Chapter Twelve
Ginny
had assumed that as the weeks wore on, that whoever was taunting her
would tire of their efforts. But, to no avail, she was greeted every
morning with an owl carrying a letter each of which were similar to
the first. Still Ginny was in the dark as to who was sending them.
Luckily, the rumors had begun to die out, or at least did not come in
such a frenzy. People were sick of hearing who Ginny Weasley was
caught snogging with lately. So although the rumors were there, they
did little to bother her.
But the stares were the worst;
suddenly Ginny was the object of the male population's lusting. She
was thoroughly disgusted after the Slytherin fifth-year's actions,
and wanted to play no such role. She was sick of walking down the
hall having them leer at her, as if she was some piece of meat. Ginny
had never been one to seriously want such attention paid to her.
She
had taken to skipping lunches, not wanting to hear the latest piece
of gossip that someone had come up with. Most days, she spent dinner
time in one of three places: in her room with the curtains drawn
about her bed, alone in a corner of the library, or together with
Draco in the Room of Requirement. The time she spent with Draco was
the most enjoyable of all. She found she could talk to him about
anything; he didn't mind hearing about her past, even if it had to do
with Harry, and he didn't seem exasperated if the talks wound up with
her in tears. Talking to him was like therapy. Ginny was able to get
out years of bottled up frustrations.
Of course it wasn't all
one sided. The majority of the time Ginny talked while Draco
listened, but quite often they would end up relating on many topics.
Then there were the days when Draco would come in extremely angry
after having another surprise visit from his father.
Ginny
didn't want to admit it to him, but she was always intrigued about
finding out more about the Malfoy family. It was hard for her to bite
her tongue during his ranting, but she knew that he needed an outlet,
not advice. And so she respected this.
Then there was the one
day, where she asked him about the changes in his life.
"Draco?"
she had murmured tentatively.
"Yeah?"
"Does
this... do you...?" Ginny had furrowed her brow in an attempt to
find the right words. "You accept me and my family now. Does
this carry over to others too? What about Muggle-borns?"
He
had looked down at her then, features scrunched and strained as he
sought for an answer. "Yes, and no," he said finally. "I
suppose I don't carry the same dislike for Muggle-borns as I once
did, but I can't help but see them as being beneath me. When you are
brought up with an ideal being drilled into your head, it's hard to
push it away."
"So what about Hermione?" Ginny
had asked.
He had sighed. "Even if she was a pureblood, I
don't think I could stand her. The bossiness, the know-it-all
attitude she has, it just rubs me the wrong way," his eyes had
sought out hers then. "It's not only that she is a Muggle-born.
Believe me, Ginny, we just wouldn't get along."
It wasn't
exactly heartwarming for her to find out he still despised her best
friend, but Ginny could understand. Draco was trying, he really was,
and that was all that mattered to her.
The
breaking point for Ginny came just before Christmas vacation. Like
always, Ginny received a note just like every other morning. But
today it was different.
So, Miss. Weasley, how do you say
we put an end to this? Frankly I am growing weary of my victories.
I'm sure we could work out some sort of deal.
Tsk, tsk, not
that sort of deal; get your mind out of the gutter. We shall meet
tonight at 8 'o' clock at the entrance to the Quidditch pitch. I'm
sure an arrangement can be made.
All day Ginny was in a
state trying to decide whether or not go and meet this person. And
should she tell someone about it? Perhaps it was a set up, but how
could things really get any worse than they had already been.
As
eight 'o' clock drew nearer, she still hadn't made a real decision.
But Ginny knew that in the back of her mind her curiosity had won the
second she read the note; she would go.
A short time later,
she was picking her way through the frozen grounds towards the
entrance of the Quidditch pitch; Ginny hugged her robes tight around
her body, cursing whoever it was that summoned her here for choosing
an outdoor meeting point.
She could see their silhouette as
she approached the pitch. As she drew closer Ginny could make out the
build of a male, but nothing more. Hugging herself against the cold,
she peered into the shadows that he had cloaked himself in. As he
stepped out into the light, Ginny gasped as she saw who he
was.
"H-Harry?" she stuttered. "It was
you?"
"It was," he said almost proudly,
holding his head up high.
"But why!?" she
demanded.
"I wanted to show you how miserable your life
would be without me," he replied smugly. Taking a step closer to
her, he reached up and held her face between his palms. "We're
meant to be together, Gin. No one will ever love you like I
do."
"Love?!" she cried, almost screaming out
in frustration. "That's what you call these twisted attempts at
ruining my life?"
The blow came suddenly, and she barely
had time to register the burning sensation from the first slap before
another followed it across the other cheek. He clutched at her face,
looming in on her, his nose a few inches from her own.
"We
were meant to be together," he growled at her. "Just accept
it." A fierce, wild look was reflecting in his eyes. If Ginny
didn't know better, she might have thought him insane.
Ginny
felt tears clouding up her eyes. "No," she gasped, pushing
him away from her. Backing slowly away from him she said, "It's
too late, Harry, I could never love you again."
She
turned then and fled up to the castle, tears beginning to spill down
her cheeks. Ginny could still hear him yelling after her.
"You
can't run forever, Ginny," he called, "No one does this to
Harry Potter!"
