i know this chapter is way too short so i'm going to post the fifth chapter too. enjoy! thanks to all readers/reviwers
/…../ = Yuki's thoughts
[…..] = Inner Yuki' s thoughts (true feelings) (voice of reasoning and wisdom)
Chapter Four
Now few months later…
Everyone around Yuki and Kyou had noticed the improving change between them two. They didn't argue or fight anymore about foolish and stupid things and also stopped calling each other names. What surprised everyone the most was the fact that on both of their faces, they can see that they was truly happy and they aren't faking or hiding their emotions anymore. Since both of them usually choose to be by themselves and not close to people that much, it almost seemed like they were best friends.
Every night now, Yuki and Kyou both go onto the roof together and talk about their dreams, wishes, etc. for hours.
But even now Yuki noticed that Kyou would always change the subject once it gets a little too personal and that really hurt Yuki's feelings.
/Why is he like that? Doesn't he trust me enough to tell me his secrets and know that I wouldn't tell anyone? Even though now that we are good friends, he still can't open up to me. Sometimes I still catch him writing in that diary of his. I thought that now that he has someone to talk to that can understand him, he wouldn't need to write everything down in that notebook./
[Don't be so inconsiderate. Put yourself in his position, I mean… all his life, everyone hated him and treated him really badly because he is the cat. So he has probably started locking up all his feelings and emotions since he was a little kid. You can't expect him to suddenly be able to open up.]
/I know… but knowing that still doesn't stop me from feeling hurt by the way he shuts me out everytime I try to get close to his real self/
For the next week or so, Yuki tried everything he could think of to get Kyou to trust him and talk about his personal stuff. But no matter what, Kyou just wouldn't do it and he acts like he doesn't know what Yuki is trying to do.
/God!!! I can't take it anymore, there's got to be a way to find out why he wouldn't talk to me. I know there's a reason… What can it be?? Did I do anything that caused Kyou to think that he can't trust me?… umm… Not that I know of. Ahh!!! This is so frustrating!!!/
End of Chapter Four
/…../ = Yuki's thoughts
[…..] = Inner Yuki' s thoughts (true feelings) (voice of reasoning and wisdom)
Chapter Four
Now few months later…
Everyone around Yuki and Kyou had noticed the improving change between them two. They didn't argue or fight anymore about foolish and stupid things and also stopped calling each other names. What surprised everyone the most was the fact that on both of their faces, they can see that they was truly happy and they aren't faking or hiding their emotions anymore. Since both of them usually choose to be by themselves and not close to people that much, it almost seemed like they were best friends.
Every night now, Yuki and Kyou both go onto the roof together and talk about their dreams, wishes, etc. for hours.
But even now Yuki noticed that Kyou would always change the subject once it gets a little too personal and that really hurt Yuki's feelings.
/Why is he like that? Doesn't he trust me enough to tell me his secrets and know that I wouldn't tell anyone? Even though now that we are good friends, he still can't open up to me. Sometimes I still catch him writing in that diary of his. I thought that now that he has someone to talk to that can understand him, he wouldn't need to write everything down in that notebook./
[Don't be so inconsiderate. Put yourself in his position, I mean… all his life, everyone hated him and treated him really badly because he is the cat. So he has probably started locking up all his feelings and emotions since he was a little kid. You can't expect him to suddenly be able to open up.]
/I know… but knowing that still doesn't stop me from feeling hurt by the way he shuts me out everytime I try to get close to his real self/
For the next week or so, Yuki tried everything he could think of to get Kyou to trust him and talk about his personal stuff. But no matter what, Kyou just wouldn't do it and he acts like he doesn't know what Yuki is trying to do.
/God!!! I can't take it anymore, there's got to be a way to find out why he wouldn't talk to me. I know there's a reason… What can it be?? Did I do anything that caused Kyou to think that he can't trust me?… umm… Not that I know of. Ahh!!! This is so frustrating!!!/
End of Chapter Four