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Sam sat in front of the window in the guest bedroom where she stayed. It was a dark night and the moon was low enough for her to see. She smiled at the peaceful sky and touched her stomach. She was beginning to show and she felt the baby kick, bring tears to her eyes.
She was so glad to become a mother, she never realized that something so big was missing from her life till it happened. She was grateful to Sonny for making this child with her but she lately she's spent a lot of time thinking, realizing she didn't need Sonny's love, she didn't need him. They would never have a life together and that was a relief but she couldn't understand why.
The whole Penthouse was quite and dim. She heard the front door open and knew Jason was home, she smiled. Another thing that confused her, why Jason coming home made her feel happy, happy to know he was safe.
" Hey." Jason said from the frame of her door. Sam looked away from the window and at him, it was dark but she saw his eyes.
" Hey. What's going on?" Sam asked as she turned in her seat, facing him. She felt something in her chest, a heavy fluttering feeling. What was going on? She wondered as she continued to look at Jason with the dim light of the moon and the hallway light.
" I just wanted to make sure you're ok before I leave." Jason explained.
" You're leaving again?" Sam asked, hearing the distress in her own voice. She was taken back by it, the twinge of pain she felt of the thought he get hurt.
" I have some business to take care of. I'll be back later." Jason said to reinsure her. He saw her face clearly, the worry lines that appeared. He was glad to know she cared but he knew it wasn't good for the baby for her to worry.
Sam looked down at her lap, seeing her little belly where her baby grew. She realized she didn't want the baby to grow up without Jason. She wanted him in the baby's and her life.
" Just be careful Jason." Sam said, continuing to look down.
Jason felt a ping of guilt deep in his heart. He hated when someone worried about him because that meant they cared. It hit him, Sam cares. That froze him, he couldn't move, that realization was a little frightening because he never thought in a million years that Samantha McCall would care about him because she was in love with Sonny and she disliked Jason, right?
" You care." Jason said.
" Well yeah. Of curse I care about you. Do you really think I would've agreed to stay with you and we rise this baby together if I didn't care and trust you?" Sam explained as she without thinking about it, stood from her seat and walked up to him.
I could lose my heart tonight
If you don't turn and walk away
'Cause the way I feel I might
Lose control and let you stay
'Cause I could take you in my arms
And never let go
" We agreed to this because there wasn't many other options." Jason pointed out. Sam was making him nervous, nothing made him nervous.
" Jason I'm not a little kid, I run my own life. I could've left or I could've told the truth but I wanted this." Sam explained as she locked eyes with Jason.
I could fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you
" You wanted what?" Jason asked in just above a whisper.
Sam laughed nervously. No turning back, she thought. " Did you ever wonder why before the baby when we were around each other I just told you everything I could in that small time?" she asked.
" I just figured you liked to talk." Jason answered.
" Not to everyone. You were really annoying and I hated how you treated me like just a job but you listened and I liked that. Like turned into trust and the thought of rising a child with you didn't seem so bad. It sounded nice so I said yes. And during these past days I've really started to like you, not what you do for me, who you are." Sam explained. She felt like a dork for admitting all of this to him because now it would change everything.
She couldn't lose Jason, she just hoped he wasn't too freaked out about what she told him. She waited fro him to say something. He was thinking of what she said but he didn't show anything hint to what he thought about it.
" I like you too." Jason said.
I could only wonder how
Touching you would make me feel
But if I take that chance right now
Tomorrow will you want me still?
So I should keep this to myself
And never let you know
" Really?" Sam asked with joy in her voice. She felt like a little kid that just found out she could get a dog. She looked into Jason's blue eyes, she loved his eyes.
Jason smiled at her and said. " Really." it was such a different moment for him. He couldn't remember the last time everything just felt right and he wasn't worried. He didn't think about it too long, he did what he felt. He run his fingers down the side of her face.
I could fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you
Sam closed her eyes for second to his touch. They looked into each others eyes, asking a different million questions and both wondered if this was the right thing to do. Jason brought his hand to the nape of her neck and pulled her closer till their lips finally touched.
And I know it's not right
And I guess I should try to do what I should do
But I could fall in love
Fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you
Their lips touched, a new electrifying feeling surged through their bodies. As if asking for permission their lips waited on top of one another's for was seemed like eternity before they finally explored each others moths, tasting every inch.
So I should keep this to myself
And never let you know
Sam brought her arms around his neck, pulling him closer. Jason's arms went around her waist. Their mouth surged with desire but not for just sex, just for each other. A time together to grow together.
I could fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you
I could fall in love
I could fall in love
With you...
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AN: What did you think? I liked it because it doesn't seem too far fetched. I could see this happening on GH. I didn't want it to be about ever lasting love because they haven't reached that point, that takes time so I wrote something I could see happening soon. A girl can hope: )
Thanks
Isabelle
Song:Selena- I could fall in love