Chapter 11

I couldn't believe it. After all this time,he find another woman. How can I stay here,I thought. I have to leave now. But then again, no one is going to come after me. No one cares about me. But what about Paris? Does he still love me?

No. He cares about Helen now. I'm nothing. I was nothing in the first place. But if I want to die, I might as well fight for something like my father did. I just wish he were here. Things would be a whole lot easier.

I bet my mother is looking down on me in shame. I'm so stupid. How could I do something so stupid? But then again, it wasn't my fault! He said he loved me dammit! Why doesn't he love me now? How could he forget about me after he promised that he would love me forever?

People don't forget... They just don't forget... How could he forget about me?! He loved me. He said he did. He said it right to my face dammit! He never looked back. He never onced looked back. But I did. I was the foolish one. I was the stupid one.

"Kikyo?"it was Hector.

"Yes Hector?"

"I'm sorry about this. I didn't think it would happen. I wanted her to go back to Sparta. He's going to cause a war now if we don't get her back soon."

"I shouldn't have to cry any more... But I thought he really loved me."

"Kikyo...?"

I laughed. "I'm sorry. I'm going of into thought again."

"It's ok."

I shook my head. "I should be leaving now."

"No."

"If Paris starts a war, then I'll fight. I'll fight his war. I don't care if I die trying."

"Paris would care."

"He has another woman. I'm nothing to him now."

"Women do not fight in Troy."

"Where I come from, everyone had the right to fight Hector. That is why I have this sword that my father gave me. It gives me strength."

"Does it give you strength now?

"Leave me alone..."

He sighed. "Do you want to talk with him?"

"It's no use Hector..."

"Fine,"and he left.

Talk to him,I thought. How can I do that? He loves Helen now. He loves the most beautiful woman in the world. I am nothing now. I'm going to fight, and no one is going to be able to stop me. I don't care if I die.

I love you Paris. And I'm sorry...