here's the next chapter. sry but all my chapters tend to be short. I'll try to update again soon. please enjoy! = )
/…../ = Yuki's thoughts
[…..] = Inner Yuki' s thoughts (true feelings)
….. = Kyou's thoughts
(…..) = Kyou's mind (reason)
Chapter Ten
On the hospital bed, laid Yuki bandaged up all over his feminine body. All around him, machines and needles were collected to Yuki's body. Kyou was in shocked of seeing this, choking trying to keep his tears in…
Kyou thought that since Dr. Takahashi said that the surgery went well, Kyou didn't expect to find Yuki like this. Now looking again at Yuki, he just want to pull all those needles and things off of him, because seeing all of it makes Kyou realizes exactly how bad Yuki's condition really is and how much danger Yuki was in.
Kyou looked around the room for a chair, and found one. He quickly grabbed it and placed it right next to the bad. Kyou sat down and hesitantly placed his hand on Yuki's. Then he looked up at Yuki's peaceful, sleeping face, admiring how beautiful his friend really is.
God… Yuki... you're too beautiful for your own good. But I think that you would look a lot better if you were awake right now and smiling at me. Now that I finally get a close look at your face, it looks so soft and nice. I wonder if it feels as nice as it looks.
Kyou got off his seat and stuck his head out of the door quickly to check that no one was coming, then he went back to the back and slowly lowered his hand to Yuki's face. But right before he was going to touch it, he felt his mind trying to reason with him…
But Kyou followed his heart and placed his hand on Yuki's face and then moved his hands upward so he can play with his pretty purplish blue hair.
Just as I thought… Yuki's skin and hair is so soft and nice almost like a girl's.
Kyou's fingers slowly and gently brushed against all the surface of Yuki's face, trying to capture the feel of it in his mind. His fingers then slowly trailed down to Yuki's thin lips, and brushed his fingers over them. Then Kyou wanted to…
He would never know, right? I mean… I want to at least get to do this once so then even if he doesn't return my feelings, I would at least have this. All I have to do is make it quick and no one would find out.
(Are you stupid? Don't do it, it doesn't matter that he is asleep and doesn't know that you're doing, it's still wrong. Don't forget that he doesn't feel the same to you as you to him, even though you don't want to admit it, you know how Yuki feels about Tohru. So don't keep your hopes up.)
Shut up!! What do you know, no matter what, there's still a little chance that he feels the same and until Yuki finally does something that precisely proves to me that he doesn't feel the same way, I'm not going to give up or lose hope. So just be quiet and go away!
Kyou slowly lowered his face to Yuki's, then gently brushed his lips against Yuki's, He was amazed at how good and nice that one little kiss felt. Kyou wondered how amazing it would feel if he kissed Yuki and Yuki returned the kiss.
After that, Kyou sat back down on the chair and laid his head down on the side of Yuki's bed, deciding to take a quick nap. But right before he fell asleep thinking that no one would hear him, slowly losing consciousness, Kyou quickly but quietly whispered...
"Yuki, good night. Sweet dreams… please get through this night... I can't survive without you... please...I love you..."
...even though I know you don't feel the same."
Kyou was so exhausted and tired from everything that happened today, he fell instantly asleep after his confession, so he didn't hear the three loud surprising gasps that filled the quiet room.
Since throughout Kyou's whole time with Yuki, he was so lost in thoughts that he didn't noticed the three shadows that was hiding in one of the far corners of the room. Since the room was pretty big, it wasn't too hard to hide with so much free space around.
After the three shadows saw that Kyou has fallen asleep and knew that there was nothing left to hear or see, they quickly but soundlessly left the room.
Once they were all at least two hallways away from Yuki's room, they finally started talking…
End of Chapter 10
/…../ = Yuki's thoughts
[…..] = Inner Yuki' s thoughts (true feelings)
….. = Kyou's thoughts
(…..) = Kyou's mind (reason)
Chapter Ten
On the hospital bed, laid Yuki bandaged up all over his feminine body. All around him, machines and needles were collected to Yuki's body. Kyou was in shocked of seeing this, choking trying to keep his tears in…
Kyou thought that since Dr. Takahashi said that the surgery went well, Kyou didn't expect to find Yuki like this. Now looking again at Yuki, he just want to pull all those needles and things off of him, because seeing all of it makes Kyou realizes exactly how bad Yuki's condition really is and how much danger Yuki was in.
Kyou looked around the room for a chair, and found one. He quickly grabbed it and placed it right next to the bad. Kyou sat down and hesitantly placed his hand on Yuki's. Then he looked up at Yuki's peaceful, sleeping face, admiring how beautiful his friend really is.
God… Yuki... you're too beautiful for your own good. But I think that you would look a lot better if you were awake right now and smiling at me. Now that I finally get a close look at your face, it looks so soft and nice. I wonder if it feels as nice as it looks.
Kyou got off his seat and stuck his head out of the door quickly to check that no one was coming, then he went back to the back and slowly lowered his hand to Yuki's face. But right before he was going to touch it, he felt his mind trying to reason with him…
But Kyou followed his heart and placed his hand on Yuki's face and then moved his hands upward so he can play with his pretty purplish blue hair.
Just as I thought… Yuki's skin and hair is so soft and nice almost like a girl's.
Kyou's fingers slowly and gently brushed against all the surface of Yuki's face, trying to capture the feel of it in his mind. His fingers then slowly trailed down to Yuki's thin lips, and brushed his fingers over them. Then Kyou wanted to…
He would never know, right? I mean… I want to at least get to do this once so then even if he doesn't return my feelings, I would at least have this. All I have to do is make it quick and no one would find out.
(Are you stupid? Don't do it, it doesn't matter that he is asleep and doesn't know that you're doing, it's still wrong. Don't forget that he doesn't feel the same to you as you to him, even though you don't want to admit it, you know how Yuki feels about Tohru. So don't keep your hopes up.)
Shut up!! What do you know, no matter what, there's still a little chance that he feels the same and until Yuki finally does something that precisely proves to me that he doesn't feel the same way, I'm not going to give up or lose hope. So just be quiet and go away!
Kyou slowly lowered his face to Yuki's, then gently brushed his lips against Yuki's, He was amazed at how good and nice that one little kiss felt. Kyou wondered how amazing it would feel if he kissed Yuki and Yuki returned the kiss.
After that, Kyou sat back down on the chair and laid his head down on the side of Yuki's bed, deciding to take a quick nap. But right before he fell asleep thinking that no one would hear him, slowly losing consciousness, Kyou quickly but quietly whispered...
"Yuki, good night. Sweet dreams… please get through this night... I can't survive without you... please...I love you..."
...even though I know you don't feel the same."
Kyou was so exhausted and tired from everything that happened today, he fell instantly asleep after his confession, so he didn't hear the three loud surprising gasps that filled the quiet room.
Since throughout Kyou's whole time with Yuki, he was so lost in thoughts that he didn't noticed the three shadows that was hiding in one of the far corners of the room. Since the room was pretty big, it wasn't too hard to hide with so much free space around.
After the three shadows saw that Kyou has fallen asleep and knew that there was nothing left to hear or see, they quickly but soundlessly left the room.
Once they were all at least two hallways away from Yuki's room, they finally started talking…
End of Chapter 10