Disclaimer: Once again I do not own Kingdom Hearts in anyway what so ever...
But...I could...just you wait...evil laughter
Kamui: Watch out Riku...
Me: one word Kamui, FANGIRLS
Kamui:o.0 I'll be quiet
Me: I thought so. Now on with the fic!!!
This chapter starts out from Riku's POV and him falling trough the darkness...
and yes this WILL be a R/S slash story a.k.a a YAOI Story...male/male...
COME ON I CANT MAKE IT ANY CLEARER!!!So if you re not into that whole "thing"...GO AWAY. But I promise nothing to hard core...trust me nothing above PG as of romance, (simple kisses, hugs, declared love stuffy like that.) Anything above that makes me wanna barf ...
Infinite darkness, Absolute light
Chapter 2
Lost in Infinite darkness.
My body does nothing but fall.
Through unending, eternal abyss
To the bottom of the darkness
I've gone completely numb.
My consciousness is melted in the darkness.
Where am I? Who Am I?
I seem to hear a voice.
It seems that I can hear your voice...
But who are you?
"RRiku..."
Riku?
Wait is that my name?
All of my memories are vague
I can't seem to remember...
Things that I can't forget.
Things that I don't want to forget.
Even though they are very important, even though I don't want to lose them.
Who is it I'm searching for?
Even though I don't want to lose it.
It is gone...
All my memories are lost.
Hidden to me.
Where is the light?
The one I've been searching for?
I know its there
Somewhere far beyond my reach.
Once so close...
But darkness has snatched him from me...
But who is he?
The hand of the darkness, which has entwined me gradually, releases its grip.
And a voice reaches me from far away.
"RRiku...Riku!!"
Riku...
That is my name. Isn't it?
But who is calling for me?
His voice I seem to know.
I can't remember!
As I continue to fall, my soul cries out for you.
I think I should know you.
Who are you?
Your heart illuminates me.
Slowly, the light becomes increasingly brilliant.
A name rushes slowly to my lips...
One I can seem to place...but feels so right.
"So...ra?"
"Riku, I'm here. Its me Sora..."
Yes...
I've been searching for you...Sora.
I've been searching,
For so long.
You voice sooths and comforts me
Pulling me from the dark, which is eating me.
The memories slowly seep into me
As you're light purifies the darkness.
"So...ra"
Your arm slides around my broken and mangled body.
So warm.
Sora's voice.
It awakens me.
From my death black slumber.
Pulling me back to the light ever so slowly.
"Don't worry Riku I'm right here..."
In the midst of my soul's darkness,
Your light shines out and illuminates me.
Your light...
That is my light.
My absolute light is you Sora.
I step onto the creaky dock, and stare out in the distance.
Nothing has changed on this tiny island. Everything was the same. I walk along the beach, the white sand shifting under my heavy boots. No one was here at this time of day. Which was fine with me. I couldn't stand being with the others. Especially Sora.
It's been nearly a month sense I returned to the tiny place. The first few days were a blur.
I can't remember anything. But when I woke I found Sora standing over me, as if he'd always been there. He took care of me. Mended my broken body. Never leaving my side.
I couldn't stand it.
I couldn't stand looking at Sora...
It made me feel sick.
I had betrayed him. I tried to hurt him. Hurt Kairi.
I let my self go into the darkness...even after he warned me.
I couldn't forgive myself. I felt so guilty.
Like I'd washed myself a thousands times over but am still dirty.
I'm so filthy compared to you.
Sora...Sora...I just want to tell you how sorry I truly am. But how can I when it pains me just to look in your sky colored eyes?
I didn't know what to say to you...nothing comes...
So I say nothing.
I remain salient.
No words...no nothing.
I am mute....
Sora looked at me asking me things I didn't answer. Finally giving up, only to look at me in a why that made me shatter inside. A look of fear, of sorrow, of hurt.
I'd bitten back a cry.
'I wanted to grab him and shake him, yelling, "It was all my fault. Me. Sora I'm so sorry!"
But I didn't.
I remained mute.
The was no way he'd forgive me...
I stare absentmindedly at the entranceway to the "secret place" we once loved so much.
Sighing I bend down and make my way inside.
This is my refuge. My haven.
Sense I was well enough to come to the island; I've hidden in here.
In our secret place. I can't stand being with the other kids anymore.
Than again I never could.
The only people I could sand were Sora and Kairi.
Now I couldn't stand to even be near them, without felling as tough I'd cry.
So I stayed he. Hidden safe from the world.
Blocking out the world.
Here I was safe...from the harsh reality I created.
Flashback
"Why are you crying?"
The sliver haired child asked as he came up behind a smaller boy.
He had spiky cinnamon hair, which stuck up every which way.
He was huddled in a ball sobbing on the sandy island they called their playground.
"I said. Why are you crying?" He asked again moving in front of the cinnamon haired boy. He was slightly older than the cinnamon haired child. His soft sliver hair blowing in the cold wind, bright aquamarine eyes shining.
The sea licked the soft white sand and pooled around the boys feet.
Rain started pouring from the sky.
"III..." the spiky haired child spluttered.
"You what?" The other boy replied getting annoyed. He didn't like the rain, and was getting soaked on a count of some little kid who wouldn't stop crying.
All at once the smaller boy looked up and yelled," I LOST MY TEDDY!!!!!!"
He screwed up his face and let large fat tears roll from his blue orb-like eyes.
The silver haired boy rolled his eyes, " how did you lost him?"
"Some sniffle older kids sob took Hiiiiimmmmmmm!!"He said sobbing harder. His spiky hair was pasted against his neck from the rain, his tiny frame shaking with tears and the blue orbs shined up at the other boy pitifully.
The sliver hair boy bent down and sighed," Tell you what. If I find your teddy will you stop crying? I hate crying and sad people."
The cinnamon haired boy nodded sticking out his lower lip.
"Okay then, I 'll be back."
The sliver haired boy called running down the small island's shore.
" And I promise I wont come back without your teddy!"
Later
It was starting to get dark and the rain had gotten harder; his mother had called the small Cinnamon haired boy inside, without his teddy.
The sliver haired boy still hadn't returned.
"Don't worry Honey we'll find him. I promise"
His mother cooed trying to quiet her son.
"That's sniffle what the silver haired kid said!"
"What boy?" She asked slightly shocked.
"He said he'd find my teddy, but he never came bbbbaacccccckkkkkkk!"He howled. Tears streaming down his face. When suddenly the doorbell rang.
"Now who would visit in this kind of weather?" She murmured to herself, picking up her still sobbing child and heading for the door.
"Hello may I help—"She stopped and looked down.
The standing on the front door step was the little sliver haired boy, completely soaked to the bone.
His sliver hair a muted gray and hanging limply, aqua eyes contrasting sharply with the gloomy background. He was covered in mud and scratches; little arms holding out a teddy bear with a blue cape flowing from its back and large "S" printed on its stomach.
"Is...is this your teddy?" He asked out of breath.
"SUPER SORA!!!"The cinnamon haired boy exclaimed grabbing the teddy and hugging him warmly.
"Thank yo—"He began by when he looked up the small boy had already ran off without a word of praise.
End flash backI sat down in the small cave hugging my self in to a ball.
I looked at the walls, covered in childish scribbled from Sora and me.
When I noticed the pictures but the door.
One of Kairi and Sora.
I Scrambled to the picture and stared at it. One had obviously been drawn by Sora the other by Kairi.That I didn't mind, but what struck me was what they were doing.
They were feeding the papou to each other.
My heart broke.
'Hey Riku! Look what I got!'
'What?'
'A papou! Come on lets share it!'
'Share...it?'
'Yeah! The legend says if you share the papou with some else your destiny will forever be intertwined!'
'Yeah so?'
'I want us to be friends forever! So if we eat this no matter what happens we'll be together!'
"So it was true.
Sora and Kairi did share the papou. I hadn't been dreaming that day.
It was all true. Sora cared more for Kairi. My friendship doesn't matter to him anymore."
Giggle.
"Oh course it dose you idiot you! You mean more to Soar than life itself!"
I whipped my head around, nearly snapping my neck in the process.
"How would you know, tan'itsusei? "
Me; Well that's all for now!!
BYE!!!
Kamui: Didn't you forget something?
Me; What?
Kamui: clears throat8 BROKEFANG LOVES DOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Me: EEP! My SERCETS BEEN REVILED!!
(Well it really wasn't a secret...)
NOW YOU SAHLL PAY KAMUI!!!! FANGIRLS ATTACK!!!!!
KAMUI:O. 0 AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Me: bye for now remember to R&R Pray for Kamui!