Kill Me Now Chapter 4
Harry Potter Fanfiction
India Kieser
Author's Note: Wow, I am so happy that I got reviews! Yes yes yes! Pine corns to all of you! (that's a good thing).
--This chapter is just James's thoughts.--
Pia O'Leary: I hope her feelings are a bit clearer now. Hahahah. I'm glad you like this story. You've been an awesome all around reviewer!
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James sat in his room, looking in the mirror. His black hair was untidy, his eyes sagging. His glasses made him look old and his figure wasn't as good as it used to be.
Maybe this is why Lily likes Sirius so much......
He touched his hair and tried to pat it down but it kept springing up. He sighed and rubbed his eyes under his glasses. What had she seen in him? Now he seemed so plain and boring compared to Sirius. What had he to show against him? Sirius was strong and smooth. James's ladies man personality had seemed to fade after he had married Lily.
What's the point of marrying then.........
James banged his head on the desk and looked up. He covered his eyes and turned away from the mirror to face his dresser. On the dresser was a picture of him, Lupin, Peter, Sirius, and Lily all together at graduation. Who knew then? No one. He looked at Lily, then at Sirius.
Feelings overwhelmed him. It was so obvious. They were together. They loved each other. James shook his head and clutched the sides of his head angrily. Why would Lily do that?? She was acting like a complete whore!
No.....no......Lily is not like that.
He kept denying it. How long could he deny it though?
It's coming......you'll know soon.....
No. Lily wouldn't do that.
Oh stop pretending. You know very well.....
No. No I don't!
But hard as he tried, he did know. He knew. He couldn't ignore it. He couldn't stop it. But he had to try. He had to stop her.
Downstairs, Harry began to cry, and Lily came through the door.
And an unbearable anger was burning deep in James's chest.