Bandpractise
Disclaimer: I don't own Digimon...
Here is the next part. I should learn for my english- exam tomorrow, but right now
I can't concentrate and so I thought that I could write another part.
Bandpractise
Exactly at seven o'clock Matts' doorbell rang.
When he opened the door he came face to face with a grinning Tai.
„Ready?", the brunet boy asked and waited in the doorway.
„Just a moment. I have to write a note for dad. He's not here, but I doubt that he is home when we come back. But I don't want to argue with him when he is here and there is nothing that tells him where I am."
„I see. Hurry up the party's not waiting."
Matt wrote on a piece of paper :~ I'm with Tai at Parkers'. Matt ~
With that the weekend began for the two boys. The only question was if both would enjoy it.
Tai could hear the music which came from Parkers' house.
Parkers' parents spend the weekend with some friends and the boy decided to throw a party. The house was a little remote from the others so that they could turn the music louder than they would do normally and nobody cared.
Matt didn't kept up with Tai and Tai turned around.
„What is it? Are you okay? We can go if you want? We could..", Tai started but Matt interrupted him.
„It's okay, Tai. I'm okay. Was only thinking."
„If you say so... Are you sure?"
„Tai."
„Okay, but when you feel ill then tell me."
„'kay."
They reached the door and Tai wanted to ring the bell when somebody opened the door. It was Parker.
„Hey, cool. You made it. Come in. Have fun", with that he turned around and disappeared into the crowd.
Tai glanzed over at Matt to make sure that he was alright. When he was certain that nothing was wrong he pulled Matt over to some of his friends he knew from soccer practice.
„Tai! Matt!", shouted one member of the small group they were approaching.
„Care for a drink?", the boy didn't wait for an answer he gave Matt and Tai one glass with a clear liquid.
„What's that?", asked Tai and eyed his glass.
„Drink, than you know what it is", grinned another.
„Good", Tai said and raised his glass to meet Matts, who did the same.
Both drank their glasses out and when it reached their throats both grimaced. The small group started to laugh.
„That was.. hard...What was it?", repeated Tai his question.
„I don't know. Parker mixed something and that was the result. You should have seen your face, it was incredible", laughed one.
„I'll never ever take something from you", Tai grinned when he said it.
„I'll remind you, Tai", Matt said after he found his voice again.
They spend some time like that, they talked and joked.
When they decided to split up Tai sat with Matt down on the couch.
„I don't think so, what would you do when..", Matt didn't finished his sentence. He saw three well known figures enter the room.
„Matt? Are you still there?", Tai asked and waved one hand in front of Matts face. When this didn't worked he followed Matts looked. But he didn't see something special, all he saw were Sean, Dean and Kev, but they were nothing special.
Tai turned back to Matt.
„Matt? You okay?"
„I'm feeling ill", was the respond.
„Why didn't you say something? Come on, let's go. You can come to my place. Nobody is home", adept Tai.
Matt didn't noticed it, he was busy thinking how he could avoid his so called friends.
Finally they managed to leave the house without Sean, Dean and Kev noticing.
They walked down the street.
„Better?", asked Tai.
„Hmmm", was all he got.
After only at ten minute walk the reached Tais apartment building.
The lift was defect and they had to walk all the way up to Tais apartment.
Tai unlocked the door and opened it for Matt to enter first.
The blond boy sat down on the couch. He let his head fall back and starred at the ceiling.
Tai closed the door behind him and walked over to sit with his friend.
„Your feeling better now?", he asked once again with concern and worry written all over his face.
„Yes. It was too loud there..."
„The point is that you feel better", Tai said and pulled Matt with one arm to him so that he was sitting in his lap.
„Tai? I..", more Matt couldn't say, 'cause his lips were covered with another pair.
„Tai...", Matt tried again, but Tai didn't let him finish. He covered Matts neck with small kisses.
To Matt it felt so right at the moment to be with Tai like that, but suddenly the events from last night came back into his mind.
Matt couldn't think clearly and he couldn't tell if it was Tai or one of his bandmembers kissing him.
"Tai?", Matt cried.
No answer.
"Tai?"
Again there was nothing.
"Tai!!", Matt raised his voice so that he was nearly screaming.
Tais head snapped up and he let Matt go.
"What?", he asked.
"I.. I have to go... home... Maybe dad is waiting..", Matt stammered. He stood up and started to leave, but a hand grabbed his wrist and pulled him back.
"Tai...", Matt struggled against Tais grip, but the other wouldn't let him go.
"What happened with you? You act so strange since this morning. Did I do something wrong? If so, then tell me. But don't pretended that you are all right, 'cause I see that something bothers you", Tai tried to reach his boyfriend.
Matt stopped his attempt to free himself and looked at Tai.
„T-there is nothing that bothers me. I only have to go home, Okay? C-can I go now?", responded Matt.
Slowly the grip Tai had on his wrist disappeared and he let the blond go.
„I can't force you to say what is wrong with you or what bothers you. But I know that you would feel better if you talk about it", Tai started again.
„Everything is fine", repeated Matt and he stood up and wanted to go.
Tai sat still on the couch and looked after his boyfriend until the door fell shut.
For some time he started at the door through which Matt left the apartment.
„What's wrong...", Tai sighed sadly.
Matt reached his apartment and opened the door. Like he had expected was nobody home to welcome him.
He walked over to the table and took the note he had left. He opened the dustbin and tore the paper into pieces.
Matt knew that he would be alone in the apartment, but he needed and excuse to get away from Tai. The boy didn't want to be hurt more than he already was (mentally).
And he was afraid that he might say something to Tai that he could regret and he didn't want that Tai was involved into the whole story.
Matt lay down on his bed and closed his eyes.
„I'm sorry Tai...really sorry", was all he said before he fell asleep.
Matt woke up in the morning. A noise that came out of the kitchen caught his attention. He looked at his watch and saw that it was already ten.
He stretched and when he was fully awake he stood up and got dressed. He walked into the kitchen and saw that his dad was searching for something in the fridge.
„Morning", Matt said.
His dad looked up and raised an eyebrow: "Morning? Well, is noon. But it's nice that you're awake."
Matt rolled his eyes.
"I have to go to work again. Matt, is there no butter left? I can't find it", the man said.
"There has to be. Look in the left drawer. If there is none we have none. And try not to make a mess, I don't want to have to clean your stuff up."
"Yes, yes. Where did you say? Left? Well, let's see... ah! There it is!", came the happy reply.
Matts' dad made himself a piece of bread and tried to make no mess.
He wanted to go when he stopped dead in his tracks.
"Oh, Matt. I had forgotten to tell you that Tai phoned, but you were still sleeping and I didn't want to wake you up. I told him that he should try it later. So at ten. Okay? I'll see you this evening. Have fun."
"Okay, bye", Matt said and started to make his own breakfast.
He tried to find an excuse for the thing the last night when the phone rang.
"Normally he's too late, but today he had to be exact", Matt sighed .
"Ishida", he picked the phone up.
"Matt? Matt is that you?" it was Tai.
"Yes."
"Good. Oh and good morning. I can't say that it's already noon. Anyway, you slept well?"
"Yes, thanks."
"I only wanted to ask if you want to come over tonight and eat something with me. I'm alone again."
"And who is going to make the meal?"
"I of course. Who else?'
"Oh no! Remember the last time you tried to cook, you nearly burned the kitchen down."
"Hey, I can cook! Really! It was an accident. I couldn't have known that the stove still was so hot when I put the towel on it."
"Well, okay. I'll come, but only to see what you'll burn this time."
"Cool! Let's say at... uhm... eight?"
"Sounds good to me."
"Oh and Matt?"
"Yes"
"You're going to come this time, don't you?"
Matt could feel the knot in his stomach tighten when Tai said this.
"Yeah, sure I will", he said and tried to sound normal. It seemed to work, 'cause Tai didn't want to talk further about last night events.
"Okay, bye Matt."
"Bye, Tai.", Matt said and hung up.
'Why didn't Tai ask what was wrong with me yesterday', Matt thought.
He walked back to the table and sat down.
The breakfast was still untouched and he wanted to bit in it when the phone rang again.
"What now?", Matt asked aloud and rolled his eyes.
He thought that it was Tai again and that he wanted to tell him that he had something forgotten.
The phone rang a few time before Matt picked it up: "Ishida."
"..."
"Hello~o? Nobody there?", he asked
"...", again there was nothing.
Matt got a little angry.
"If you don't want to!", he said when a voice from the other and began to talk.
"You're going to come today?"
"What? Tai? Tai, is that you? That's not funny!", Matt started to get very nervous, because he couldn't place the voice.
"No, I'm not Tai", the voice answered.
"Tai! If it's you..!", Matt couldn't stand it, he was really angry and scared at the same time and he wanted to know to whom he was talking to.
"I just said that I'm not Tai and you can't say that you don't know who I am", responded the voice very calmly.
"No! No, I don't know who you are. Who are you?", Matt asked the owner of the voice.
The owner of the voice now was angry too and his voice got louder: "Listen, Blondie! I think you know very well who I am and I don't think that you're stupid enough to play a game with me!"
"S..Sean?", whispered Matt.
"Bingo! You just got one hundred points...", Matt hung up.
The blond boy started at the phone in disbelief.
He winced when the phone rang again.
With shaking fingers he grabbed for it, but he didn't answer it. It could be Tai on the other end of the line, but it could be someone else and this people would worry about him when he didn't answer. But it could be Sean again or Dean or Kev.
It was a stupid mistake from Matt to pick the phone up.
"Ishida!! Don't you dare to do this again!!! You heard me!! Otherwise something is going to happen!!!", Matts fear was true. It was Sean again.
"What did you just think, Ishida", Sean whispered in a dangerous voice.
"Did you forget that we said that you have to follow our orders. Otherwise we'll pay your little Tai a nice visit. Are you going to hang up again?"
"N...No", whispered Matt.
"Good. Your a good boy, Matt. I asked you this a minute ago, but I'm so kind to repeat my question for you" Are you going to come today?"
"Come...?"
"To practice, idiot! What else? You don't think that we'll stop practice", Sean said.
"Oh.."
"What?! Oh and Blondie, before you answer think good about what you are going to say. The nights can be lonely without a good friend", Matt understood what Sean wanted to tell him.
Matt had no other choice, if he wanted to protect Tai.
"Yes."
"Yes, what?"
"Yes, yes I'll come", Matt had to force the words out of his mouth.
"Very good. Be there at half past four. We're waiting", Sean said the last sentence with a very strange tone in his voice you could understand a lust.
A shiver ran down Matts spine when Sean hung up.
Matt hung up as well.
He let himself sink down at the wall. He didn't want to go back, but he had no choice.
'Only some hours, only some hours. Maybe they meant it when he said they wanted to practice...yeah, sure...god, Ishida, get a hold of yourself.... Shit! They have me where they wanted me to have for far too long and I didn't noticed it. Idiot! Typical, I'm always the one who notice thing last. Idiot! Idiot! Idiot! Idiot! I can't stand this....', Matt thought when he buried his head in his hands.
Matt sat there for a long time, how long, he didn't know.
It was quarter to twelve. This meant that Matt sat in this position for more than an hour.
When he wanted to get up his legs hurt and it took him some time until he stood again.
Soon he had to go.
He packed his things together and he still hoped that they really wanted to practice.
When he was on his way the little hope that was left, started to disappear quickly and he was sure that he could feel the fear again.
All color was falling from his face.
He reached the last corner and finally he stood in front of the building their room for practice was in.
He took one deep breath and reached for the key in his pocked. When he found it and when he wanted to open the door he saw Sean walking towards him.
When Sean noticed Matt his face lit up and a dirty grin appeared on his face. He walked faster and soon he stood next to Matt, who still held the key in his hand.
Sean made sure that there was no one around.
He lay a hand on Matts shoulder and pulled the other boy towards him.
"Hey, Matty. Everything okay? Ready to rock? We have to practice more. You don't want to embarrass us, do you?", Sean whispered in Matts ear.
Matt starred at Sean and shook his head, he had expected many things, but not that.
Sean grabbed Matt's hand with the key and brought it back to the door. He unlocked it and shoved Matt with one hand inside the building.
"Dean and Kev should arrive every minute", Sean said and sat down in a chair.
He put his chin in one hand and looked at Matt, who sat down with a good distance between them.
Sean was still starring at the blond boy, who shifted uncomfortable in his seat.
Matt had a bad feeling, when Sean looked at him like that. It seemed as if the other boy didn't care what he and his friends did to Matt.
Matt didn't dare to say something, he was afraid of Sean's reaction.
He blocked all thoughts out. So he didn't hear the door opening again.
But when he heard footsteps the reality came back into his mind and he could see Dean and Kev standing in the room as well.
"Hey, Matt! Matt, everything, okay?", they greeted and they acted normal.
The whole practice was like always, only Sean and Dean looked at each other with a strange expression in their eyes.
Matt didn't noticed this.
After their practice Matts hope came back to him. They didn't touch him and he hoped that they would let him be.
Matt was busy packing his stuff together that he didn't saw Sean, Dean and Kev talking in a corner.
All three looked at Matt, who still didn't noticed it.
Dean and Kev nodded and walked out of the room and started to go home.
Sean looked at Matt for some seconds and then he walked over to him.
Matt saw Sean coming, but he didn't dare to move.
When Sean stood behind him he put his arms around Matts waist.
Matts eyes grew bigger and he begun, what Sean missed, to shiver.
Sean tightened his grip on Matt and pulled his body closer. Matt closed his eyes and his breath got heavier.
"It's okay, sweetie. Dean and Kev are not going to come back today", Sean stared.
"You know, first I only wanted to teach you a lesson what it means to let his friends down, but now I think that I have a thing for you", he said and kissed Matt on the lips.
"Please, Sean. I want to go home", Matt pleaded and a small tear ran down his cheek.
"Stop crying. I'm going to be gentle", Sean said and caressed Matts cheek.
He pulled Matts shirt off.
"Why are you doing this?", Matt whispered.
"I want to", was everything the other boy answered.
Then he paid his attention to Matts neck. When he got not the respond he wanted to have, he bit down. Matt gasped in pain. Sean made some noise as if he wanted to let Matt know how much he enjoyed doing this. Matt held his eyes close the whole time. But when he felt Sean's hand at his belt his eyes snapped open.
"Please, Sean, stop", pleaded Matt again. Sean paid no attention to him and opened his fly.
Sean pulled Matt pants and boxers off. Matt felt lonely and helpless. He knew very well what the other boy was going to do and he didn't like it one bit.
He winced under Sean's cold touch, this was not the way Tai toughed him. He felt warm and safe when Tai held him in his arms, but now he felt cold and dirty. At some point Matt only wanted to die right then and there. When Sean's hand left his body he relaxed a bit, but it was not over jet. Sean undressed himself and grinned at Matt. The blond boy closed his eyes again and he tried to hold the tears back that wanted to flow out. Sean had Matt on his belly on the floor lying.
"Try to escape or scream and something worse is going to happen", Sean commanded Matt.
Matt tried to prepare himself for the pain that was going to come.
And it came.
While Sean had his way with him Matt gave his best not to scream.
"Sean stop, it hurts! Sean please, stop", Matt begged.
"Your begging only makes it better! I won't stop until I get tired. So shut up!", Sean ordered.
After an eternity Sean stopped and let Matt go.
Sean stood up and tossed Matt his clothes.
"Dress", he said.
Quickly, but in a lot of pain, Matt dressed.
"Not a word! Understand?!", it was not a question, it was an order.
Matt nodded and took his things.
As fast as his body would allow he ran down the street.
He ignored the people that were looking at him.
He only ran, ran back home.
AN: Wow, poor Matt. I'm so mean ~_~. Review and tell me what you think.
Disclaimer: I don't own Digimon...
Here is the next part. I should learn for my english- exam tomorrow, but right now
I can't concentrate and so I thought that I could write another part.
Bandpractise
Exactly at seven o'clock Matts' doorbell rang.
When he opened the door he came face to face with a grinning Tai.
„Ready?", the brunet boy asked and waited in the doorway.
„Just a moment. I have to write a note for dad. He's not here, but I doubt that he is home when we come back. But I don't want to argue with him when he is here and there is nothing that tells him where I am."
„I see. Hurry up the party's not waiting."
Matt wrote on a piece of paper :~ I'm with Tai at Parkers'. Matt ~
With that the weekend began for the two boys. The only question was if both would enjoy it.
Tai could hear the music which came from Parkers' house.
Parkers' parents spend the weekend with some friends and the boy decided to throw a party. The house was a little remote from the others so that they could turn the music louder than they would do normally and nobody cared.
Matt didn't kept up with Tai and Tai turned around.
„What is it? Are you okay? We can go if you want? We could..", Tai started but Matt interrupted him.
„It's okay, Tai. I'm okay. Was only thinking."
„If you say so... Are you sure?"
„Tai."
„Okay, but when you feel ill then tell me."
„'kay."
They reached the door and Tai wanted to ring the bell when somebody opened the door. It was Parker.
„Hey, cool. You made it. Come in. Have fun", with that he turned around and disappeared into the crowd.
Tai glanzed over at Matt to make sure that he was alright. When he was certain that nothing was wrong he pulled Matt over to some of his friends he knew from soccer practice.
„Tai! Matt!", shouted one member of the small group they were approaching.
„Care for a drink?", the boy didn't wait for an answer he gave Matt and Tai one glass with a clear liquid.
„What's that?", asked Tai and eyed his glass.
„Drink, than you know what it is", grinned another.
„Good", Tai said and raised his glass to meet Matts, who did the same.
Both drank their glasses out and when it reached their throats both grimaced. The small group started to laugh.
„That was.. hard...What was it?", repeated Tai his question.
„I don't know. Parker mixed something and that was the result. You should have seen your face, it was incredible", laughed one.
„I'll never ever take something from you", Tai grinned when he said it.
„I'll remind you, Tai", Matt said after he found his voice again.
They spend some time like that, they talked and joked.
When they decided to split up Tai sat with Matt down on the couch.
„I don't think so, what would you do when..", Matt didn't finished his sentence. He saw three well known figures enter the room.
„Matt? Are you still there?", Tai asked and waved one hand in front of Matts face. When this didn't worked he followed Matts looked. But he didn't see something special, all he saw were Sean, Dean and Kev, but they were nothing special.
Tai turned back to Matt.
„Matt? You okay?"
„I'm feeling ill", was the respond.
„Why didn't you say something? Come on, let's go. You can come to my place. Nobody is home", adept Tai.
Matt didn't noticed it, he was busy thinking how he could avoid his so called friends.
Finally they managed to leave the house without Sean, Dean and Kev noticing.
They walked down the street.
„Better?", asked Tai.
„Hmmm", was all he got.
After only at ten minute walk the reached Tais apartment building.
The lift was defect and they had to walk all the way up to Tais apartment.
Tai unlocked the door and opened it for Matt to enter first.
The blond boy sat down on the couch. He let his head fall back and starred at the ceiling.
Tai closed the door behind him and walked over to sit with his friend.
„Your feeling better now?", he asked once again with concern and worry written all over his face.
„Yes. It was too loud there..."
„The point is that you feel better", Tai said and pulled Matt with one arm to him so that he was sitting in his lap.
„Tai? I..", more Matt couldn't say, 'cause his lips were covered with another pair.
„Tai...", Matt tried again, but Tai didn't let him finish. He covered Matts neck with small kisses.
To Matt it felt so right at the moment to be with Tai like that, but suddenly the events from last night came back into his mind.
Matt couldn't think clearly and he couldn't tell if it was Tai or one of his bandmembers kissing him.
"Tai?", Matt cried.
No answer.
"Tai?"
Again there was nothing.
"Tai!!", Matt raised his voice so that he was nearly screaming.
Tais head snapped up and he let Matt go.
"What?", he asked.
"I.. I have to go... home... Maybe dad is waiting..", Matt stammered. He stood up and started to leave, but a hand grabbed his wrist and pulled him back.
"Tai...", Matt struggled against Tais grip, but the other wouldn't let him go.
"What happened with you? You act so strange since this morning. Did I do something wrong? If so, then tell me. But don't pretended that you are all right, 'cause I see that something bothers you", Tai tried to reach his boyfriend.
Matt stopped his attempt to free himself and looked at Tai.
„T-there is nothing that bothers me. I only have to go home, Okay? C-can I go now?", responded Matt.
Slowly the grip Tai had on his wrist disappeared and he let the blond go.
„I can't force you to say what is wrong with you or what bothers you. But I know that you would feel better if you talk about it", Tai started again.
„Everything is fine", repeated Matt and he stood up and wanted to go.
Tai sat still on the couch and looked after his boyfriend until the door fell shut.
For some time he started at the door through which Matt left the apartment.
„What's wrong...", Tai sighed sadly.
Matt reached his apartment and opened the door. Like he had expected was nobody home to welcome him.
He walked over to the table and took the note he had left. He opened the dustbin and tore the paper into pieces.
Matt knew that he would be alone in the apartment, but he needed and excuse to get away from Tai. The boy didn't want to be hurt more than he already was (mentally).
And he was afraid that he might say something to Tai that he could regret and he didn't want that Tai was involved into the whole story.
Matt lay down on his bed and closed his eyes.
„I'm sorry Tai...really sorry", was all he said before he fell asleep.
Matt woke up in the morning. A noise that came out of the kitchen caught his attention. He looked at his watch and saw that it was already ten.
He stretched and when he was fully awake he stood up and got dressed. He walked into the kitchen and saw that his dad was searching for something in the fridge.
„Morning", Matt said.
His dad looked up and raised an eyebrow: "Morning? Well, is noon. But it's nice that you're awake."
Matt rolled his eyes.
"I have to go to work again. Matt, is there no butter left? I can't find it", the man said.
"There has to be. Look in the left drawer. If there is none we have none. And try not to make a mess, I don't want to have to clean your stuff up."
"Yes, yes. Where did you say? Left? Well, let's see... ah! There it is!", came the happy reply.
Matts' dad made himself a piece of bread and tried to make no mess.
He wanted to go when he stopped dead in his tracks.
"Oh, Matt. I had forgotten to tell you that Tai phoned, but you were still sleeping and I didn't want to wake you up. I told him that he should try it later. So at ten. Okay? I'll see you this evening. Have fun."
"Okay, bye", Matt said and started to make his own breakfast.
He tried to find an excuse for the thing the last night when the phone rang.
"Normally he's too late, but today he had to be exact", Matt sighed .
"Ishida", he picked the phone up.
"Matt? Matt is that you?" it was Tai.
"Yes."
"Good. Oh and good morning. I can't say that it's already noon. Anyway, you slept well?"
"Yes, thanks."
"I only wanted to ask if you want to come over tonight and eat something with me. I'm alone again."
"And who is going to make the meal?"
"I of course. Who else?'
"Oh no! Remember the last time you tried to cook, you nearly burned the kitchen down."
"Hey, I can cook! Really! It was an accident. I couldn't have known that the stove still was so hot when I put the towel on it."
"Well, okay. I'll come, but only to see what you'll burn this time."
"Cool! Let's say at... uhm... eight?"
"Sounds good to me."
"Oh and Matt?"
"Yes"
"You're going to come this time, don't you?"
Matt could feel the knot in his stomach tighten when Tai said this.
"Yeah, sure I will", he said and tried to sound normal. It seemed to work, 'cause Tai didn't want to talk further about last night events.
"Okay, bye Matt."
"Bye, Tai.", Matt said and hung up.
'Why didn't Tai ask what was wrong with me yesterday', Matt thought.
He walked back to the table and sat down.
The breakfast was still untouched and he wanted to bit in it when the phone rang again.
"What now?", Matt asked aloud and rolled his eyes.
He thought that it was Tai again and that he wanted to tell him that he had something forgotten.
The phone rang a few time before Matt picked it up: "Ishida."
"..."
"Hello~o? Nobody there?", he asked
"...", again there was nothing.
Matt got a little angry.
"If you don't want to!", he said when a voice from the other and began to talk.
"You're going to come today?"
"What? Tai? Tai, is that you? That's not funny!", Matt started to get very nervous, because he couldn't place the voice.
"No, I'm not Tai", the voice answered.
"Tai! If it's you..!", Matt couldn't stand it, he was really angry and scared at the same time and he wanted to know to whom he was talking to.
"I just said that I'm not Tai and you can't say that you don't know who I am", responded the voice very calmly.
"No! No, I don't know who you are. Who are you?", Matt asked the owner of the voice.
The owner of the voice now was angry too and his voice got louder: "Listen, Blondie! I think you know very well who I am and I don't think that you're stupid enough to play a game with me!"
"S..Sean?", whispered Matt.
"Bingo! You just got one hundred points...", Matt hung up.
The blond boy started at the phone in disbelief.
He winced when the phone rang again.
With shaking fingers he grabbed for it, but he didn't answer it. It could be Tai on the other end of the line, but it could be someone else and this people would worry about him when he didn't answer. But it could be Sean again or Dean or Kev.
It was a stupid mistake from Matt to pick the phone up.
"Ishida!! Don't you dare to do this again!!! You heard me!! Otherwise something is going to happen!!!", Matts fear was true. It was Sean again.
"What did you just think, Ishida", Sean whispered in a dangerous voice.
"Did you forget that we said that you have to follow our orders. Otherwise we'll pay your little Tai a nice visit. Are you going to hang up again?"
"N...No", whispered Matt.
"Good. Your a good boy, Matt. I asked you this a minute ago, but I'm so kind to repeat my question for you" Are you going to come today?"
"Come...?"
"To practice, idiot! What else? You don't think that we'll stop practice", Sean said.
"Oh.."
"What?! Oh and Blondie, before you answer think good about what you are going to say. The nights can be lonely without a good friend", Matt understood what Sean wanted to tell him.
Matt had no other choice, if he wanted to protect Tai.
"Yes."
"Yes, what?"
"Yes, yes I'll come", Matt had to force the words out of his mouth.
"Very good. Be there at half past four. We're waiting", Sean said the last sentence with a very strange tone in his voice you could understand a lust.
A shiver ran down Matts spine when Sean hung up.
Matt hung up as well.
He let himself sink down at the wall. He didn't want to go back, but he had no choice.
'Only some hours, only some hours. Maybe they meant it when he said they wanted to practice...yeah, sure...god, Ishida, get a hold of yourself.... Shit! They have me where they wanted me to have for far too long and I didn't noticed it. Idiot! Typical, I'm always the one who notice thing last. Idiot! Idiot! Idiot! Idiot! I can't stand this....', Matt thought when he buried his head in his hands.
Matt sat there for a long time, how long, he didn't know.
It was quarter to twelve. This meant that Matt sat in this position for more than an hour.
When he wanted to get up his legs hurt and it took him some time until he stood again.
Soon he had to go.
He packed his things together and he still hoped that they really wanted to practice.
When he was on his way the little hope that was left, started to disappear quickly and he was sure that he could feel the fear again.
All color was falling from his face.
He reached the last corner and finally he stood in front of the building their room for practice was in.
He took one deep breath and reached for the key in his pocked. When he found it and when he wanted to open the door he saw Sean walking towards him.
When Sean noticed Matt his face lit up and a dirty grin appeared on his face. He walked faster and soon he stood next to Matt, who still held the key in his hand.
Sean made sure that there was no one around.
He lay a hand on Matts shoulder and pulled the other boy towards him.
"Hey, Matty. Everything okay? Ready to rock? We have to practice more. You don't want to embarrass us, do you?", Sean whispered in Matts ear.
Matt starred at Sean and shook his head, he had expected many things, but not that.
Sean grabbed Matt's hand with the key and brought it back to the door. He unlocked it and shoved Matt with one hand inside the building.
"Dean and Kev should arrive every minute", Sean said and sat down in a chair.
He put his chin in one hand and looked at Matt, who sat down with a good distance between them.
Sean was still starring at the blond boy, who shifted uncomfortable in his seat.
Matt had a bad feeling, when Sean looked at him like that. It seemed as if the other boy didn't care what he and his friends did to Matt.
Matt didn't dare to say something, he was afraid of Sean's reaction.
He blocked all thoughts out. So he didn't hear the door opening again.
But when he heard footsteps the reality came back into his mind and he could see Dean and Kev standing in the room as well.
"Hey, Matt! Matt, everything, okay?", they greeted and they acted normal.
The whole practice was like always, only Sean and Dean looked at each other with a strange expression in their eyes.
Matt didn't noticed this.
After their practice Matts hope came back to him. They didn't touch him and he hoped that they would let him be.
Matt was busy packing his stuff together that he didn't saw Sean, Dean and Kev talking in a corner.
All three looked at Matt, who still didn't noticed it.
Dean and Kev nodded and walked out of the room and started to go home.
Sean looked at Matt for some seconds and then he walked over to him.
Matt saw Sean coming, but he didn't dare to move.
When Sean stood behind him he put his arms around Matts waist.
Matts eyes grew bigger and he begun, what Sean missed, to shiver.
Sean tightened his grip on Matt and pulled his body closer. Matt closed his eyes and his breath got heavier.
"It's okay, sweetie. Dean and Kev are not going to come back today", Sean stared.
"You know, first I only wanted to teach you a lesson what it means to let his friends down, but now I think that I have a thing for you", he said and kissed Matt on the lips.
"Please, Sean. I want to go home", Matt pleaded and a small tear ran down his cheek.
"Stop crying. I'm going to be gentle", Sean said and caressed Matts cheek.
He pulled Matts shirt off.
"Why are you doing this?", Matt whispered.
"I want to", was everything the other boy answered.
Then he paid his attention to Matts neck. When he got not the respond he wanted to have, he bit down. Matt gasped in pain. Sean made some noise as if he wanted to let Matt know how much he enjoyed doing this. Matt held his eyes close the whole time. But when he felt Sean's hand at his belt his eyes snapped open.
"Please, Sean, stop", pleaded Matt again. Sean paid no attention to him and opened his fly.
Sean pulled Matt pants and boxers off. Matt felt lonely and helpless. He knew very well what the other boy was going to do and he didn't like it one bit.
He winced under Sean's cold touch, this was not the way Tai toughed him. He felt warm and safe when Tai held him in his arms, but now he felt cold and dirty. At some point Matt only wanted to die right then and there. When Sean's hand left his body he relaxed a bit, but it was not over jet. Sean undressed himself and grinned at Matt. The blond boy closed his eyes again and he tried to hold the tears back that wanted to flow out. Sean had Matt on his belly on the floor lying.
"Try to escape or scream and something worse is going to happen", Sean commanded Matt.
Matt tried to prepare himself for the pain that was going to come.
And it came.
While Sean had his way with him Matt gave his best not to scream.
"Sean stop, it hurts! Sean please, stop", Matt begged.
"Your begging only makes it better! I won't stop until I get tired. So shut up!", Sean ordered.
After an eternity Sean stopped and let Matt go.
Sean stood up and tossed Matt his clothes.
"Dress", he said.
Quickly, but in a lot of pain, Matt dressed.
"Not a word! Understand?!", it was not a question, it was an order.
Matt nodded and took his things.
As fast as his body would allow he ran down the street.
He ignored the people that were looking at him.
He only ran, ran back home.
AN: Wow, poor Matt. I'm so mean ~_~. Review and tell me what you think.