I ran back to my house. My dad would come home from work tonight. I know he would, this is just some sick joke from Freddy. I got up and put in my favorite cd. 'Clear hearts and Grey Flowers' I love the band Jack off Jill (a/n yes that is a real band and thats really the cd and the songs im gonna use are really by them --) I put it onto my favorite song Star no Star then I began looking at my walls. They were covered of pictures of Orlando Bloom, Johnny Depp and Tom Felton. I thought they were sexy. Once the words started in the song then I sang along with them.
"I cannot distance myself
You were the one who believed
that only half of a girl
half more then you could decevie
I watch your face on tv
All that i am turns to fear
When you're the boy that I want
I will be waiting right here
I don't know what to belive
Sew up the sore make it fake
When you're the boy that I want
I'll be the girl that you hate.
you end up dead in the end
Star No star
You end up right here my friend
star no star
we end up dead in the end
star no star
we end up right here my friend
star no star
I can not distance myself
You were the one who believed
that only half of a girl
half you but never half me
I see your face on the street
Burnt hands but features so clear
When I'm the girl that you want
I will be waiting right here
I don't know what to believe
peel all the scars from our way
When you're the boy that I want
we will have one perfect day
you end up dead in the end
Star No star
You end up right here my friend
star no star
we end up dead in the end
star no star
we end up right here my friend
star no star
I am so distant myself
I guess I never believed
that you could take it away
and I'd have no time to grieve
I don't believe in TV
I don't believe in the fear
When you are searching for stars
You will be looking right here
you end up dead in the end
Star No star
you end up right here my friend
star no star
we end up dead in the end
star no star
we end up right here my friend
STAR NO STAR
we end up right here my friend
STAR NO STAR
we end up right here my friend
STAR NO STAR
we end up right here my friend
STAR NO STAR"
The song ended, and my other favorite song I sung at a kareoke came on.
"I can change I can cut it open
Look at me the way you did before
I can change
diagnose the symptom
buy the anecdote but not the cure
Hold me under
cut away this empty
Hold me under
change the way I feel about you
I can change
I'll correct the defect
repair the injury called you and me
I can change
I'll surrender to it
I can suffer with the best of them
Hold me under
cut away this empty
Hold me under
change the way I feel about you
I can't change
I'll replace the decay
make you second guess your everyday
I can't change
I'll survey the damage
Kill the narcissist with his reflection
until tomorrow
Hold me under
cut away this empty
Hold me under
change the way I feel about you
Hold me under
cut away this empty
Hold me under
change the way I feel about you
until tomorrow
Then the song I used to sing to Freddy came on.
When I am queen sweet girl scout's face
and not a one will fall from grace
if all their hearts I could replace
But until then I'll have to
drown drown drown myself
drown drown drown myself
drown drown drown myself DROWN
When I am queen on royal throne
made out of parts of broken bones
of all the devils I have known
that sucked the angels dry
When I am queen I'll have my way
I'll make it drowning dollie day
and all the tears that we have cried
will suck back in our eyes
drown drown drown myself
drown drown drown myself
drown drown drown myself DROWN
Hush baby hush baby hush baby go to sleep
hush baby hush baby hush baby
I'll make it BE
When I am queen I will not wait
my body type will still be great
I will not leave it up to fate
because I hate you too
When I am queen they all will see
The patron Saint of Self Injury
the glitter sores will heal themselves
I'll play the part of someone else
drown drown drown myself
drown drown drown myself
drown drown drown myself
DROWN"
Freddy sang the last chorus. He walked in my room and held me close. "I'm always here for you, Leni, you know that right?"
"Yeah and Ditto, I love you Fred."
"I love you too, Leni"
SoRrY for not updating in so long I was hanging out with my friend who i havent seen in like a year. And then i had to go clothes shopping with my sister....I H8 SHOPPING!!!! and worse of all she took me to delia's 0o i thought i was gonan die...
ok anyway moving on.I might not update 2marrow bc Im going somewhere the god damn ppl wont tell me o.o
Umm if u have anymore questions about the story or you just wanna talk u can im me on - who8mybluecrayon or pRiNcEsS LoLlY x
or u kan email me
HOPE YA LIKED CHAPTER 3..and plz reveiw.
Oh and a special thanx to sarahlou who told me to post it and to Wyverna for helping me.WHOOT WHOOT!