here you all go... the next chapter... hope it's ok. please R&R! =
) me will have next chapter posted in a few days, ok? enjoy...
/…../ = Yuki's thoughts
[…..] = Inner Yuki' s thoughts (true feelings) (voice of reason)
Chapter 6
Yuki weakly let out in a small voice, "…. Kyou…"
When Yuki finally got the courage to turn around. The emotions on Kyou's face was a mixture of anger, hurt, and betrayal.
"HOW COULD YOU DO THIS AND BETRAY THE TRUST I HAD FOR YOU?!?!?!?!?"
Yuki didn't know what to say…
"SAY SOMETHING, TELL ME WHY YOU DID THIS FOR?"
Then Yuki said in a quiet voice:
"I only did it because I wanted to know why you wouldn't talk to me about your feelings and personal stuff like that. That's why. I had to know, I just couldn't wait anymore."
"Why couldn't you just wait a few more hours, huh?"
"huh?...What are you talking about, Kyou?" a confused Yuki asked.
"I was thinking about for weeks and then a few days ago I decided that I could trust you so I was going to tell you everything. I was so happy that now I had someone to tell all my problems and feelings to that I know I can rely on. But since we had a big test coming, I decided to pull it off until today. That's why I'm back so early… I quickly finish my test so I can come home and finally be able to tell you everything that was kept bottled up inside me for so long. Instead I find you like this. At least from this I finally learn that I shouldn't trust anyone but myself."
Yuki felt like his heart was breaking from every word Kyou said. Now Yuki finally understands what Kyou had wanted to tell him all day but was hesitating about. Right now in this moment, no one could hate Yuki as much as he hated himself.
Yuki was trying to keep back his tears, saying;
"I'm really sorry… really I am, please believe me. Really… I can't take this, please I know what I did was really bad but I was hoping that you might find it in yourself to forgive me. I truly learned my lesson, I really don't want to lost the friendship that I had with you now, since we went through so much to achieve it."
The next few words that came out of Kyou's mouth made Yuki want to kill himself. Unable to take anymore, Yuki ran out of the house and just keep on running. He didn't know where he was going but he didn't care where he went as long as he wasn't facing Kyou anymore. Yuki could almost see Kyou closing off his true self once again, wrapping in a shell. After a lot of running Yuki found his legs too weak to hold him up, he slowing slide down against a wall on the sidewalk. Yuki couldn't hold in his tears anymore and just started crying his heart out.
/Heh... and I was actually thinking I had a chance to being something more than a friend to Kyou, now he hates me and it's all my fault. God!!! I hate myself so much right now. It hurts so much… I want it to go away, I want the pain to just go away./
But no matter how hard Yuki tried to block it out, Kyou's last words kept on repeating in his mind:
"I never want to talk to you again, you baka nezumi! Get the fuck out of my sight. Seeing your face any longer would make me want to puke. Now I hate you even more than I used to."
Since Yuki was down on the middle of the sidewalk, everyone around him that was walking by was starting to stare at him, wondering if they should do anything to help him. Yuki's loud sobs can be heard miles away but he really didn't care who heard him right now as he felt the first heartbreak of his life.
End of Chapter Six
- some may say that Kyou's reaction to Yuki was a little extreme but i think reading the next chapter would kind of fix that up... well... at least i hope so ... = )
/…../ = Yuki's thoughts
[…..] = Inner Yuki' s thoughts (true feelings) (voice of reason)
Chapter 6
Yuki weakly let out in a small voice, "…. Kyou…"
When Yuki finally got the courage to turn around. The emotions on Kyou's face was a mixture of anger, hurt, and betrayal.
"HOW COULD YOU DO THIS AND BETRAY THE TRUST I HAD FOR YOU?!?!?!?!?"
Yuki didn't know what to say…
"SAY SOMETHING, TELL ME WHY YOU DID THIS FOR?"
Then Yuki said in a quiet voice:
"I only did it because I wanted to know why you wouldn't talk to me about your feelings and personal stuff like that. That's why. I had to know, I just couldn't wait anymore."
"Why couldn't you just wait a few more hours, huh?"
"huh?...What are you talking about, Kyou?" a confused Yuki asked.
"I was thinking about for weeks and then a few days ago I decided that I could trust you so I was going to tell you everything. I was so happy that now I had someone to tell all my problems and feelings to that I know I can rely on. But since we had a big test coming, I decided to pull it off until today. That's why I'm back so early… I quickly finish my test so I can come home and finally be able to tell you everything that was kept bottled up inside me for so long. Instead I find you like this. At least from this I finally learn that I shouldn't trust anyone but myself."
Yuki felt like his heart was breaking from every word Kyou said. Now Yuki finally understands what Kyou had wanted to tell him all day but was hesitating about. Right now in this moment, no one could hate Yuki as much as he hated himself.
Yuki was trying to keep back his tears, saying;
"I'm really sorry… really I am, please believe me. Really… I can't take this, please I know what I did was really bad but I was hoping that you might find it in yourself to forgive me. I truly learned my lesson, I really don't want to lost the friendship that I had with you now, since we went through so much to achieve it."
The next few words that came out of Kyou's mouth made Yuki want to kill himself. Unable to take anymore, Yuki ran out of the house and just keep on running. He didn't know where he was going but he didn't care where he went as long as he wasn't facing Kyou anymore. Yuki could almost see Kyou closing off his true self once again, wrapping in a shell. After a lot of running Yuki found his legs too weak to hold him up, he slowing slide down against a wall on the sidewalk. Yuki couldn't hold in his tears anymore and just started crying his heart out.
/Heh... and I was actually thinking I had a chance to being something more than a friend to Kyou, now he hates me and it's all my fault. God!!! I hate myself so much right now. It hurts so much… I want it to go away, I want the pain to just go away./
But no matter how hard Yuki tried to block it out, Kyou's last words kept on repeating in his mind:
"I never want to talk to you again, you baka nezumi! Get the fuck out of my sight. Seeing your face any longer would make me want to puke. Now I hate you even more than I used to."
Since Yuki was down on the middle of the sidewalk, everyone around him that was walking by was starting to stare at him, wondering if they should do anything to help him. Yuki's loud sobs can be heard miles away but he really didn't care who heard him right now as he felt the first heartbreak of his life.
End of Chapter Six
- some may say that Kyou's reaction to Yuki was a little extreme but i think reading the next chapter would kind of fix that up... well... at least i hope so ... = )