Kill Me Now Chapter 6

Harry Potter Fanfiction

India Kieser

Author's Note: I've been really happy with this story so far. I'm really glad that I was able to get it down onto fanfiction. Please review as much as you can. Thank you.
Lily's eyes were wide and she was breathing hard. She looked at James with terror in her eyes.

"Lily........you......WHORE!" James yelled. He ran at her and slapped her cheek forcefully. Lily screamed and fell back.

"JAMES STOP!" she yelled. "STOP! PLEASE!"

"LILY WHEN WILL YOU GROW UP??" James yelled so loudly that Lily felt her chest vibrate. "YOU'RE SUCH A LITTLE WHORE CHILD!"

"James, how can you SAY that??" Lily tried to yell back but her voice was fading and getting quieter as she realized how furious James really was. His eyes were burning red and his nose flared. His hands were fists of rage, and everything around seemed to vibrate with anger.

"LILY, YOU'VE GONE TOO FAR!" James screamed. "DID YOU THINK I'D CHASE AFTER YOU FOREVER?? JUST LIKE WHEN WE WERE AT HOGWARTS?? YOU WERE SO WRONG."

"No...no...James, I didn't think you'd do that........of course not..."

"ARE YOU BEGGING NOW??" James held his hand up to slap her, bt Lily screeched and held it back.

"NO JAMES, PLEASE."

"LOOK AT YOURSELF!!" he yelled. "LOOK!! YOU LOOK LIKE A SLUT!"

"Please....stop..."

"NO! YOU'VE GONE SO FAR THIS TIME, AND ALL THIS ANGER I'M LETTING OUT I'VE KEPT INSIDE TOO LONG."

"James, you won't even let me EXPLAIN!"

"THERE'S NOTHING TO EXPLAIN. I SAW IT ALL."

Lily huddled up against the backboard of the bed, shivering. James kicked the bed and Lily fell off. She got up quickly, gathering the sheets around her nightgown.

"James, you don't have the RIGHT to call me that!" she tried to be stronger, but James's anger was floating in the air.

"I DO!" he screamed. "AND LET ME TELL YOU WHY. BECAUSE AT HOGWARTS, YOU DID THE SAME THING! YOU WERE ALWAYS SLEEPING WITH EVERY GUY YOU COULD TOUCH."

"That's NOT TRUE..." Lily started, but James interrupted her.

"OH YES IT IS." He yelled. "EVEN IF A GUY BRUSHED YOU, YOU'D BE ALL OVER HIM. WHY DID I LOVE YOU??? WHY??"

James turned around and kept repeating it, throwing his hands in the air. He was more talking to himself. Lily slowly walked over to comfort him. James was muttering and mumbling.

"Why?? Why??" He turned around abruptly and grabbed Lily by the neck. Lily gasped and felt her throat tighten. She tried to breathe but couldn't. "WHY DID I MARRY YOU?? I LOVED YOU SO MUCH, BUT YOU NEVER SAW THAT."

Lily bit his hand and James let go with a scream. Lily was gasping for breath.

"DIDN'T YOU LOVE ME BACK??"

Lily tried to nod but it was too hard.

"NO??? THEN WHY DID YOU SAY YES WHEN I ASKED??"

Lily took a breath, clutching her throat.

"You almost KILLED ME!" she yelled with a strain to her voice.

"WHY WERE YOU SLEEPING WITH HIM?? YOU HAVE A SON AND A HUSBAND!!"

"I DIDN'T FORGET THAT JAMES POTTER."

"I SHOULD HOPE NOT. I WORKED FOR THIS."

Lily walked briskly up to him and punched him.

"Shut up. How dare you talk about YOU working. I worked too." Lily glared at him. James was staring at her, fury in his eyes. "I've done so much." She continued. "And you won't even let me tell my part of the story. You won't. You bastard. You abused me...."

She turned around and walked to the window. She looked out.

"Besides....." she said. "Sirius has given me more love then you ever have."

James looked at her abruptly. He felt his forehead sweating, his chest pulsing. His eyes were full of pain and hatred. They were icy cold and his hands began to shake. Lily frowned.

"It's true." She said sharply, glad she was getting to him. "You never have." Lily looked back out and was glad she was finally telling him off after waiting for so long. She turned back, but James was shaking violently while walking out of the room downstairs. Lily walked to the staircase and watched him bring Harry up, and set him in his crib. James was still shaking, and now his mouth hung open and he drooled as he set Harry down in the crib.

"James, you sick freak, what are you doing?"

James turned and pointed into the crib at Harry who began crying.

"That." He said. Lily frowned.

"What?"

"Our baby. This is what our 'love' made. Do you want our love to be dead? Because then he will be dead too."

"JAMES!" Lily tried to run over to the crib, but James stopped her. Harry cried more loudly, since Lily was scared again. James smiled, but it was malicious. Lily glared, but terror was in her eyes.

"James Potter, what are you........"

"TOO FAR THIS TIME LILY." James yelled. "TOO FAR."

"JAMES!" Lily dived for Harry and picked him out os his crib. She clutched him.

"STOP!" she yelled. "STOP YELLING!"

James whipped his wand out of his pocket and pointed it at her.

"ENOUGH IS ENOUGH." He yelled. The smile spread across his face again. Lily's eyes grew wide.

"JAMES NOOOOOO..."

"Avada Kedavra."

A piercing scream erupted through the night, and a green light glowed on Harry's crib eerily.