Beyond My World
--Unleash the Pain--
--Hazels POV--
I was waiting for the last period bell to ring. Paige was beside me, looking bored. As for me, I was sitting there thinking of no one better, but my baby. I was going to visit him today. I got a call saying that he finally woke up, so I was excited. But at the same time, I was a bit nervous. I mean to see him finally awake. I don't know what I would say to him. I mean the biggest thing to talk about, is what happened. And what is there to say, I mean he was there. Unlike me, I was with Paige in class talking about boys. I should of been with him. But I would hate to think of how it would had happened if I was there. Let me not go there.
"So Haze you ready to go" Paige asked me
"Ready then I'll ever be" I told her. She smiled a bit and rubbed my shoulder. I wondered how things would have been if Rick would have tried to solve his problems another way. What would this school be doing right now. After school today there was going to be some counseling thing with Ms.Souve in the gym. Expressing our feelings, talking about it with strangers wouldn't exactly help me "heal".
--Alex POV--
I was sitting outside on the steps of Degrassi. I was with Spinner sitting beside all the shrines towards violence. For some reason it touched me. Don't get me wrong. I mean I know I may come off as a bitch sometimes, but this girl here is deep. She has her sensitive sides. I feel no worse than I did about 2 periods ago. Yelling at Jay made me feel good. But now looking closely at these pictures and signs, makes me realize that I am broken. I mean that this is what has finally broken Alex down. It was time to confess. I turned to Spinner whose hands were white from constantly trying to crack his knuckles in frustration.
"I think we should speak now" I told him
"Now" he said
"Yeah, I mean the sooner the better, right?" I told him
"Yeah....I guess" Spinner said getting up.
"No matter what. We are in this together" I told him
"And Jay" he said
"Yeah. But he's choosing to use the childish road. He does what he needs to do. As for us, we do what needs to be done" I told him
"Ok" he said as he was about to open the front doors of the school
"Wait" I told him. He turned around. I went up close to his face........."If you ever tell anyone about my sad, deep side, I'll kill you" I told him. I felt no one else needed to know my other side. He smiled and said "Okay". We both went inside towards the principals office.
"Ready" he asked me. I turned to him.
"Yup" I said
I opened the door to find Mr. Raditch sitting at his desk.
--Sean's POV--
I was standing outside waiting beside Jay's car. My day was kind of...well...BLAH. I finally saw Jay come beside me.
"Where's the girlfriend" he asked me
"I don't know...don't care" I told him
"What's with the attitude" he asked me. I shrugged my shoulders
"Where's yours" I asked him
"Don't bother with even waiting for an answer" he told me. We were about to get into his car, when someone called his name.
"Jay, may I have a word with you" Mr.Raditch's voice said as it came closer.
"What now. Another accusation for stealing a DVD player. Maybe kidnap this time" he joked
"No, something faaaaaaar more serious" Mr.Raditch said. Jay's eyes popped open.
"Follow me" Mr.Raditch said. Jay looked at me and tossed me his keys before following Mr.Raditch. I was about to get in the car when I heard someone calling my name this time. I turned to see Ellie power-walking towards me.
"Sean.....can we talk, please" she asked me
"Ellie. Not now" I told her
"Sean please. I want to help you. I want to understand" Ellie cried to me
"FINE...you want to know so badly. Rick.... he pointed the gun at Emma. I went with my gut and pushed the gun down. I was tackling Rick for the gun. And ya know, the gun went off. I thought I might have shot myself, until I fall beside Rick. And I see my arm scraped and covered IN RICKS BLOOD" Sean said with his last words trailing to become louder. Ellie hiccuped a cry.
"Sean" she pushed her voice to say
"But I'm proud to say that I'm the lucky one. I'm still alive. But no one knows this. All they are saying is "Sean killed him", "Sean pointed the gun right at him". Yeah, Ellie I guess you havn't heard there stories" I told her
"I'm sorry" she pushed herelf to say.
"Ellie, I'm sorry ok. I-I'm dealing with this, I'm trying real hard to get over it. But things arn't working out too great" I said while he choked back some tears.
"Sean, I'm so sorry" Ellie cried and came to pull me in a hug. I let my tears go and I let myself cry.
"I love you Ellie. I am so sorry, for acting like I did" I cried on her shoulder.
"I love you too. And it's ok" she told me.
--Jay's POV--
I saw Sean standing beside my car. I noticed his girlfriend wasn't beside him. An odd thing to see. I walked over to him.
"Where's the girlfriend" I asked him. He rolled his eyes and opend up the passenger seat and threw his bag in the back.
"I don't know, I don't care" he told me
"What's with the attittude" I asked him. He just shrugged his shoulders.
"Where's yours" he asked me. Alex, Alex, Alex, Alex. Oh boy was there going to be a gap in our relationship.
"Don't bother with even waiting for an answer" I told him. I opened up the door to get in. I then heard someone call my name. I turned to see Mr. Raditch.
"Jay, may I have a word with you" Mr.Raditch asked me
"What now. Another accusation for stealing a DVD player. Maybe kidnap this time" I joked with him.
"No, something faaaaaaar more serious" Mr.Raditch told me. My eyes popped open. Please don't tell me Spinner and Alex already spilled the beans. Please don't tell me that. "Follow me" he told me. I threw Sean the keys and left behind Raditch. We were in the building and he walked me towards his office. He opened the door....and, HEY WHAT A SURPRISE..... I see Alex and Spinner sitting down in front of his desk.
AUTHOR'S NOTE: Wow, so what's new you guys. You like this chapter. Well I guess there is only like 2 or 3 more chapters left, OK!!!!!!!!!!! Enjoy.