gracias for the reviews i have chapter 4 written i just have to get it typed and i'm working on chapter 5 and they will be up as soon as possible.

Friday Blues

On the drive to work that morning she decides to tell Sango her decision.

"I've finally decide. I'm going to go up to his office first thing this morning and talk to him."

"I'm glad you're going so you can put the past behind you."

"I'm nervous. What if he's mad that I didn't come sooner? What if he turns me away or if he doesn't want anything to do with Sakura."

"Stop with the what if's your just psyching your self out. I know he hurt you, but if he has been looking for you why would he turn you away?"

They got to work and Kagome went to her desk, with a good luck from Sango, and dropped her stuff off. She knocked on Inuyasha door and told him she was heading up to sesshomaru office. He told her it would all be fine and that she shouldn't be so nervous.

"I know everything will be ok so I'll see you in a little while."

She went up to the top floor and walked to his secretary's desk." I need to see sesshomaru please."

"Do you have an appointment?" the woman asked in a very stuck-up manner.

"Well no I didn't know I needed to have one."

"Without an appointment you can't see him. He is a very busy man and doesn't have time for nonsense."

"Look it's important that I speak with him."

"And I said not without an appointment."

Kagome gave up and stormed passed the woman and down the hall leading to his office.

The woman at the front desk called down to the security guards before hurrying after Kagome to try and stop her.

Kagome paused at the door for a moment before opening the door quickly and closing it in his secretary's face and locking it.

"I thought I told her no visitors without an appointment, insolent little twit. Well who are you and what do you want."

"I hope you don't fire her I insisted on coming down here. Didn't think I would need an appointment to come talk to you." She pulled a blueberry sucker out of her pocket hoping to for it to help her stay calm.

He turned around to face her.

"You still have that annoying habit."

"Yea some things are hard to break." There was a pause for a moment before Kagome spoke again. "It's been a while how have you been?" as she said this she looked at every thing but him refusing to make eye contact.

"Kagome," he spoke, "look at me. "Slowly she moved he eyes to his. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have left you like I did. It was wrong, believe me I know I regret it every day. It wasn't that I didn't want to take care of you both, I just wasn't sure how I was going to be able to and make enough in a job so that you wouldn't have to work if you choose not to."

"I didn't need you to make a ton of money. I never cared about all that. And it was never that you left that upset me. It was the fact that you left without saying anything to me and you wrote it in a letter instead. May times of course I thought that maybe if I didn't have the baby you would want me back, and that she was the reason you left because you didn't want her.."

He moved from his desk till he was kneeling in front of her.

"Don't ever think that. Of course I wanted her. The moment I found out I was becoming president I began looking for you. It took all my worries away of not being able to care for you."

"But I didn't care about all that."

"But I did. You mean the world to me and that's why I put it into a letter, it would have been too hard to tell you to your face I couldn't have stood to watch you cry. Please forgive me. I don't deserve it but please I don't want you to hate me."

"I forgive you and I could never hate you."

She pushed herself out of the chair and into his arms knocking them both down.

The door suddenly rattled before it came crashing down. Sesshomaru jerked them both up and out of the way just before the door fell on them and a few armed guards came in.

"Sir we were informed that a crazed woman forced her self into your office and locked the door with intentions of harming you."

His secretary exclaims, "That's her right there."

The guards made their move to try and arrest Kagome but were stopped by..." leave her alone. Everything is fine."

"But sir."

"Everything is fine return to your stations."

"yes sir."

"from now on sara she is no to be questioned when she comes up here."

"well I have to get back down stairs. I've been away from my desk for long enough."

"kagome, I will see you at 12 for lunch."

"alright see you then." She smiled and headed back downstairs.

When she got down there Inuyasha had just placed something on her desk and kikyo was waiting for him so they could leave.

"so how did it go," inuyasha asked her.

"it was good. I had a lot of my questions answered."

"good," kikyo said, "im glad you got it worked out."

"talk about bossy though. He basically ordered me to have lunch with him. I didn't argue but he could have at least asked me first."

"he has gotten a bit more bossy over the past few years."

"well im going to get caught up with my work now. See ya later and have a good time."

"bye kagome."

"well better get this work done because who knows when I am going to get back from lunch." She said to herself after they left.

A few hours later...

"are you ready to go?"

"its 12 already. I didn't even realize it, but yes im ready."

They went down to his car and he drove to one of the fanciest restaurants in town.

"you know im not dressed for a place like this."

"it doesn't matter."

"not much bothers you does it?"

"not anymore."

"oh here I brought you a picture of sakura. That's what I named her because I saw the first sakura blossom of the year right before I went into the hospital. The picture is about a month old but it's the most recent that I have."

"she beautiful. Your eyes, nose and that beautiful trade mark smile. I don't know if your ready or not but I would like to see her."

"I'll bring her to the park up the street."

"why not at your home she may be more comfortable there."

"she is like her father she likes to be outside most of the time. its where she feels safest. Besides I don't want you to come there."

"alright I wont push it any further."

An hour later they were headed back to the office.

"I'll see yo later." She leaned up and kissed his cheek. "thank you." Was all she said before leaving.

He called out to her "don't let him work you to hard."

"don't worry I wont."

She watched as the elevator doors closed and he headed up stairs.

"so kagome, have a good time?"

she jumped when inuyasha said that.

"jerk you did that on purpose. Yea I did have a good time. He's going to meet sakura tonight.'

"that's going to be interesting how do you think she will take it?"

"I don't know. Ive never said anything to her about him and shes never asked. Well I better finish any work I have left."

"ok"

the rest of the day passed quickly. Kagome and sango headed home. When they got there kagome got herself and sakura ready to go to the park.

"ok sango I'm heading out now wish us luck."

"have a good time and good luck."

When they got into the car sakura asked. "mommy where are we going?"

"were going to meet a friend of mine. He wants to meet you."

"who?"

"someone from my work."

"oh.... You still want me right mommy. Your not going to give me away are you?"

"sweetheart I would never give you away. You're my little girl. I love you to much."

"mommy why do you get sad sometimes when you look at me?"

"just thinking about your father and how much he missed on not seeing you growing up."

"oh."

"ok were here."

She looked around for a moment before taking sakura out of her car seat. A few moments later his car pulled up beside hers. He looked around and saw kagome putting something down on the bench and then walk over to the swings to push sakura. She spotted him and motioned for him to walk over to them.

"sakura can you come here for a minute. I want you to meet someone. He's the friend I was telling you about on the way here."

"mommy he's got hair and eyes like mine."

"sweety ive got something to tell you about him. He's your father."

Sakura took a moment to think about what she had just been told. Before whispering something in her mothers ear. he watched them for a moment and saw kagome nod to what ever sakura had asked and was almost knocked over when a squealing little girl ran into him trying her best to hug him. At that moment he did something he hadn't done in a very long time. He hugged sakura back. When he stood up she took his hadn and with an amazing amount of strength pulled him towards the swings. "daddy push me."

"well sesshy-chan," kagome said with the pet name (excuse the pun) she came up for him long ago "I think someone is quite taken with you. Two minutes and shes already got you wrapped around her finger."

"oh be quiet."

Kagome took out her camera and started taking pictures of them together. About thirty minutes later sesshomaru noticed sakura started to get sleepy and picked her up and carried her back to the bench and sat next to kagome.

"someone's a little sleep."

"I am not mommy. I wanna go (yawn) play some more."

"how about you can play tomorrow."

"I think your mother is right. How about you rest now and we can play all you want tomorrow."

he never got a response because she fell asleep before she could respond.

Kagome picked up the bag she brought.

"here I know its not the same as having been there but here are videos and pictures of the past three years. well I need to get her home and to bed so that you can live up to that promise tomorrow and not have a grouchy entergetic little girl."

"can I keep you both?"

"huh.."

"kagome come live with me. I don't want you to leave me. I don't want to be apart from you ever again."

"I cant at least not yet." She gathered sakura's things and they walked back to their cars. "well I'll see you tomorrow. Say around 10 here."

"alright I will see you then."

She kissed him lightly to where it seemed like it was just his imagination. "good night"

"good night kagome. Sweet dreams."

She got into her car and drove off and a few moments later he followed with the thoughts. "I will know why she doesn't want me to see where she lives."

okie dokie another chapter done. yes i kow it seems like she forgave him way too quick. please review