Author's Note: I know I have put my stories on hold and I'm sorry. I haven't been really feeling like myself, and the surgery coming up for me is making me quite anxious and in a bad way. Well here's another chapter, but I'll warn ya this is going to be probably the lightest chapter for a while. From now on it's going to get really angsty and full of pain for our beloved Zen-boy.
Rating: R (for mostly Rob's OOC language).

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Memories of Past and Present
Part 12

Rob wasn't currently thinking rationally, Kurt and the others were not going to get in the way. They had never seen Rob get this angry or even act on the anger like that before. In Rob's mind there were three victims for his rage - Vince, Lynn, and Corino. He was fed up being the toy and the scapegoat for everything. He was tried of being raped and used. But what Rob didn't know was that Corino and Lynn had figured what was going to happen.

Heyman had tapped into to the lines to see if he could get any juicy information on certain people. That's when he intercepted the two phone conversations that involved Kane and Van Dam. He knew that Rob was going to go after Vince for firing his lover, so he sent Corino and Lynn to follow. They kept in the shadows making sure that Rob had no idea that he was being followed. Their plan was going to work this time.

Rob entered the mobile office of Vince McMahon. He couldn't contain his rage when he saw Vince.

"What the fuck was that about?! Why did you fire my lover like that?" Rob's anger was that of ten demons that hadn't been fed in weeks, and they just spotted their first meal. Vince was taken aback at first, but then composed himself quickly.

"What about your parentsand YOUR wife?" Vince asked coldly. Rob eyes glared darkly at Vince.

"What about them? You're not going to keep brainwashing me just because I gave you the cold shoulder! I'm sick of this. I'm FUCKING GAY, so deal with it! My wife knows and goes with other men all the time. Even now and then she's with an occasional female too. I LOVE KANE! Not YOU!" Rob was furious.

"So you think I love you, that I want you as a lover? How naïve you are about a lot of things Rob Van Dam. You see Hunter, Ric and lots of the RAW roster know that I want you as a sex toy. You have a pretty body Rob, one that I would enjoy for years." Vince laughed. Rob began to cool down and the fear began to surface. He thought how Kane told him never to go alone. The thought about Cena and Eddie always protecting him and never letting Vince come even a step close to him. He never knew why, until now. Hunter was always mean when he was around anyone, but when he was alone he always warned Rob never to go near Vince alone. Rob now more than ever wished he listened to Hunter's advice.

Vince noticed the change in Rob's composure. The anger had dissipated into fear, closed to an unbridle fear. Vince took large steps to Rob, as he slowly backed himself into the wall. Vince's beady eyes glared at Rob, full of lust and hunger. Rob looked for some alternative way to get away.

"Well isn't that funny. With a cool head, you're absolutely afraid of me. Is it because I want you as a sex toy? You become so easily frighten when things like sex come into to play huh?" Vince mocked him. Rob looked at him with a realization, he knew all along. Vince knew that he'd been raped in the past. "You thought I didn't know about it huh? Who do you think allowed someone like Lynn and Corino to come back for their jobs? Well isn't this a shock. You know who has no idea about any of this Heyman! That's right, Heyman never knew about any of the plans that were going on."

"What about Linda?" Rob whispered in fear. Vince pushed his body into Rob. His breath smelled horrible. He leaned into Rob ear and whispered back.

"What about her She can't stop me! You know this." Vince licked the inside of Rob ear. Rob shuddered in fear. "You are so sensitive Rob Van Dam. That's why I crave you. The littlest things make you go hard. Yes I feel that erection that you're so desperately trying to hide from me."

"No, leave me be. I don't want this. Why? Why me? Leave me alone." Rob sobbed. The tears flowed freely out of his hazel eyes. The fear choked him as he tried to tear away from Vince's grasp. Vince laughed at Rob's attempt of escape. He put his arms on the sides of Rob restricting his ability to move out of the way. Rob began to whimper. He decided to start to fight back. Rob started to squirm, hoping that Vince would have troubles with holding onto him. Vince saw that Rob was beginning to get determine on escaping.

"Do you really think that you have a chance?" Vince asked. Rob whimpered in defeat. He still tried to break free. Vince was getting amusement out of Rob. "How sad Rob Van Dam Did you think that the whole time that Booker was with you was completely by accident? Yes Rob, I've been making your life a living hell. You have no idea how mad you make me. I can't stand Kane and he you are making him your lover. YOU are MY bitch!"

Rob began to tremble. He wished that Vince never told him that last bit of information. The fear he felt caused a push on his full bladder, which he hadn't realized that he had. Vince knew that the last bit he had won.

"What would you expect Van Dam? I am the one who controls everything. Divas and the main event I control. I control who stays and who leaves This includes you and Kane. Kane pissed me off the last time And you are getting really close." Vince looked at the door. "Corino, Lynn come here and help me. Rob your fate has been sealed."

Rob started to sob loudly knowing what was going on. He turned to see Lynn and Corino with sickly sweet smiles.

"Why? Vince I don't need this? Why, damn it! Please? I don't want this!" Rob cried with all of his heart. Lynn smiled as he stuffed a cloth into Rob's mouth.

"Oh shut up Rob! I doubt that you'd be even able to sway Vince. We've got a new pet and Vince is the first to break you. And you know what's sad, Kane can't save you now." Lynn laughed evilly. Rob fell to his knees crying. Corino and Lynn picked him up and led him out the door and into Vince's limo.

TBC

Author's Note: So who do you think is going to find out what happens? Is Kane going to save his lover? Suggestions and Comments are welcome. R&R.