:::i do not own Miriallia or Tolle... althoght sometimes i wish i do...this was originally a songfic but i took out teh song part cuz i wanst getting any feedack except for one person and i m grateful to them!!! thank you Bonnie McCallister for your review!!! and Merry Christmas to all u cool people that read my story and to everyone else!!! have a great holiday!!!

"Tolle why did you have to leave me?

We could've had a life together.

We were supposed to be happy.

I can't take it anymore, you left me!

How am I supposed to forgive you for that?

We were supposed to be lovers.

Every time I think I see your face it's all in my head,

Even my pleasant dreams are plagued with your face,

You're haunting me Tolle.

Please just let me go.

Let me be happy again,

Oh god please send him back to me.

I can't live without you Tolle.

You know that I can't stand being alone.

I don't want to cry anymore.

Can only be another sing

I cannot keep what isn't mine

You don't belong to me anymore Tolle.

You're on your own now,

I'll never see your smiling face again.

I love you Tolle.

"Mir?" A familiar voice called to Milly. Mir turned around slowly only to find a shadow.

"Milly get a hold of yourself, he's gone." Mir told herself.

"Milly, turn around." The voice said again.

"Oh great now the voice is telling me what to do." Milly turned around to see TOLLE!

"Tolle it's you it's really you!" Miri screamed while jumping into Tolle's loving arms.

"It's ok now Milly I came here to see you." Tolle cooed while running his fingers through Mir's short redish-brown hair.

"I thought you were dead! Don't ever do that ag- Tolle put a finger over Mir's lips and Spoke.

"Mir I am dead, but you, you are very much alive."

With that, Tolle placed his lips over hers in a breath-taking kiss. Miriallia melted into Tolle's arms as they kissed. Tolle slowly broke away and closed his eyes.

"I'm sorry Miriallia but I can't stay here with you." Mir felt the tears stinging her eyes threatening to pour out.

"Why?" Was all that Mir could muster.

Tolle opened his eyes and smiled the same warm smile he always smiled when he was still alive, and the same smile he looks down on Mir with.

"This is the last time I'll ever get to see you Milly, but just remember I'll always be with, no matter where you go." Tolle said and then leaned down and gently Kissed Mir's forhead. "

I want you to live happily Mere, I'll always be with you." After he said that, Tolle slowly started to disappear.

"No Tolle, don't go! Don't leave me again!"

Mere broke down crying as Tolle faded away.

"I'll always love you…Miriallia Haww…"

I love you Tolle Koenig!

I'll never forget you!

I'll see you in my dreams!"

Mir put a smile on her face when she saw a shadow,

It wasn't her shadow

But the shadow of Tolle Koenig, the one she loves…

Arriving too late
And leaving too soon

"Never leave my side Tolle, and I'll never leave yours.

You'll forever have a place in my heart, and you'll always be there I know…

But in reality…

It's only your shadow."