Author's Note: ducks from all the stuff readers are throwing Wow you guys, I am sooooo sorry that this chapter took me so long. A lot of junk happened over the summer (including having no internet for like 3 months), and I recently had a nasty break-up. So needless to say I have been feeling decidedly uninspired. But here's chapter 7, at long last, and I hope you all enjoy it. I promise that I will go back to semi-regular updates. (Semi-regular because finals are coming up and I have a new job. But hey, I promise I'll do my best)
Disclaimer: 1-2-3-4 I don't own it, I am poor. 5-6-7-8 I rhyme when I stay up late.
Chapter 7
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
Kagome's point of view
The mysterious figure extended a hand to help Kagome stand. As she took it she vaguely noticed the sharp claws, but was preoccupied with trying to recognize her strange visitor.But as the figure turned to face the light, recognition dawned and Kagome's muscles tensed as she prepared to flee.
"I am not here to kill you," a cold voice said. "I would not have wasted my time if that was all I wanted from you."
"Well then, what do you want, Sesshomaru?" Kagome asked fearfully. What if he just wants me to put my guard down? I'm helpless out here, he could just kill me and disappear. Oh man, what am I going to do?
Right as Kagome was going to attempt another break for it, Sesshomaru began to speak, and this time it was in a very different tone.
"For the first time in 500 years I find myself plagued by a curiosity of which I cannot rid myself. Unfortunately, the only remedy for a condition such as this is to satisfy the curiosity." Here Sesshomaru paused, and Kagome thought she heard him utter the smallest of sighs. "I want you to tell me the story of your life," he said.
Kagome was taken aback. "You… what? You want me to tell you the story of my life? Why… What for?"
Sesshomaru scowled at her. "This Sesshomaru will not explain himself to the likes of you, human."
"Well, maybe I don't want to talk to you. Maybe you're a jerk, and I don't have to tell you anything." With that Kagome turned her back on Sesshomaru and stubbornly crossed her arms.
"I command you to tell me what I wish to know."
Kagome, eager to satisfy her own curiosity, finally relented. "Hmph. All right, Sesshomaru. I'll talk to you. Where do you want to go?"
Sesshomaru simply turned around and walked towards downtown Tokyo. Kagome sighed in exasperation. Lead the way, I guess. She helplessly followed along behind him, not really paying attention to where she was going. Sesshomaru suddenly stopped, and Kagome was surprised to find herself standing in front of a small, out-of-the-way coffee house. Sesshomaru walked inside and sat down as if entering restaurants was a common occurrence for him. Wow, he's changed a lot since the Sengoku Jidai. I have to keep reminding myself that he's survived all these years, and so he must have adapted to life in the 21st century.
The pair walked up to the counter, and Sesshomaru ordered a cup of tea. He moved aside so that Kagome could order, but Kagome couldn't make up her mind.
"I'll have a… no wait… I want… well… I don't know…ummm…oh!… wait, no…" she mused. Sesshomaru arched one eyebrow and gazed pointedly at the indecisive Kagome.
"Okay, okay. I guess I'll take a vanilla cappuccino, decaf, with extra vanilla, and no whipped cream, but add caramel, and I want chocolate sprinkles on the top," Kagome finally decided.
Sesshomaru did not look pleased. As the confused cashier turned to make Kagome's drink, she interrupted. "Wait, do you have cinnamon?"
Sesshomaru scowled down at her. "Geez, never mind I guess," she muttered. Kagome was shocked when Sesshomaru, without a word, turned to pay the cashier for their order. Did Sesshomaru just treat me to coffee? Kagome silently giggled at the incongruous idea of Sesshomaru taking anyone, especially her, out on a date. Her enjoyment of the moment was spoiled, however, when Sesshomaru picked up his own beverage and left hers on the counter. He walked to a booth in a darkened corner, and Kagome grabbed her coffee and followed behind him.
Sesshomaru settled himself down into the booth, and Kagome slid into the side facing him. He wrapped his long fingers around his teacup and gazed impassively at the girl, but he didn't drink. She sat there for a minute, uncomfortable under his intense scrutiny, before she remembered the purpose of their outing.
"Okay, well, the story of my life," Kagome began in a monotone voice. "I was born in Tokyo, and when I was 7 my brother Souta was born. When I was 10 my father was killed in a really bad car accident. Now I live with my mom and my brother and my grandpa, in a shrine…"
"That information is irrelevant," Sesshomaru interrupted sharply. "I am more interested in the events occurring after your entrance into Feudal Japan."
Kagome was taken aback, and not only by his characteristically-rude interruption. "You want to know about all that? But… some of it is kind of personal, and boring, and you really wouldn't be interested in all that junk. Let's talk about something else…" She trailed off at the sight of Sesshomaru's determined face. She sighed, resigned to her tale.
"All right, well, one day when my cat Buyo ran away, I chased him into the well-house of our shrine…"
(about 2 hours later)
"…and now that I'm back in my own time I can't get Inuyasha out of my head. It's like he's always beside me, reminding me of how miserable I am. I can't eat, I haven't been sleeping, and whenever I close my eyes I see his face. It's been awful, and the worst part is that I know that he doesn't return my feelings. He never did. He's happy now with Kikyou, and I'm no longer a part of his life, and that's just the way things have to be. But that's not how I wanted them to be."
With these last words a single tear slid its way down Kagome's bruised cheek. She didn't really know why she was telling Sesshomaru, of all people, her deepest feelings, but she was. Here I am, sitting in a coffee shop, telling Sesshomaru about how betrayed I feel, and how badly his younger brother hurt me. Why is he so easy for me to talk to? She dared to glance up at Sesshomaru's face, and was surprised to see something reflected in his eyes. Is that… sympathy? No, it couldn't be. Not Sesshomaru, the Ice Prince. And as soon as she had seen it, the glimmer of feeling in Sesshomaru's eyes was gone, vanished into the cold, dark recesses of his demon heart.
Suddenly aching for a subject change, Kagome cleared her throat. "So Sesshomaru, what have you been up to for the past 500 years? Whatever happened to Jaken and that cute little girl you used to travel with?"
Sesshomaru's gaze turned stony. "She died," he said shortly. Kagome's miko abilities, although they were limited, warned her of a subtle change in Sesshomaru's aura. It had suddenly turned darker, more angry. Worried that her question had offended the demon lord, Kagome nervously cleared her throat again and began to stand.
"Thanks for the coffee Sesshomaru, but it's getting dark, and I really should go home now," she said.
Sesshomaru gracefully rose to his feet. "I will accompany you back to your home," he said.
"Oh, you don't have to bother. I'll be fine," she replied quickly.
"I am not asking you, I am telling you," he said sharply. Kagome jumped slightly at the commanding tone, painfully aware of the fact that he towered over her.
Sesshomaru walked to the door of the coffee shop and held it open, silently waiting for Kagome to follow. He closed the door behind her, and the pair walked back to Kagome's house without speaking to each other. Kagome was too preoccupied with her own thoughts to be bothered by his silence. He's changed, but then again he hasn't. She remembered him holding the door for her, and paying for their drinks. Those are very gentlemanly things to do; totally not Sesshomaru! But he's still rude, and arrogant, and cold, and distant. So he hasn't really changed much at all. But still, something about him is different.
Before she knew it they had arrived back at the shrine. Kagome, unsure of herself, turned to face Sesshomaru. On a sudden impulse she grabbed her pen and a piece of paper out of her pocket and quickly scribbled something on it. She pressed the paper into Sesshomaru's hand before he could react.
"This is my telephone number. Give me a call sometime, I guess. It was really nice talking to you, Sesshomaru," Kagome said. And the funny thing was that she actually meant it. For the first time since her return from Feudal Japan she had enjoyed herself, in spite of the fact that she had been with Sesshomaru, talking about Inuyasha.
Sesshomaru glanced briefly at the paper in his hand and Kagome cringed, expecting him to throw it away right in front of her face. But, to her great surprise, he folded it neatly and put it into his pocket. Without a word he turned abruptly and left.
Kagome watched his retreating back for a few minutes before she fully realized what she had done. I just gave Sesshomaru my number! And the thought of him actually calling her sent her straight over the edge. She began to laugh at the ridiculous situation, and didn't stop until she couldn't breathe. It felt good to laugh again.
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