts.

She hears him stop and only then does she look up. She doesn't turn around to him, she doesn't do anything, just watches the place he was lead her to.

She knows what's gonna happen next...