A/N: so, how'd you like it so far??? Anyways.... Here's my update.... Oh yeah, this chapter is a song fic....
Disclaimer: I do not own the characters... and the song...
Chapter 10: Iris
Chandler can't believe what Monica had just said. He felt tears streaming down her face. He loves Monica so much, but for him, she loves Richard, but a part of him knows that she loves him, but he was hurt.
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll Ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
Chandler was walking alone in Central Park. He doesn't know where to go or what to do next. Instead, he decided to go home, he sat on the couch, a beer on his hand.
Flashback
Chandler: Okay! Okay! Okay! You win! You win!! I can't have sex with ya!
Phoebe: And why not?!
Chandler: Because I'm in love with Monica!!
Phoebe: You're-you're what?!
(Monica comes out of the bathroom like a bolt, and Rachel and Joey both enter.)
Chandler: Love her! That's right, I...LOVE...HER!!! I love her!! (They walk together and hug.) I love you, Monica.
Monica: I love you too Chandler. (They kiss.)
Phoebe: I just—I thought you guys were doing it, I didn't know you were in love!
End of flashback
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
Chandler stared at Monica's picture in the living room
"I can't loose her again" he said to himself
Still at the funeral.....
"Riley, where's your dad?" Monica asked Riley
"I don't know, momma. He just left me with uncle Woss when you wew saying in fwont saying goodbye to Wichawd! Then he nevew come back"
"Oh my God!" Monica cried hysterically, realizing why Chandler left
"Why Momma?" Riley asked with concern in her eyes
And I don't want the world to see me
'cause I don't think that they'd
Understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Ross and Rachel came up to Monica as they heard her cry.
"Mon, shhh, its okay, Richard will always love you" Ross said, comforting his sister
"Momma, tell me what's wong!!!" Riley begged, Monica didn't answer
"Monica, it'll be okay" Rachel said to comfort her best friend...
"It's not about Richard. I just can't lose Chandler again.
"What did he do now??" Ross asked angrily
"He left while I was saying the Eulogy"
"Oh my God" Rachel said, realizing what Monica said in the eulogy
"I know" Monica cried
And you can't fight the tears that ain't
Coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
'cause I don't think that they'd
Understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
Iris-Goo Goo Dolls
A/N: sighs