Note: These were Shido's musings about his special someone.
Disclaimer: Getbackers is not mine!
Are you sure you want to know who I am?
I am the beast master... the scary beast master, an animal trainer whose life was involved to animals and considered them as best friends.
The one who has no stable abode...The one who frights people...
The one who had always been the bad guy...
SHIDO FUYUKI
Yes, I know.
I am daunting.
No one accepted me wholly for who I am.
My main beliefs led me to detachment
I thought no one could ever change that.
I thought no one would understand me.
I thought no one would love me...
But I was wrong. There was one who did...
She was the first to touch my heart. She was the reason why my feelings gradually changed.
She showed me everything I have never seen before. She showed me the light. She gave me everything I needed... She gave me LOVE...
It's the first time I've felt LOVE.
I love her... VERY MUCH! And I'll do anything just for her happiness, just for her protection, just for the sake of being always with her...
But at first, I was doubtful. I didn't want to experience rejection ... stupid
me, she let me live in her house and for that, we had always been together. Still I wasn't able to express it to her.
Nevertheless, something helped me.
Her music... is so enlightening. Every time she plays the violin, I could feel her joy... I could feel her sadness... I could feel her pain... the pain of the unsighted. It's like she's telling me she needed someone who would defend and love her.
The violin's beautiful harmony made me realize how far we have gone through.
And so I told her what I feel... My lips were trembling that moment. I was so blissful when she touched my face and said, "Shido, you don't have to fear because I feel the same way. I love you."
It was a delightful experience. I kissed her red lips. For a moment. Her face was blushing.
Her eyes, though they could not see, were expressing a deep gratitude.
Now I know how to care about the people around me. I know how to love. And I'm proud to have an angel in my life.
Thank you, Madoka.
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