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This chapter is going to be longer. I PROMISE! Disclaimer-don't own Sailor Moon, or 'if the shoe fits' ********************************************************************** (It's been about a month) Dear Diary,
Today is possibly the happiest in my life! Seiya told me that he loved me. We were taking a walk outside of Shields, and we stopped ontop of this bridge. And then he looked me straight in the eyes and said, "I love you Serena. I just want you to know that." And then the whole walk back he said nothing more. I kind of feel bad. You know, because I could not say, "I love you back" back to him. But he didn't seem angry. Calm and collected. That's Seiya. In all of the time I've known him he's never gotten angry. I wish it would be that easy to control MY emotions. I wish that I could just stop feeling how I feel about Darien, that I could just cut that part of him out of my heart. Okay, let's try and use some different phrasing there. That sounds kind of morbid. But I wish that I could just forget about him. AND Reason number two is that Amara (one of Darien's advisors) asked if I would become the lead model of Shields' summer line. I signed a contract that states that I will have to be here for at least the simmer line, and then they would figure things out past that. Amara was really nice about it. She was all kind and considerate, and not pushy at all. We went out to lunch. She manages to keep this girlish tomboy look that looks awesome on her. She should be a model herself. I asked her why not, and she said that it got old after a while. I don't care though. Modeling seems like an ideal job. I start work tomorrow. I haven't talked to Amy for a while. I can't wait to tell her the good news. I just hope that she won't blow up at me like last time.
Love, Serena
Dear Diary,
Modeling IS the best. And the people I work with aren't all that bad. Michelle turns out to be one of Amara's old modeling buddies who stuck in the game. She has this short wavy aqua marine hair and a breezy voice and tall slim figure that I would kill to have. Her signature color is likewise aqua. Rei is kind of a bitch sometimes, but that is mostly for show. She wants people to think of her as this tuff men hating person although she's not really. She is like the prefect Asian type model. Long black straight hair, with bangs, snowy white skin. Her signature color is red. Lita-hair is a rich reddish brunette. She is very caring, and seems like the motherly type. She is great at all the home ec stuff I failed at (Pancakes galore! Get them any way you want it! Burnt to a crisp, Chewy centers slimy film coatings! They melt disgustingly in your mouth!) She would be the perfect wife. Food at sewing and cooking. She makes all the treats at the shows. The first day I hate a ton, and then Rei (who was on one of his mean streaks) said that if I didn't watch it I was going to put on the pounds. I'm not getting fat I told her. And Lita just smiled and said that she had seen Rei slipping some into her purse, and also that I had nothing to worry about. Sigh. She's so nice! I want to be just like her. Her signature color is Green. Mina-She's kind of one of those blonde ditzes but she is nice. Sometimes I just want to laugh at how empty headed she can be sometimes. Mina was one of those little rich daddy's girls who never knew that money was not something that you could just throw away. Her dad went broke one day and she had to survive on her own. Shields found her one day, and that's how she started to live in the real world. Very bubbly personality that guys seem to love. She has no real signature color. She wears all the color of the rainbow, but the color she wears most often is orange. I already know though, that I hate Beryl. She's the only real bitch in the group. The bad thing is though guys love her. She is tall, rich red curls, green eyes, and huge breasts. Probably all of my model friends combined! She has the personality of a venomous snake. But around men she is all sugar and honey. It sickens me that they do not see her true nature. She tried to flirt with Seiya too! Her signature color is purple. You know how purple was the color of royalty? Well I think she chose it because she thinks of herself as a queen. Frankly the mere sight of her is revolting. As for me? I have yet to decide my signature color. Amara says that it has to be unique, look good on me, and most importantly the color has to fit my personality. I like white, pink, and gold. So many color to decide.
Amy was as I had predicted not very happy with me. I think it might be because she's jealous of my success. I know what I should do! I should take her to that same beauty salon and have Pierre (was that it) work on her. If they could make me look good, Amy will look even better. I am sure of that! And then I will pull some strings and then Amy will be a model at Shields too! I know Amy, she loves attention. She will be on cloud nine.
I am absolutely sure that Darien is avoiding me. I thought it was odd that he always came early in the morning, and left late at night, but I thought that it was because he was just really dedicated to his work. But today he came down the steps to where me and the rest of my new friends were looking at plans for the show looked in my direction and turned straight around and went up back the stairs. This really hurt, you know. I can't see why he is avoiding me! I just want to get the truth!
Love, Serena
Dear Diary,
Don't have much time to write, Seiya will be picking me up soon to go to a movie. I scheduled an appointment to see Darien for tomorrow. He won't know about it till it's too late and then he won't be able to hide from me (well, not hide, he isn't the type the is the coward-he's prefect of course!). And then I will finally get some answers. Ahhhhhhh! Why am I doing this? I like Seiya. So there! Breathe Serena. Calm down. Your meeting with Darien will just be strictly business. As an employee you have to able to deal with your boss right?
TTFN! (Ta Ta for now-Mina has been rubbing off on me) Sieya is here!
Love, Serena
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This chapters done. I hope they are getting longer! Can't you just not wait for the confrontation scene? That's next chapter!
Ideas? Like what you read? Hate it? Flames are accepted. But don't be too harsh. I AM trying. Anyways-review!
Snow_pheonix
This chapter is going to be longer. I PROMISE! Disclaimer-don't own Sailor Moon, or 'if the shoe fits' ********************************************************************** (It's been about a month) Dear Diary,
Today is possibly the happiest in my life! Seiya told me that he loved me. We were taking a walk outside of Shields, and we stopped ontop of this bridge. And then he looked me straight in the eyes and said, "I love you Serena. I just want you to know that." And then the whole walk back he said nothing more. I kind of feel bad. You know, because I could not say, "I love you back" back to him. But he didn't seem angry. Calm and collected. That's Seiya. In all of the time I've known him he's never gotten angry. I wish it would be that easy to control MY emotions. I wish that I could just stop feeling how I feel about Darien, that I could just cut that part of him out of my heart. Okay, let's try and use some different phrasing there. That sounds kind of morbid. But I wish that I could just forget about him. AND Reason number two is that Amara (one of Darien's advisors) asked if I would become the lead model of Shields' summer line. I signed a contract that states that I will have to be here for at least the simmer line, and then they would figure things out past that. Amara was really nice about it. She was all kind and considerate, and not pushy at all. We went out to lunch. She manages to keep this girlish tomboy look that looks awesome on her. She should be a model herself. I asked her why not, and she said that it got old after a while. I don't care though. Modeling seems like an ideal job. I start work tomorrow. I haven't talked to Amy for a while. I can't wait to tell her the good news. I just hope that she won't blow up at me like last time.
Love, Serena
Dear Diary,
Modeling IS the best. And the people I work with aren't all that bad. Michelle turns out to be one of Amara's old modeling buddies who stuck in the game. She has this short wavy aqua marine hair and a breezy voice and tall slim figure that I would kill to have. Her signature color is likewise aqua. Rei is kind of a bitch sometimes, but that is mostly for show. She wants people to think of her as this tuff men hating person although she's not really. She is like the prefect Asian type model. Long black straight hair, with bangs, snowy white skin. Her signature color is red. Lita-hair is a rich reddish brunette. She is very caring, and seems like the motherly type. She is great at all the home ec stuff I failed at (Pancakes galore! Get them any way you want it! Burnt to a crisp, Chewy centers slimy film coatings! They melt disgustingly in your mouth!) She would be the perfect wife. Food at sewing and cooking. She makes all the treats at the shows. The first day I hate a ton, and then Rei (who was on one of his mean streaks) said that if I didn't watch it I was going to put on the pounds. I'm not getting fat I told her. And Lita just smiled and said that she had seen Rei slipping some into her purse, and also that I had nothing to worry about. Sigh. She's so nice! I want to be just like her. Her signature color is Green. Mina-She's kind of one of those blonde ditzes but she is nice. Sometimes I just want to laugh at how empty headed she can be sometimes. Mina was one of those little rich daddy's girls who never knew that money was not something that you could just throw away. Her dad went broke one day and she had to survive on her own. Shields found her one day, and that's how she started to live in the real world. Very bubbly personality that guys seem to love. She has no real signature color. She wears all the color of the rainbow, but the color she wears most often is orange. I already know though, that I hate Beryl. She's the only real bitch in the group. The bad thing is though guys love her. She is tall, rich red curls, green eyes, and huge breasts. Probably all of my model friends combined! She has the personality of a venomous snake. But around men she is all sugar and honey. It sickens me that they do not see her true nature. She tried to flirt with Seiya too! Her signature color is purple. You know how purple was the color of royalty? Well I think she chose it because she thinks of herself as a queen. Frankly the mere sight of her is revolting. As for me? I have yet to decide my signature color. Amara says that it has to be unique, look good on me, and most importantly the color has to fit my personality. I like white, pink, and gold. So many color to decide.
Amy was as I had predicted not very happy with me. I think it might be because she's jealous of my success. I know what I should do! I should take her to that same beauty salon and have Pierre (was that it) work on her. If they could make me look good, Amy will look even better. I am sure of that! And then I will pull some strings and then Amy will be a model at Shields too! I know Amy, she loves attention. She will be on cloud nine.
I am absolutely sure that Darien is avoiding me. I thought it was odd that he always came early in the morning, and left late at night, but I thought that it was because he was just really dedicated to his work. But today he came down the steps to where me and the rest of my new friends were looking at plans for the show looked in my direction and turned straight around and went up back the stairs. This really hurt, you know. I can't see why he is avoiding me! I just want to get the truth!
Love, Serena
Dear Diary,
Don't have much time to write, Seiya will be picking me up soon to go to a movie. I scheduled an appointment to see Darien for tomorrow. He won't know about it till it's too late and then he won't be able to hide from me (well, not hide, he isn't the type the is the coward-he's prefect of course!). And then I will finally get some answers. Ahhhhhhh! Why am I doing this? I like Seiya. So there! Breathe Serena. Calm down. Your meeting with Darien will just be strictly business. As an employee you have to able to deal with your boss right?
TTFN! (Ta Ta for now-Mina has been rubbing off on me) Sieya is here!
Love, Serena
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This chapters done. I hope they are getting longer! Can't you just not wait for the confrontation scene? That's next chapter!
Ideas? Like what you read? Hate it? Flames are accepted. But don't be too harsh. I AM trying. Anyways-review!
Snow_pheonix